Organized Chaos: Permission Granted
Organized Chaos: Stories with Shabana is where life’s beautiful messes transform into wisdom, laughter, and inspiration. In each episode, Shabana shares real stories—her own and others’—about the twists, turns, and unexpected lessons that shape us.
This is a space to turn struggles into stories, messes into messages, and chaos into clarity. Through heartfelt conversations and reflections, you’ll be reminded that the true magic is within us all—we hold the power to create a life we don’t just like, but truly love.
Come join the journey, friends. Let’s do this together!
Episodes
78 episodes
S2 Ep. 28: Weigh-In Wednesday | Decluttering Your Life, Setting Boundaries & Starting Again
Welcome, I love that you are here!What permission do you need to give yourself today?In this episode of Organized Chaos: Season 2 – Permission Granted, I'm sharing the simple but powerful ways I've been giving myself perm...
🎙️ S2 Ep. 27: Manifesting Monday ✨ In a World of Clear Umbrellas I Choose Light Blue 🩵
Manifesting Monday is back!This week, I'm sharing a fun story from my Korea and Japan trip about a sparkly Cat Corn bag, a light blue umbrella, and the little manifestations that reminded me life is always listening.Sometim...
🎙️ S2 Ep. 26: Weigh-In Wednesday 💣 Why I Hate Fireworks (It's Not What You Think)
Welcome back to Organized Chaos: Season Two – Permission Granted!This week, Shabana is making a confession...She hates fireworks.Well... fireworks in the hands of teenagers.From childhood Fourth of July...
✨ S2 Ep. 25: Manifesting Mondays 🍋 The Japan Trip, Lemons & Little Locks
Welcome back to Organized Chaos: Season 2 – Permission Granted ✨This week, Shabana shares three simple but meaningful manifestation stories—from returning home after an unforgettable trip to Japan and South Korea, to finding joy i...
S2 Ep.24 Weigh-In Wednesday: The Birds Were Singing 🐦 A Lesson on Listening to Your Inner Voice
In this week's Weigh-In Wednesday, Shabana shares a quiet early-morning reflection before heading to the airport for her trip to Japan.Inspired by birds singing outside her window, this episode explores the importance of paying attention...
S2 Ep. 23: Manifesting Mondays – The Missing Photos That Found Their Way Home 📸✨
Welcome back to another Manifesting Monday on Organized Chaos: Permission Granted!What are you manifesting this summer? A dream vacation? More peace at home? First-class upgrades? More joy, ease, or adventure?In this short and fun...
S2 Ep. 22 Weigh-In Wednesday: Why Do We Procrastinate? ✈️ Packing, Perfectionism & Pre-Trip Anxiety
Why do we avoid the very things we know we need to do?In this episode, I share my real-time struggle with procrastinating on packing for an international trip to Japan and South Korea. From decision fatigue and perfectionism to overwhelm...
✨ S2 Ep. 21: The Magic of Space Clearing: Monica's Journey from Boeing Engineer to Energy Healer ✨
In this inspiring episode of Organized Chaos: Permission Granted, Shabana sits down with energy clearer, space clearing expert, meditation teacher, and former Boeing engineer Monica for a fascinating conversation about intuition, energ...
S2 Ep. 20: Weigh-In Wednesday ✨ You Are the Walking Angel
S2 Ep. 19: Weigh-In Wednesday ✨ You Are the Walking AngelThis week, Shabana shares powerful stories about unexpected kindness, healing tears, receiving support, and being fully present for the people placed in your path. From helping a t...
S2 Ep. 19: Manifesting Monday – The Magic Manifestation Box & The Sparkly Pink Stanley
What if your next manifestation is closer than you think?In this episode of Organized Chaos: Permission Granted, Shabana shares a fun manifestation story about receiving a pink sparkly Stanley water bottle in less than 24 hours ...
S2 Ep. 18: Weigh In Wednesdays ✨ Signs You're on the Right Path | The Cards Don't Lie
In this week's Weigh In Wednesday episode, I'm sharing the results of a personal decluttering experiment, the three Oracle cards I pulled, and the surprising ways opportunities show up when we create more space, visibility, and ease in...
S2 Ep. 17: Manifesting Mondays 🎈 The Hot Air Balloon Lamp That Found Me & the Magic of Letting the Universe Handle the Details ✨
In this week's Manifesting Mondays episode, I'm sharing a simple but powerful manifestation story about a unique hot air balloon lamp I wanted for my office. What started as a late-night Facebook Marketplace search turned into a beautiful remin...
S2 Ep16 Weigh In Wednesday: Transitions, Trust & New Beginnings ✨ Closing Chapters & Opening Doors
In today’s Weigh-In Wednesday, I’m sharing reflections on transitions, endings, and new beginnings after recently closing a work chapter that taught me so much about creativity, alignment, and trusting the process.I also talk about peopl...
S2 Ep. 15: Manifesting Mondays 💕 A Simple Sushi Story & the Power of Gratitude
Welcome back to another Manifesting Monday on Organized Chaos: Permission Granted!This week I'm sharing a simple but powerful manifestation story involving my daughter's request for Wednesday sushi and how everything unexpectedly fell in...
✨ S2 Ep. 14: Permission to Play 🎠 with Christine Marcario | Reclaiming Joy as an Adult
Welcome back to Organized Chaos: Permission Granted! ✨This week, I’m joined by my friend Christine Marcario, founder of the Soul Shine Collective, to talk about something many of us have forgotten as adults: how t...
S2 Ep13 Weigh-In Wednesdays: What My Dreams Revealed ✨ Divine Messages & Deep Energy Shifts
In today’s Weigh-In Wednesdays, I’m sharing two powerful dreams and what they revealed about my healing, growth, and Energy Readings.From breaking my late-night social media habits with the “Brick,” to vivid dreams about fear, courage, a...
S2 Ep.12 Manifesting Monday: The Vitamix Story
Welcome back to Organized Chaos Season 2: Permission Granted ✨In this week’s Manifesting Monday episode, Shabana shares how gratitude, alignment, and releasing control can open the door to everyday manifestations — from dream homes and r...
S2 Ep.11: Weigh-In Wednesday — Decluttering Your Home, Letting Go of Clutter & Creating Space to Breathe
In this episode of Weigh-In Wednesday, we’re talking about the power of decluttering, the emotional side of letting go, and how your home can shift when you give yourself permission to release what no longer supports you.So often,...
S2 Ep. 10: Manifesting Mondays 💪 How Helping a Coworker Lose 40 Pounds Led Me from Daycare Worker to Personal Trainer ✨
Welcome back to another Manifesting Monday on Organized Chaos: Permission Granted 🎙️✨This episode is a reminder that your life can completely change from one brave decision. Today, I’m sharing a powerful story pulled from my interview on...
S2 Ep.9 : New! Wednesday Weigh-Ins — Things I’m Loving Lately ✨
In this first Wednesday Weigh-In, I share why “weigh-ins” matter to me after 10+ years as a personal trainer and how this series brings real-life thoughts, favorite finds, and honest midweek reflections.This episode covers three 2026 fav...
S2 Ep.8 From Food Stamps to Faith: A Manifesting Monday Story
This week’s episode is raw, real, emotional, and full of powerful reminders about faith, community, abundance, and trusting the process.Recorded at 3AM on Mother’s Day, Shabana shares the raw reality of early marriage — raising three kid...
S2 Ep.7 Midnight Thoughts, Mel Robbins & Mother’s Day 🌸☕✨
☕✨In this completely unedited late-night Mother’s Day episode, I’m sharing random thoughts from the Starbucks line, reflections on motherhood, self-care, family chaos, tiny victories, and all the little moments that made this week mean...
S2.Ep.6 Manifesting Magic: Mel Robbins Tickets, Starbucks Surprises & a Chick-fil-A Cow
Hi Friends, welcome back to another episode of Manifesting Mondays!This episode is all about real-life manifestations—the kind that show up when you release control, trust the process, and stay open to possibility.From mani...
S.2 Ep.5 Manifesting Monday: How My 8-Year-Old Manifested a Massive Puppy Dog at Legoland… Without Winning the Carnival Game 🐾✨
✨ Energy Readings ✨ 20 minute Intuitive sessions for clarity, alignment, and energetic recalibration. I read your energy field, channel guidance, and pull cards to reveal what’s shifting, releasing, or activating next in your path. ...
S2 Ep 4: Worthy & Abundant with Linda Brand — My Story of Becoming ✨💫 A Special Interview
You’ll hear a powerful, full-circle conversation from when I was a guest on Worthy & Abundant with Linda Brand. We dive into healing, self-worth, manifestation, and what it truly means to give yourself permission to grow.Thi...