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Organized Chaos: Permission Granted
✨ S2 Ep. 21: The Magic of Space Clearing: Monica's Journey from Boeing Engineer to Energy Healer ✨
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In this inspiring episode of Organized Chaos: Permission Granted, Shabana sits down with energy clearer, space clearing expert, meditation teacher, and former Boeing engineer Monica for a fascinating conversation about intuition, energy, healing, and following life's unexpected path. Together they discuss space clearings, personal energy work, manifestation, listening to your body's wisdom, and how clearing energetic blocks can create more flow in your life, home, and business.
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Hey friends, welcome back to another episode of Manifesting Mondays here on Organized Chaos, season two, Permission Granted. Today I am sharing with you an interview that I did with my new friend Monica. Just the way we met each other on a group coaching call, and then it turned into a conversation, and then it turned into a podcast, and now you guys are gonna get the blessings of this podcast. So I hope you sit back and relax and enjoy it. Bye
SpeakerHi, friends. Welcome back to another episode of Organized Chaos,, season two: Permission Granted. So here I have my friend Monica. We just became friends last week, and I was like, "We should do a podcast together." I'd love for my listeners to know your story and what you're up to, because I think it's fascinating. We're both in the field of working with people's energies and helping them clear, monica, tell us a little bit about yourself.
Speaker 2How did it all begin, maybe?
SpeakerHow did it all begin? That is a great question.
Speaker 2Okay. It all began one summer day. Super funny. No, just kidding. Um, I don't know what, what season it was. Um, I I think it began when I was... I always like to tell the story that it began with my dad teaching my sister and I to meditate when I was about eight years old. But because of what we were just talking about before hitting record, the woman, my partner who cleared me this morning, had said to me that there was a grandmother figure that had shown up in the clearing. And I had remembered that when I was very, very little, that my grandmother had shown up for me, like, when I was sleeping. Like, I remember. And I, and I always associated that with her being, like, my fairy godmother, right? Like, just my guardian angel. So I think it kinda started with that knowing of that there's someone out there who is a spirit who is looking out for me, you know? Um, and maybe even before that, I went to a religious school, and so we learned a lot about God. And maybe now that you're posing this question and all this other information has come to me, like, in the past 24 hours, you know, is that connection, right, to God, and the prayers, right? Kathy talks about Modani, and we usually say that in the mornings. And the one prayer that I had learned to say at night was the Shema. Listen, listen, is what it translates to.
SpeakerMm.
Speaker 2And so I say that every night, and I've been saying it for as long as I can remember. But it's... I feel like I've come full circle back into the healing modalities. But I also remember that when I was in my 20s maybe, um, I used to start crying for no reason. Like, just, I was just so sad. Mm-hmm. But, like, I didn't know why, like, where it was coming from. My mom would ask me, "Why are you so sad?" Like, "Why are you crying?" I'm like, "I don't know." Like, I really didn't know. Like sometimes, you know, people ask us questions and we're like, "I don't know. I don't know." Mm-hmm. Like, we know. But I really didn't know. Yeah. I'm like, "I don't know." And then I come to find out a few days later that somebody had passed away. So I was picking up on somebody's grief. Oh. And it happened once, and I didn't think about it, but then it happened a second time, and then it happened a third time. Right. And it was so much grief that I was carrying for somebody I did not know, and I didn't know what to do about it. And, like, having these- uh, these messages come through me, I didn't know what to do.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2And so I just said, "Stop." I t- that's all I said, "Stop. I can't do this anymore. Stop." And that's when I stopped receiving.
SpeakerInteresting. When did you start picking it back up again and deciding like, "Oh, this is, this is where I'm meant to be, in this field"?
Speaker 2It probably started maybe- At least like 15 or 20 years ago-
SpeakerMm-hmm
Speaker 2because I started having the tools. So while I was an engineer, there were things that I did to take care of myself to bring balance. So releasing the stress that I had during the week. On the weekends I would take classes, different sort of interesting classes, and I started to gather tools to take care of myself. And once I felt like I had enough and I had the right teacher who was teaching me, I was like, "Okay, maybe I'm ready now because I have the tools. So bring it on. I can do this." Right? Like- Yeah it, it's okay. I can receive, and I'll s- I'll share the message because- Yeah now I know how to take care of myself. I don't need to carry the grief. I can let it pass through.
SpeakerIt's so important because I think a lot of people don't know how to process grief, and, um, just allowing to know that grief doesn't last forever, but it needs to be felt and moved through the body as opposed to resisting it and, like, blocking it and stuff. Um, but teaching people and using our energy to clear it for them 'cause they're like, "I don't have the power to do this," but you do. Yeah. Or you, you know, you've have tapped into those energies and learned the modalities and things like that.
Speaker 2Yeah, yeah.
SpeakerSo what... Let's go back a little bit. What, what made you decide to become an engineer and that journey? And then, like, now it's, like, completely different of, like, what you're up to.
Speaker 2Completely? Is it really completely different? No. Um, a little bit. Okay.
SpeakerYou tell me how it's similar. How about that?
Speaker 2So engineering is we're working with materials, and as we're learning with Cathy, right, everything is energy. Or relearning, right? Everything is energy. And everything is just made up of, a molecular structure, right? Which is, like, cells, right? And also I've learned, the things that we see are made up of... It's like some kind of construct. Maybe. I don't know if I believe in this, but, you know, if we see it, it's there, right? We know it's there because we see it, we touch it. If we don't see it, is it not there? Like that whole if the tree falls in the forest, if we don't hear it, did it really? Mm-hmm. Right? So I don't know. Um, I still think about these things. I'm pretty discerning. I don't just study a modality and say, "Yep, I'm gonna keep sharing it." No. I study modality, I practice it, I notice if there's any shifts, any differences, if it really works, and if it does, then I share. How did I become an engineer? Well We were in Brazil. I was living in Brazil, and I- the friends I had in high school were so interesting. They were very different than my friends in the United States. In the US, my friends were either... I went to a private school, a conservative school. My friends were either going to get their MRS degree, gonna get married, or they were gonna be accountants. Those are the people I surrounded myself with. So I thought, "Well, not really interested in the MRS, but let me go look into accounting." And so that's kinda what I thought would happen. This was my sophomore year. I had a friend who was in her junior year, so I was kind of like seeing what her path was. And then we moved to Brazil for my junior and final year. Um, there they only have three years of high school. So I went there, and those students, my peers, they wanted to be so many different things. They wanted to be a lawyer, a speech pathologist, a robotics engineer. I'm like, "Oh, my gosh," like, "They could be anything. Maybe I can be anything. I don't have to be stuck," right? So maybe this was a gift in moving there. My cousins, who all live there, they... most of them engineers, some psychologists, a veterinarian, um, but most of them engineers. And so my dad said to me, he's like, "You know, you like math, you like science. Why don't you become an engineer, and, you know, maybe your cousins can help you?" And I'm like, "Well, all right." But I, I still didn't know if I wanted business or engineering. So the process to getting into a college over there is very different than over here. Over there, each university has their own entrance exam. And so I needed I took four, four exams one for each college, one for engineering and three for business. And I thought, "Well, let me see what the universe, how the universe responds to this." And wouldn't you know it, I got into the engineering school. I was like, "Huh. Okay. I guess maybe this is my path. I'm supposed to be an engineer." So I started school, and about a month later we moved back to the US, and I came back to, "Well, do I wanna be an engineer or do I wanna go into business?" Because now it's a different story, right? So I'm studying both. And that way it keeps me balanced, so I have some stressful classes and not so stressful classes, and it gives me opportunities. Eventually, I decide to just move forward with engineering, and, you know, I do my co-ops, my internships. I get hired by Boeing, and I'm an engineer there for a while. And one of the QA supervisors says to me, "You know..." 'Cause I was really bored at this one job. He says to me, "You know, a lot of the engineers are getting their MBAs. Like, Boeing is paying for it." And I said, "Huh, maybe this is where my business degree comes in," right? Like, universe heard me. Universe is coming back and saying, "All right, let's fulfill this wish." So that's what I did. I went and got my MBA.
SpeakerYep.
Speaker 2So eventually I got to do both.
SpeakerUh-huh. That's amazing.
Speaker 2Yeah. So I did that. But while I was in engineering, while I was working, like I said, I was trying to bring in balance. Mm-hmm. So I would take, like, these very interesting classes up at Bastyr, like animal communications, coaching, aura cleansing. Yeah. Uh, I took from private teachers who, one who became my mentor, uh, face reading, um, astrology, like, just different things. Anything that would pique my interest, I'm like, "Great. It's not engineering. It's not stressful. I'm gonna do that. Let me just study this." I didn't know where it was gonna take me, but I feel like because of- The home that I grew up in, I was always hiding in a book, like- from the library- Mm-hmm or, like, studying Got it Studying because I don't think I was the brightest in- some of it was hard for me, but also because my parents fought a lot. Oh. So, like, where do I go? I go in my room and I get into- Yeah a book.
SpeakerMm-hmm. Just the way you escape.
Speaker 2Just the way I escaped, yeah.
SpeakerYeah. Well, it, it brings safety. Yeah. It's like, how can I create safety when things outside of me are a little more intense, let's say? Right,
Speaker 2and I can't control that- Mm-hmm but what can I control?
SpeakerExactly.
Speaker 2Yeah.
SpeakerIt's really good. And then, so eventually you start doing these courses and extra activities and stuff, and then, remind me, are you still an engineer now, or let's talk about that transition. Yeah.
Speaker 2I left engineering in 2013. I... The last job I had, I hated. Like, it was not for me. When I applied for this job, I was leaving a... I was at a position that I loved. I got to certify airplanes. I got to- Wow like, right at the end, and, you know, go on the airplane, do some tests. You know, it wasn't, like, a complete sit-down type of job. Mm-hmm. It was so cool, and everything was just shortened to, like, three months, you know, turnaround time for the whole thing, and then we had to race against the clock and, you know, get the airplane delivered. Like, that to me was so much fun.
SpeakerYeah.
Speaker 2And then I had this opportunity, which had come around before, but I didn't get it. I didn't get an, um, an interview before, but it was to be a customer engineer, and that was my dream. My dream was to be a customer engineer to help airlines configure their airplanes. That is what I wanted to do. I wanted to... 'Cause I'm a connector, and I like to talk to people- Mm. Yeah and create with people and collaborate.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Um, so- Love that so being a solopreneur is really hard
SpeakerUh-huh
Speaker 2for me. Um, so yeah. So I, I applied for this job, and I was so excited. And the ro- so the rooms, the offices in at Boeing, like, each of the rooms has a city name. So the city of this room was São Paulo. And I'm like, "Oh my God, this must be a sign," because that's where I lived. So I'm, like, so excited, and I have this interview, and I think there's three managers there. And I have the interview- And then we're done, and I walk out and I say, "Okay, well, when wanna I hear?" And they're like, "Uh, duh, duh, duh, duh, blah, blah, blah. We have to talk about it." I'm like, "Okay, fine. Whatever. I love my job anyway." So I was just testing. And the reason I applied for this job, not only because I wanted to be a customer engineer, but because a friend of mine contacted me in a different group. He was in the seats group.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2And he said to me, "Hey, I'm applying for this job. So-and-so's applying for this job. So-and-so's applying for this job, and it sounds just like you." And I'm like, "I know it sounds just like me, but I don't want it. I like my job." And he's like, "Come on, it'll be fun. We'll all apply." Mm-hmm. And I'm competitive, so I'm like- Yeah "Okay, fine."
SpeakerYeah.
Speaker 2I'll apply."
SpeakerThat
Speaker 2did. And then the very next morning, soon as I got to my desk, it was like 7:30 in the morning, I got And the phone's ringing. And, "Hello. Monica. Hey, we'd like to offer you the job in customer engineering. Tell your, tell your lead, tell your manager, 'cause we're gonna call them tomorrow." And I'm like, "Oh my God." I'm like, "Oh, okay. Great. Thank you." And I'm like- Yeah "I'm so excited." So they, they s- they asked me, "Which are your top three airlines that you wanna work with?" Mm-hmm. And so I put down Brazil. There was a Brazilian airline, I, which I think is now defunct. It was Varig. Um, some- somebody else and somebody else, I can't remember. Anyway, this was in 2012. So I put, put down the three airlines, and I tell my manager, I tell my lead. My lead is like, "Oh my," he goes, "I don't know what to say." He goes, "I don't wanna let you go, but they would be so lucky to have you." Like, this was like, whatever he said exactly- Aww like, the nicest thing ever. Yeah. Like, I know I was very, I was held in high esteem over there. I know I was, because he told me. And, and people, every, he's like, "I have..." One day he, he, he pulled me aside, he goes, "I have good news and bad news." And I'm like, "Uh-oh, what did I do?" And he's like, "Everybody wants to work with you." And I'm like, "Ah, interesting."
SpeakerAww. Yeah.
Speaker 2Right? So anyway, um, I ended up, this is where, where it gets kinda interesting. So I get a call from the new manager. So they decided where to put me. I get a call from the new manager, and he said, "Okay, come, come meet us. Come see where you're gonna be sitting." And I said, "Okay." I said, "I'll be there in 10 minutes." And he goes, "10 minutes?" He goes, "No, no. It's gonna take you a while to get here." And I'm like, "Huh." So this, I had gone to customer engineering commercial division, and I had walked around, I talked to some people. I wanted to feel into it. Like- Yeah how does this place feel? Like, is this gonna be the right position for me? Turns out it was not in that building. It was in a different building, so I had to drive to the building. Not a big deal, but, like, it takes 10, 15 minutes just to walk to my car. Mm-hmm. So I get into my car, I drive to the building, and I'm getting into the elevator, and my whole body is like, "Nope, nope, nope, nope. This is all wrong. This is all wrong." Oh, man. The whole entire time. Pressing number seven, going up the elevator. All wrong, all wrong. Seeing the manager, meeting my, my new teammates, where I was gonna sit, and my whole body's like, "Nope, nope, nope. This is all wrong." I go back And I, and I asked my manager, I'm like, "Can I just stay here?" Because that felt really wrong. Like, all over my body it did not feel good.
SpeakerYeah.
Speaker 2And he said, "Our- we closed our requisition." He's like, "You're already accepted." And I'm like, you know? So I'm like, "Okay." He's like, "Don't worry." He goes, "You're gonna do great." And I'm like, "Oh my God." Like, my whole body's now And what do I do? Like, leave? Like, it's so- Yeah hard to leave a job that, you know, you've been in a company, even if you've been in different jobs, like you've been in a company- Yeah for so many years. You have community, stability, purpose, right? So I'm like, "Well, let me see." You know, benefit of the doubt, maybe my intuition is wrong. No. Yeah. Anyway, so I start the job.
SpeakerUh-huh.
Speaker 2And it is boring. It is boring.
SpeakerOh,
Speaker 2no. And I ended up working for, um, it was the defense division, which normally on paper, like oh my God, so cool. Like, getting to work- Yeah on the new version of the AWACS, you know? Mm-hmm. And it's like a P- P-38 or something. Anyway, I was But it was not exciting. They didn't assign me a mentor. I didn't know what I was doing. I asked for work, "Please help me. Please give me some work." They didn't do it. I was like, "What the heck am I doing here?" Like, did they, did they just want budget? I don't understand. So the tech assistant person who was sitting next to me, she was really kind. She was friendly. She was helping me as much as she could, but like they weren't giving me work, you know? Mm-hmm. Yeah. So like it was really so bad, and so I decided to quit, and I told my previous manager, I said, "Okay, I'm quitting because they're not giving me work." And when I talked to the manager, there was an opportunity to be a diversity focal for the group.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2And when I approached him about doing it, he's like, "No." And I'm like, "No?" And I'm like, "I'm gonna do it, just but tell me why you're saying no." And he said, "There's no time." I'm like, "You're not giving me any work. If I have no work, what else am I gonna do? I'm gonna go be a diversity focal." Yeah. So I ended up being the diversity focal. But like very little work. Like, it was very, it was a very strange circumstance. Anyway, I decided to quit. I tell my old manager, "I'm gonna quit." He goes, "Nope. Take a leave of absence." And I'm like, "I don't want to. I really don't like this job. It's not for me. They're not giving me any work." He's like, "Take a leave of absence." So I took a three-month leave of absence. Did not wanna go back. Was dreading going back, even just to quit and get my stuff. Like, I was dreading it. So I extended it one more month. I don't know why I waited. Anyway, by the end of the fourth month, my previous manager says, "Okay, we have a requisition. We're gonna open it up. Apply for it so we can bring you back." And I said, "Great." Apply for the job, I go for the interview, we're all ha-ha-ing it, right? Because, like, it's my old job. And then there's a hiring freeze. My manager gets promoted to a different line, and, like, everything is, is frozen. And I'm like, "Ugh." Gosh. Yeah. I went, "Okay, universe, I'm getting it. See you later." Yep. Can't do this anymore. So I left in 2013, at the end of 2013, and I had already known this. I already planted the seed for my husband. I said, "You know, I can't stay in Seattle anymore. I need, I need a change. I need warmer weather. I need a change." I knew that if I stayed in Seattle, that I would keep wanting to go back to Boeing. This is all I knew. This is all I wanted to know, and I, I just knew that I would just fall back into that trap. And so a year later, he quit his job. He didn't like his job, so he quit, and he said, "Okay." He goes, "I'm gonna apply for jobs. This is gonna be quick." 'Cause he's in tech. He's like, "This is gonna be quick. And are you ready?" And I said, "I'm ready." And it was quick. And we left. He got a job in the Bay Area, and, you know, I've just... I've been here since 20- no, yeah, 2015. We arrived March 2nd, 2015, and since then I've been settling in. I've been healing- Okay and also learning.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Seeing what the opportunities are around here, and- playing, with energy and my intuition.
SpeakerYes. It's just amazing when we finally, listen to our body and it's saying, "No, no, no, no, no," and we're listening to the universe, it's like redirection, redirection. Okay, I'm gonna trust. I'm gonna see what happens. And even your husband saying, "Hey, I'm done with this job. I wanna do something new." Like, him listening to his body and not just, "This is my job and this is my only option." Like, so many people, we just feel like we don't have an option or like we're just hitting the door. Like, oh, but I'm this age. I can't rebuild. I can't restart.
Speaker 2Yep.
SpeakerBut like that's such a limiting,
Speaker 2Belief
Speakermindset and belief. Yeah. Yeah. And it's like how do we break through and when is enough enough? And that's why, I love your story. It's so, like, encouraging, inspiring. At any age you can start over and you can rebuild and recreate. Like, to be in Seattle and now you're down in the Bay Area, California, even just moving is a huge task in itself. Yes, it was. And now, like, um, you're doing all this energy work. And so how did you get started with just like the energy clearing? Was it just a friend was like, "Hey, I need help with this"? Mm-hmm. And like, like, share all that because, I mean, that's, that's the beauty of this conversation is like, okay, now we're here. And now what?
Speaker 2Yes. Now we're here. So I... We start our lives here in the Bay Area, and I just wanna just say something, and that is, you know, women in their 50s are always, they're looking for something different. They're realizing how empowered they are, what they're dissatisfied with. This is,, in Chinese astrology, right? They're like, "I've had enough. What can I do better?" So there's a lot of women in their 50s who are like, "I'm starting over," whatever it is. Some leave their husbands, leave their partners. Others are like, "I'm going into nonprofit. I'm starting my own business." Whatever it is, there is a change. And I think, you know, we carry our ancestors' genes, obviously. And for them, you know, that, those genetics are homemakers. They're passing away at young age, right? We're living longer than we have ever before, so like what do we do with this time, right? I'm 55. Like, 55 was a death sentence, right? Yeah. So, but now it's not. Now it's like, okay, this is my second career, my third career, you know? Um, so when I moved here, my sister called me up. She lives in Chicago. And she's like, "I need to get out of my life. Where can we go?" And I said, "Okay." We did a little bit of research and we ended up in San Diego, and we took this meditation retreat. We loved it. We got certified, and that led to Ayurveda for me. And then that also then led to yoga for me, so certified in Ayurveda, certified in yoga. But these are... It's not just I'm gonna study and I'm gonna get certified. This is... Meditation is full circle, right? My dad taught my sister and I when we were very young to meditate. And even though I've tried throughout the years different meditations, Louise Hay, um, I can't remember any of the other ones, but different types of meditations, w- you know, coming back and really learning the ins and outs of meditation, not just meditating with someone, but being able to understand the nuances and how to guide people is really what I came back to. And by getting certified in, in meditation, I needed to take a class in Ayurveda. And so I learned a little bit about Ayurveda, but it wasn't until I got sick and the Western doctors couldn't help me that Ayurveda helped me. So I went to see Ayurvedic doctors. I did a six-day retreat that looked at all of me holistically. So it's not just me studying, this is me experiencing something that led me to study so that I could help myself and I can help other people. And then there was yoga, right? I was just... I had moved to... I had been here for three years. I wasn't working. What could I do for my body, right? I've already done the mind. I'm doing the body. What else can I do? Yoga. The yoga studio that I was going to had a yoga teacher training, and I said, "Great, I'll get to meet some people, do something good for my body, learn something." And so then I had yoga, and then came the pandemic And so I studied some more Ayurveda, some more yoga, some life coaching. But back in 2008, I think it was, I met one of my mentors, one of my teachers, Jean Haner, and she was teaching, uh, face reading, Chinese face reading. And I learned this in, in Bellevue. So I left... I took two days off of work, 'cause it was Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday at a Hotel Bellevue, um, or Bellevue Coast, Coast Hotel in Bellevue. I don't know if it's still there. But anyway, um, four days. And so that's when I started learning with her, and I just kept following her wherever she was. Seattle, then she had some stuff in San Diego, some classes in San Diego, then up here in Petaluma, and I've just been studying with her. So face reading, uh, Nine Star Ki, which is Chi- Chinese astrology. You know, we have this, uh, our lives go in this nine-year cycle, so what can we expect, you know, this year, right? So based on our birthday. Um, and then I studied energy clearing with her, personal energy clearing, which I loved, and I, like, noticed differences right away, like, so interesting. And then I learned space clearing, and that was advanced, and then I would keep going to her advanced trainings. And so that's how all of that started. But I feel like all that stuff that I had studied with her, with the meditation and Ayurveda, like, it's all about clearing your energy, right? Yoga, you're clearing your energy through movement by coming into different kind of poses and seeing things in a different way, right? Coming back to your body, returning home to your body. Ayurveda with the food, right? With your self-care. Yeah. With the energy clearing, that's the invisible, right? Like, we're clearing the invisible clutter that we don't see. We keep thinking, oh, we need to see a therapist or a coach or, you know, do journal, whatever. All, all great stuff and there's a time for everything, but sometimes when that's not enough and you've done all the things, it's the invisible stuff that needs clearing, right? Mm-hmm. Our, our energetic blocks. So I feel like it all came together for me during the pandemic.
SpeakerUh-huh.
Speaker 2Yeah. So that's how it all- And- kind of came together. And then,
Speakerum, when did you do your first, like, house energy clearing, space clearing?
Speaker 2Oh, yeah. That was probably- Probably about 14 years ago. Okay. Think it was like 2012, 2011, something like that. Yeah.
SpeakerYeah. And then that's what you're focusing on right now, your podcast and your space clearing?
Speaker 2My podcast is really about possibilities.
SpeakerOh, okay.
Speaker 2Like prana and possibilities. So like what are the possibilities? And that's really what I like to focus on, is what, what can happen, what can, what can transpire, right- Mm-hmm once we take that step, right? We're not... Why limit ourselves, right? We talked about that in the beginning, right? Limiting beliefs. Yeah. Mm-hmm. And why? W- that doesn't serve anybody, right? Yeah. So what, what are the possibilities? What can happen? I saw... My whole life has been one big possibility, right? Yes. I could have just, you know, I don't know, just stayed in poverty and followed my parents' footsteps and not tried to get myself out of it. I'm the oldest daughter, and my sister actually told me probably about, I don't know, a long time ago anyway, something I had not known before. She said, "You paved the way for me." Aw. Like, "You really helped me- Yeah because I didn't know how to do this." And I'm like, "I didn't know how to do this. Nobody was helping me." Uh-huh. I just, I just figured it out. Yeah. I just figured it out, because I knew when I was a child, I knew that I did not want this life that my parents were giving us. Mm-hmm. I knew I had wanted more, and I started, like in my prayers every night, started asking for things. When I was just like a toddler, right? Like, I knew this. But it was because I saw differences. I saw where I lived. I saw where my friends lived. I saw the clothes I was wearing, where we were shopping. Maybe not a toddler, maybe a little bit older. Yeah. But like I noticed the clothes that I was wearing and the brands that they were wearing. Like I noticed the difference. I saw the difference, and I'm like, "Why can't I have this? Like what's going on here?" And so I started to manifest it. Okay. I started creating affirmations before I even knew what an affirmation was, and just fell asleep to all these things. Mm-hmm. And everywhere that I am right now is because I started this process when I was a kid.
SpeakerI love that. What's one manifestation that you remember from like your childhood before manifesting, like mantras were even like a thing?
Speaker 2One of the things that I asked for was to have enough money Enough money to, and of course I'm trying to remember exactly what I said. But enough money- Mm-hmm to feel comfortable, to feel, uh, like I had enough, and enough to share. So I already knew back then that I wanted to donate, but I just- Love that used, like, share. And I know I used this. Mm-hmm. Like, share. My parents weren't really donating money, they were donating time. You know, and I saw this. And I mean, they donated money, like, here and there. Like, our neighbors, they- Mm-hmm um, they were not doing well. And I, I wanna get into it in the podcast. Yeah. But I re- I, I was reminded because the woman had messaged me many years ago when we first, you know, Facebook's just started and you're finding friends. Yeah. She messaged me and she said, "You know, I remember the day that your parents came home with a trunk load of food for us." And I'm like, and like, we didn't have it. Like, we lived across the street in a tiny apartment just like they did, and my parents didn't have any money. Like, I know they didn't have any money. They, like, they were fighting over money con- I heard my dad say to the landlord, I don't think you're allowed to call it landlord anymore, but at the time right? Mm-hmm. Yeah. A property manager. Um-
SpeakerYeah.
Speaker 2Yeah. I don't have the- Mm the money this month. I remember hearing that. And I think our rent was, like, 250. I remember hearing that, 250, or I would see checks, 250, for-
SpeakerYeah
Speaker 2for rent. And, um, I know they didn't have the money. I know we were on scholarship for, for school. Um, I know they went to food banks because they told, my mom told me. My dad's too proud, but my mom's like, "We had to go to the food bank."
SpeakerYeah.
Speaker 2So like, I know this, but yet they still helped-
SpeakerThat's
Speaker 2amazing other people.
SpeakerThat-
Speaker 2So that was, that was- Mm-hmm kind of, like, my, the energy where that was going, was I wanted to not worry about money, have enough money so I didn't have to worry-
SpeakerMm-hmm
Speaker 2and that I had enough to share. And that is exactly where I am.
SpeakerAh, I love that. That's so great. Look what you manifested. This is so cool.
Speaker 2Look what I manifested. Yeah. And what's interesting, when I look back at all of that, I, I know it couldn't have happened, like, while I was growing up, unless it came through my parents, and I don't know that it did, but I think it came through them when they decided to move to Brazil, and that changed my world. And so from there- That's when I started manifesting on my own.
SpeakerYeah. That makes total sense.
Speaker 2Hey, you. Yes, you. Thank you so much for listening to this episode. This episode is brought to you by My Energy Readings. Energy readings are one-on-one private Zoom sessions where I tap into your energy field and deliver exactly what your soul needs to hear. Scroll down to the bottom of my show notes to book your energy reading today, or just send me a DM. Can't wait to see you on Zoom. And until next time, know that you're amazing, know that I love you, and the world is gonna keep on spinning, so you need to keep on showing up and doing the things that light you up, because that's what we need more of, people who are lit up and shine their light wherever they go. So keep manifesting, keep believing, and I'll catch you on the flip side. Bye.
SpeakerI wanna talk more about your space clearings. Like either like client testimonials, how you actually do it, and whatever else you wanna share because I think that's such a huge piece that I'd wanna make sure- Yeah we touch on.
Speaker 2Yeah. When I did my f- my first couple it was okay. It was... It's very taxing on the nervous system, but now I have tools for, for my nervous system. Um, and I did, I did like a business. I did a dental business and I'm like, "You know, I really don't like doing this." Like, it was taking too long. My nervous system wasn't ready for it. Um, I wasn't enjoying it. And then fast-forward three years ago and I was having a one-on-one with this lady and we were just getting to know each other. She's in my networking group and- We started talking and I said, "You know, some... I like do some space clearings, but not really. Like, I did that a little bit." She was asking about my background too and who I learned from. And so I mentioned it and then, you know, let it go. And then I had another one-on-one with her, like six months later, eight months later, and she's like, "You know, I'd really, I'd really like for you to do a space clearing in my office. I haven't had any business in so many months. Like, nobody's coming in." And I said, "Well..." Because I wasn't sure, and I did... That wasn't my intention. My intention was a different path, right? Uh, putting on a different hat. I said to her, "Well, let me go to your office and let me see. Let me feel into it." So I get to her office, I walk around, and I'm like, "Okay, I'll, I'll do this for you." She's like, "I could ask my sister to do it because she's an energy healer, but I wanna ask you to do it." And I said, "Okay." So I took a video of the space. I quickly drew a rough draft of a blueprint, um, brought it home. This was on a Friday. I started on a Tuesday, the following Tuesday, to really get into the space, and I think I was complete by Thursday. On Friday, I went back to her office to give her a summary of what I found, and she said, "Oh my God, I have five new clients." And I thought to myself, what, what changed? Oh, that's right. I hired you.
SpeakerLike- That's amazing just,
Speaker 2you know, laughing, right? Yeah. Uh-huh. And she's like, "Oh my God." And, you know, it wa- it was a nice conversation. I left. I went to the supermarket. I get this call at the supermarket from her, and she's like, "Um, I wanna ask..." And I thought, oh my God, did I forget something? Or like, I don't know, like something went wrong. I don't know. Yeah. Anyway, so she's like, "My boss wants to talk to you." And I'm like- Okay "Huh." Mm-hmm. So she puts him on the phone and I'm having this conversation with him, and he is very faith, like he's very, very Christian. Mm-hmm. And so he's like not believing this. And also he wants to know like, how woo is this girl, right? Like, oh my God. So like, so weird. This isn't in alignment with my faith. So I have a really nice conversation with him because I, I believe in God, right?
SpeakerYes.
Speaker 2Also, I was an engineer. Also, I've done this work and I've seen, the magic that happens. Yeah. So it was a really nice conversation. He ended up hiring me
SpeakerNo,
Speaker 2I love it to clear, to clear his office. Good. Yeah. So it, it just kinda spiraled from there, you know? And I'm like, you know what? Maybe this is my path and maybe it's not... If I, if it, if I'm not leaning in, just say no. And two, if it's too big, so I've decided like smaller is better. Mm-hmm. But that said, you know, I did a 4,000 square foot house and it was fine, so like, I can do it. So like I'm building up- myself to be able to do bigger homes. It just takes a, you know, longer to do. Um, but yeah, so that's kind of how I got started again- Uh-huh to, on this path. And what's an interesting thing that came up last night with my accountability partner was The realization that maybe, like I love doing it and I have so much fun doing space clearings because I get to s- like meet spirits and see like different things that happen and pick up on different energies But what's interesting for me that was an aha based on the conversation I had with my accountability partner was that this wasn't what I thought of for myself. You know when you have a vision, you start your business and you're kind of evolving and pivoting a little bit, and you're learning things, and you're figuring out what you're in al- uh, in alignment with? Well, this was more like I'm still in awe and I can't believe that really this is my path, because I never would have guessed in a million years based on my previous knowledge that this is where I would wanna be going. And so I think I've been blocking myself, right? From really talking about it. Like, I talk about it a little bit, but not a lot, and I have fears of going and just talking to a realtor. Even though, like, I've worked with realtors, right? Yeah. And, and they've seen the magic. But if somebody comes to me because they heard of me and they're into the spiritual, because really that's what it needs to be, right? It can't just be any realtor. So I don't go up to them
SpeakerYeah
Speaker 2right, and offer it, because it still feels a little bit weird, I guess. Yeah.
SpeakerAnd I think sometimes, like, with me, it's like I don't tell everybody that I do, like, my energy readings. I've been trying to be more, like, vocal on social media and stuff like that. But, um, I always just have to trust, like, the universe is gonna bring me the right c- conversations and- Yes clients, and, like, this person- Yeah will know that person, stuff like that. Yes. And as I'm getting more comfortable sharing, like, on a b- on bigger platforms or wherever, and it's just that trust. Like, um, so I also, like, actually physically, like, declutter homes and organize and stuff like that, and I know we've talked about that. But, even with that, I don't share, a ton of it with people. But, this one client that I just worked at her, her house last week, I've been to her house, like, four or five times, but I re- met her so randomly at my kid's, like, tennis match, and there was a seat next to her, and then we s- I was like, "Can I sit next to you?" And she's like, "Oh yeah, sure." And then it turned into this amazing business opportunity and friendship. So in my mind, so random how I meet the people- Yeah but really it's just divine timing and trust and stuff. And it's so cool and so beautiful 'cause we make such a big impact, and, and like, I need to realize, like, what I have to offer is so valuable and I do need to just share it more and, like, get out of that box or whatever. Because really it's like we're only here on planet Earth for X amount of things, and like- Exactly I never thought I would be a personal trainer and then a decluttering expert, and now energy reading. But I had created, my business license and, it's just this generic, like, name, and then like- Right I have all these umbrellas of how I, like, bring in money and stuff. Yep,
Speaker 2yep.
SpeakerJust like, oh, what breadcrumbs are we following today? Let's see.
Speaker 2What breadcrumbs are we following today? Exactly, yeah. So, yeah. Anyway, but you had asked, I think, just circling back- Mm-hmm like, what are the aspects of the space clearing? 'Cause a lot of people, and I think we talked about this last week, is some people will sage-
SpeakerMm-hmm
Speaker 2their place, right, for better energy. Yeah. And, and that, that can be effective sometimes. Um, and you know, it just depends on the person, um, and how they feel that the energy has shifted. And you could always, you know, bring music- Uh-huh right, into the home and walk around, like, with a bowl or, you know, some kind of, you know, 432 Hz love, you know, o- on your computer or on your phone- Mm-hmm and walk around the house. You can paint your walls, right? You can get new furniture. You're shifting the energy.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2But the way I clear energy, I actually learned this from my teacher, Jean Haner, and it... You know, we actually, we go deeper. We go deeper. We clear earth energies, right, that are, that are seeping from the house into the earth, earth coming back. We're clearing EMF, microwave. We're clearing accumulated emotional stresses. So not just the stresses that you leave behind in your home, but all the previous people who have lived in this space, right? We're clearing, uh, the water, underground water, naturally occurring underground water. That comes from, you know what? You're at your sink, you're crying because you've had a devastating day. It all goes down, and it comes under your house when it goes through the pipes, right? Like, that can seep up. So it's not just your energy. It's all the energy, right? There's some houses that don't sell, businesses that don't do well, um- There's, there's so many things. I had a client who, wanted to open up a space, and what I cleared was a commercial space, and it was red-tagged, which means they can't do anything. They're not allowed to do anything. And so she really needed some help because it was... there was a lot of things going on there. So I cleared the space, and what came up for me was a suicide while I was clearing, a suicide. And she says to me, "A suicide? I thought it was a murder." And I said, "Well, let me finish going through this, and let's see what, what happens." Because I'd already cleared it, but it'd been a week since I'd cleared it and I had the conversation with her, so I didn't review it because I was reviewing it with her in that moment. So had the suicide, and I'm moving along, and then I say, "Oh, over here." I actually put down... And so she sees the words that I'd written down before. And like I felt something at my third eye, and it felt like a bullet. I said, "This could've been the murder." I actually put down murder on the piece of paper. So I said, "Maybe this was your murder," right, that you heard about." But there was also a suicide. I also said, you know, one of the energies that I felt was this big animal coming into the space, and I said, "It, it wasn't a cow, but it's as big as a cow." But I'm not... I, I wasn't, like, resonating with exactly what animal it was, but they were bringing it in. And she said, "Oh, that's really interesting because, you know, 100 years ago they were actually bringing in slabs of meat to put in there, you know?" And I'm like, "Oh, isn't that interesting?" So, you know, the energies, you know, sometimes it's validating for my clients, and sometimes it's just, it's just new information, right? Like, I felt like, oh, there's a person here with a baby in the stroller, and, you know, how would she know that, right? Like, she doesn't know, and it's just something that came up, a picture that came up. And what happens with an energy clearing versus reiki is that with reiki, you're... the reiki practitioner is a conduit for energy healing. So it's the universe. It is for the client's highest good. It is the highest self of the client. It is the reiki masters before me and all the people who want to see my client heal. That is who shows up for reiki. But energy clearing, which is why it's can be taxing on the nervous system, is I am personally aligning with you and your energy. I am personally aligning with the space. The caveat to that is that if you are an energy... you are an energy clearer. When you... What I get from person A could be different than what you get because it's your energy connecting with theirs- Mm-hmm versus my energy connecting- Yeah to theirs. So we could get different, different results, different stories, right? Yeah.
SpeakerYeah. It's such magic when I do my energy readings, and literally that's what I'm trying to explain to people. It's my energy connecting with your energy, and also for me, like, connecting with God and Source to receive a message that your soul needs to hear. And it's like, can be the most random thing, I think the most random-est thing. And they're like, "No, that's my childhood," or, "Yes- Yep absolutely." Yep. It's wild. And then clearing that energy so they can walk away feeling peaceful and balanced and like shaking off the residue. I almost feel like it's like you go into a building and the Wi-Fi's off. So y- you're, you're that person that fixed the Wi-Fi and get, get the clear channel. Yeah. And then the other picture I had gotten before we jumped on this call is like, you know when you have, like, a bathroom sink and it, like, won't drain properly- Mm-hmm but then you, you call in the plumber or your husband- Yep. Yep or you do it yourself, and you, um, you clear... I forget what it's called. It's like the S pipe or something. Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, you take it off and it gets clear, and you put it back in, and so everything's can start flowing again. Like that's what we're doing- Yes. Yeah with our space clearings and our energy readings. We're clearing up the gunk, so the water- Yes can flow. Um-
Speaker 2Yes it's
Speakernot
Speaker 2that buildup we're clearing the energetic blocks. And, you know, one of the things that my husband calls it, which I think is really interesting, is when people sell their houses, they usually stage it, right? But this is like an energetic staging, right? Yes. I had a, a client who- The house had been on the market for over 100 days, and I said, "Let me help you. Engineer, but also let me, let me do this energetically," right? So I clear the house, and I tell him, "Okay, this house, you're gonna get an offer. It's gonna close around this date." More, more g- you know, give or take m- you know, two days or something like that. And so wouldn't you know it, it was, like, right on that date that I gave him. And I don't usually do that, but I just felt called to check in. I was curious. Like, what if, right? And so I gave it to him. It closed. So interesting, a year later, I meet this woman in a networking group, and she says, "Oh, I've seen you in the neighborhood. You have a stroller, and you have a dog in it." And I said, "Yes, I do." I said, "Do you live in my neighborhood?" She goes, "I do." She goes, "But I used to live down this one street and, you know, at the corner of this street and that street." And I'm like, "Oh, is it this house?" And I gave her the address. She goes, "That's the house I grew up in." And I said, "Oh, I just cleared that house," or, "I cleared that house last year so it would sell." She's like, "Oh my God, thank you so much." And I said, "Here are some of the things I found." She goes, "You are spot on." She had no idea, because it was the realtor who hired me, right? So he... They don't know. The family doesn't know. And she was so excited that she hired me to clear her home. She's like, "Oh my God," like, "it works, like, so well." She's like, "I believe."
SpeakerRight? Yeah.
Speaker 2Yeah. I,
Speakerlike, have chills again. Like, this whole conversation's
Speaker 2even been like- Yeah, it's, it's so interesting phenomenal stuff. It's just, it's so fascinating to, to be in this energy and just to see the magic and to be able to help people in this one small way.
Speakeruh, yeah, it's like so huge. It's, yeah, it's both. Um, what's your favorite, like, house clearing, space clearing story?
Speaker 2Oh, um
SpeakerAnd what, and what do you, like, love about this work?
Speaker 2What I love about this work is that I, I don't have to do it all in one shot. I can do it a little bit every day, right? So that I can take care of myself. Um, I can do it in one day, but I choose not to. I'm like, let me... Because I wanna come in fresh. So I'm still connected, so I have to do them in consecutive days. Um, I love it because of all the interesting stories that I connect with and I can share with the owners and they're like, "Oh. Oh my God, that's right." Like it validates, right? 'Cause it's invisible, right? So how do you prove it? Um, so that's what I think I love about it. It's just fun. It's fun for me. So when I clear a house, I also clear the people in it, the personal clearings, and I, I love that, but I also love clearing situations. Like, if somebody comes to me and, you know, with a... Like, somebody came to me, they were getting a divorce, and the husband wanted sole custody of the kids, and she was so desperate. She's like, "Can you help me?" So I cleared the energy around the divorce, and a week later she messages me and she goes, "I don't know what you did, but I have custody of the kids." And I'm like, "Well, great. Yay. Isn't that wonderful?" So- Nice I don't know. I love... Yeah I think the situations for me is interesting too, just to see where it goes and what the possibilities can be.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Um, my favorite story are probably the ones I just told you, um, just because they're so, they're so interesting. They're so cool. Um, I don't know if I have another favorite story. Was there one that I told you that you remember that kinda spoke to you?
SpeakerWell, I just like the ones where you, like, have cleared houses and then they sell. Like, I think that's- Yeah so huge. Like, realit- Huge like, so many realtors should, um, hire you to do that because that's, it's a big block for realtors. It's like, how do I get- It can
Speaker 2be
Speakerpast this?
Speaker 2Yeah. Um- How do you get past this? Yeah.
SpeakerAnd then- Okay do you... Like, let's say you ha- there's a realtor, let's say, in Florida or somewhere far away, do you do it via Zoom if they can just send-
Speaker 2Uh, yeah. So I do it... I, yeah, I do it remote. Um- Mm-hmm. That's amazing I do it remotely. Yeah. Um, I've done- Trying to think. I've done... The dental office was remote. Um, trying to think if there was another one. I mean, I did the woman's office remotely. Even though, like, sh- we're in the same town, I still did that remotely. Um, I'm gonna be doing one in North Carolina. Um, let's see. There's one. So what's interesting is when I cleared the house that was for sale for, for over 100 days, I actually did that from Brazil, so I kind of did it remotely.
SpeakerOh, wow. That's wild. And it, and it worked. Like, that's the neat part about energy. Energy just can go. Yeah. Like right now you could be-
Speaker 2Yeah, there's no barriers. You, you- There are no barriers hear me and- Just the ones that you create yeah.
SpeakerExactly. Yeah.
Speaker 2Yeah. Yeah. Um- So I had this other client who, she has an ADU, and she wasn't sure, "Do I, do I rent out my house? Do I rent out my ADU? Which way do I go? It's been a minute. I really need to rent out one of them." So I cleared both of them, and while I was clearing them, because, you know, it takes me a, a several days. While I was clearing, she actually was able to rent out the ADU. Oh, wow. So it took her forever to find a renter, but then while I was clearing- She was able to rent out her ADU. So I thought that was kind of cool too.
SpeakerThat's really cool. Yeah. Yeah. It's like the magic... I feel like a lot of times the magic starts wor- working, like, even bef- like, you pay for the- Absolutely course, and then it- Yes it starts working.
Speaker 2That's exactly what my teacher says. Soon as they commit, that is when the energy starts moving.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Yep. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, people come to me for different reasons, like I can't sleep, right? Oh. And so then I clear their house. Yeah. Okay. Exactly. Yeah. So it's, it's just interesting. So it's not always the house on the market too long or, you know, things like that. Like, it's... There are different reasons. There are different reasons. One, one woman had too much clutter in her house.
SpeakerUh-huh.
Speaker 2So I cleared that space and, and, and she was gonna sell. So I cleared that space.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2The decluttering went a lot easier for her-
SpeakerRight?
Speaker 2because of that. That- Yes. And anyway, so
SpeakerUm, do you find that you can also clear yourself?
Speaker 2Oh, I clear myself every single night.
SpeakerHow, how do you do that? If that's a quick answer, I don't know.
Speaker 2Oh, it's, it's the process that I learned from my teacher. Mm-hmm. It's in, like, an eight-step process. I've actually taught this class before.
SpeakerOh, neat. Okay.
Speaker 2And, and now I wanna actually do it as a, like a workshop in my house. Okay. But yeah, I clear... Um, I end up clearing the five elements, you know, w- uh, water, wood, fire, earth, metal, um, because they all, they all mean something. Mm-hmm. Right? It's not just about the, the element, it's what the element represents.
SpeakerRepresents. Yeah.
Speaker 2Yes. So, like, there's, like, anxiety and worry and relationships- Mm-hmm right? All sorts of things. Um, I clear, um, I clear the energy of others off of me.
SpeakerYes.
Speaker 2I, I kinda like liken it to the evil eye, stay away.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Um, yeah. That's basically- Okay basically it, and then I kind of bring it all back together for me. Bring it all back. Yeah. Okay. So yeah, it's been, it's been- really just juicy, this whole-
SpeakerYeah
Speaker 2thing, you know? And what I like about, like, all of my modalities is that I can be in alignment with the clearing for people-
SpeakerMm-hmm
Speaker 2because I take care of myself, right? Exactly. So when you're eating well... I mean, it doesn't have to be 100%, right? But you're taking care of yourself. Mm-hmm. You are sleeping well, you're going to bed at a timely hour, right? Getting enough sleep, getting enough rest, eating the right foods, exercise, nature. When you're doing all these things, right, that's all self-care. That's all Ayurveda. Mm-hmm. If you're meditating, and meditating does- doesn't mean you're just sitting there and ohming, right? It could be a minute, it could be your breath, it could be staring at nature, it could be journaling, it could be reading the Bible. Whatever it is, right? So however you're taking care of yourself so that you can stay balanced and grounded, then you are aligned. And when you're aligned, that is when the best clearing can happen, when the best healing can happen.
SpeakerYeah. That's so good.
Speaker 2So that's why I feel like it all kind of goes together, and that's what helps me to be the best healer I can be.
SpeakerYeah. It's such a... It's so fascinating, all of it. It's so cool. It's so good. I'm so glad we have, we're having this conversation. Um, is there any, any other things you wanna share? Anything else that's coming to mind? And then of course, like, where can people find you, and are there any new, um, programs or anything you wanna share? Yeah.
Speaker 2Yeah. So like I said, you know, I want to... because I've already taught the energy clearing, I wanna bring it live to my house and have a workshop here. But if there are people who don't live here, I'm creating a wait list for another online version of this- Mm-hmm so that people can learn how to clear themselves. Um, space clearing is more advanced. We have to learn how to clear ourselves first, um, before we can understand and go deeper into the house, into the space clearing. Um- Yeah you can find me on Skool, Energy Reset Lab. I have meditations and energy clearing. There's a play session where we... People come in and either... People who've already learned how to do energy clearing, like we play around with our pendulums. We- Oh, fun. Mm-hmm but sometimes people come in and they have an issue, and so I kinda help them in one of the modalities that I have. It may not be necessarily appropriate to do an energy clearing, but let me look at a different way to help you, right? So I do that once a month, um, and I think it's a lot of fun. Um, yeah, that's about it. I'm available for, you know, one-on-ones. You know, space clearing obviously. Like, I love- Mm-hmm to do that. Um, any size space, any kind of space. Commercial, home, apartment. Yeah. All good. Yeah. Ayurvedic consults.
SpeakerYeah. Nice. Yeah. Do you do just, like, a person clearing if I just, like, hired you to just clear me so I get, let's say, more business or... And better sleep. Those are, like, my two things. I'm like, "I would love this."
Speaker 2Yeah. So, you know, I would ask you more questions, but yeah. Mm-hmm. I mean, I could clear the situation for you. Sometimes it takes more than one clearing session.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Sometimes it could take a little bit more. With your sleeping, I would probably suggest, um- You know, maybe clearing your bedroom.
SpeakerOkay.
Speaker 2You know, and I would ask more questions about what's going on around the house. Like, is there any construction around your house?
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Um, like your neighbors and, you know, what else is going on there. But can do that. That has been successful for one of my clients, um- Okay.
SpeakerCool
Speaker 2but also, like, learning how to clear yourself maybe in a different way. I don't know how you clear, so I would be curious about that. Maybe you on my podcast, how you clear. Yes.
SpeakerYeah. That sounds good. Yeah. I feel like I have lots of answers for that, but yeah. It's good. And, but listening to you I'm like, "Oh, now I have more ideas" of, like, you know. I love, um, my favorite one is just the energetic waterfall when you go in and out of a room, knowing that when you pass through everything's, like, washed off of you.
Speaker 2Oh, mm-hmm.
SpeakerUm, and I did that a lot with, uh, personal training, whether I was leaving the gym or coming into the gym. It's like a mental clearing. And then the way I process is, just freehand journaling and- Ooh speaking. Like, that's a lot of way, how I clear it. But honestly my favorite thing is taking a shower. I just clear it all- Yep and get my downloads. Yep. And like right before this call I was like, "I gotta take a shower so I'm ready to go." And I just feel so, like, happy and good and just flow. Yeah. Like, it clears- Yeah the blocks for me when I take a shower, so.
Speaker 2It does, especially when you go in intentionally and you're like- Mm-hmm "You know what? My intention with the shower beyond the obvious is to clear- Yeah the day off. Clear- Yes any thoughts or things that don't serve me, and just wash, watch them go down the drain."
SpeakerYes.
Speaker 2Right? Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. So. But some people need, like, that extra, that extra something something, right? Mm-hmm. Are you gonna share a video of us or is it just audio? I'll show you anyway, it doesn't matter. Right? Because when we... Do you play with pendulums?
SpeakerUm, yes. Of course, I don't know where it is right now. Yeah. But, um, go ahead.
Speaker 2Okay. Right. So we have... It's just a rock at the end of a string, right? Mm-hmm. I have a freebie something. It's like 10 minutes to teach people how to use a pendulum. I love it. Mm-hmm. Um, but, like, there's, there's a way to see, like, if you- Look at
Speakeryour energy. It's already like, "Woo!"
Speaker 2Right? So, like- Oh, my God b- because that's how you tell if you're balanced, right? Because we're polar. Mm-hmm. We have, um, polarity, right? Yes. And so this is one way. This is how I know I'm balanced, right? I can ask the pendulum and see what the un- Mm-hmm how the universe responds. It's not the pendulum responding, right? It's- No how the un- the universe is responding through the pendulum. Mm-hmm. And this, you know, I... This is how I know I'm balanced, right? 'Cause one side does something different than the other side.
SpeakerUh-huh.
Speaker 2Right?
SpeakerYep. Yep. It's true. Yep. I have my, like... I cleared my desk. I think... Oh, there are my pendulums. They're right there. I have, like, a few over there. And I have, like, my, like, g- my little board. This is- Oh,
Speaker 2yeah, yeah, yeah so fun And just kind of... Yeah, yeah.
SpeakerSo fun. And then, um, I have, like, the dowsing rods that I use sometimes. Yep,
Speaker 2I use dowsing rods, yeah- Like, like little girls when I go in person to do space clearing. Yep.
SpeakerMm-hmm.
Speaker 2Yep.
SpeakerSo there's, there's so many fun things. Yeah. And it's like, "Ooh, what can I buy?" But it's like, okay, what do I have? And, like, let's use it, and let's focus more on the intention and the question and, like, what's going on, and try not to get, like, "What else can I buy off Amazon," or the fun crystal shops and stuff.
Speaker 2Yes. Yes. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. But, like, this is- Mm-hmm this is nice because, you know- Mm-hmm if you are curious... Because- Mm-hmm you have to be careful, right? Yes. Because if you're playing with it- Mm-hmm you can influence it, right? Mm-hmm. But knowing your yes and your no, and kinda seeing... And I've actually- Mm-hmm played on Instagram over the weekend. You know, are the, are the Cubs gonna win, or are the Giants gonna win? Oh, fun. You know, and I was wrong. Yes. Mm-hmm. But, you know, knowing that the yes/no is, like, for that moment in time. Mm-hmm. Right? It's just for that moment in time, so- anything can really, can really happen. But this, you know, this is one of my tools. When I'm clearing- Mm-hmm it tells me when I'm done clearing. Hmm. It tells me when I'm done, when the clearing is complete and there's no more to be cleared.
SpeakerYeah. That's amazing.
Speaker 2Yeah.
SpeakerWell, I appreciate you. Thank you for showing up on this podcast, and I'm excited to have everyone listen to it, and I hope that... I just, I'm excited to work with you a little bit more- Yay and offer you myself.
Speaker 2Yes. So we'll talk. This was s- so juicy.
SpeakerYes.
Speaker 2Thank you so much. Sounds great. So you asked me a question before we started recording, and it was- Right what is lighting you up? So I'm asking you- Yes what is lighting you up?
SpeakerOh. Honestly, this conversation. I always get so excited doing podcasts with people because I love people's stories and getting to know them, and like what lights them up, and like how they're making a difference in the world and stuff like that. So it's definitely that. And then, um, something else that's lighting me up recently is, um, on this Saturday, me and my oldest, he's gonna be a senior next year so he's 17 right now, but we're going to Japan. Ah. So I'm like, "Oh my gosh, this is exciting/we've been planning this for like two years and now we're down to like the last like crunch time." So I'm like-
Speaker 2Yeah
SpeakerWe really should pack." So I'm excited to be done packing and-
Speaker 2Oh my goodness. What is the weather gonna be like over there?
SpeakerUh, I was really surprised. It, uh, originally it was gonna be like in the 100s and stuff, and so now we're, we're in like the 80s and 90s. Okay.
Speaker 2Okay.
SpeakerHumid and rainy on and off. Okay. So I'm actually really relieved that the temperature's a lot lower than what I was expecting.
Speaker 2Yeah. I had no idea. Like, I have no idea. I had no idea what to expect from, from Japan. That's so interesting. Yeah.
SpeakerYeah. Uh. So it's, it's definitely summertime. So, um, well, let, I'm just gonna throw the question back at you because we're recording, but what is lighting you up recently?
Speaker 2Um, what's lighting me up is just having, uh, good friends, accountability partners reminding me of why I'm here. You know, I, I lost my light a little bit over a few days and-
SpeakerYeah
Speaker 2my accountability partner reminded me, you know?
SpeakerAw.
Speaker 2And, and my clearing partner, who cleared me and kind of reminded me of some things, too. And yeah, so now I'm feeling much better about my path forward. Mm. 'Cause sometimes, you know, we get a little bit-
SpeakerYeah
Speaker 2yeah, a little off, off-center, a little off our path, and that's okay. And we just- Mm-hmm need a little bit of help to come back. And, you know, it came from a surprising place, so I'm, I'm grateful for that. So that is lighting me up, to have people who care about me and to- Mm remind me of- Yeah who I am and where my light is.
SpeakerMm-hmm. And that you're, like, uh, for both of us, like, you matter and your gifts are important, and the world needs to see it, and we need to just keep shining and showing up. So it's awesome.
Speaker 2Yes, we do.
SpeakerYes, we do. Okay. Something to it, but it's all good. And here we are. We're doing it right now by doing this podcast. Yeah. So
Speaker 2that's great. Exactly, yes. Well, safe travels to Japan. Thank you.
SpeakerHave
Speaker 2fun. Bye.
SpeakerYes. I'm so excited. Bye. All right. Thank you.
Speaker 2Bye.
SpeakerBye.