The Strength to Stay Kind: Noah Harrison on Fatherhood, Faith & Music

Rachel Peck welcomes her brother-in-law, musician and new dad Noah Paul Harrison, to Unmasked. Beyond achievements, Noah describes himself as kind, tough, and fervent. Noah shares how being “soft” has required he learn to be more direct. He reflects on becoming a father to five-week-old twins, the shock of first being told there was one baby, and the honor and strain of parenting with strong family support. Noah explains how he and his wife, Carling, moved from Redding, California, to New York after feeling a spiritual “heart tug” and joining a church plant as a worship leader. He discusses faith, ego and gratitude in songwriting, and his debut album Do Not Go Gentle—an encouragement to endure suffering without giving in. 

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Hello everyone, and welcome to Unmasked, a Beyond Worthy podcast. My name is Rachel Peck, and I'm so excited that all of you are here listening. Tap into your breath, and just take a few seconds to ground wherever you are Notice this moment. Notice how you feel, what you hear And then we'll get started. I am so excited to introduce the Noah Paul Harrison, my brother-in-law. Oh, yeah. Welcome to Unmasked. Come on. I'm glad to be here. This is gonna be so fun. Noah and I just walked here from the 1 subway train. It is about 90 degrees outside. It's cooking out there. How you feeling, Noah? I feel good. I went to the bathroom here, and it was literally like a maze. Columbia University is awesome and Very spread out. but I feel good. I'm so glad to be here. yeah. I'm feeling great. Good. Well, thanks for taking the time and joining me, and for listening to many of my episodes thus far. Oh, yeah. As you know, we always start with the three words each guest would use to describe themselves, which- Okay I know can be very challenging and ironically defining. However, we're gonna stick to the trend. Okay. Noah's three words: kind, tough, and fervent. Let's kick it off with kind. I know that you're kind, but have you always been kind? Does everyone know this about you? Tell us about your kindness. Um, yeah. I'd say I'm a a pretty kind person. have I always been kind? I think I've always kinda been... I've always been a soft guy, for sure. you know, there was like the football guys, the cool guys that were tough and strong, and I was like trying to be like them, but I was like, I wasn't. I think I've always kinda been like a soft teddy bear kinda guy, I'd say. Aw. Yeah. What's been the hard part about that? Have you found challenges being more soft in that sense? Yeah, I would say there's times where I'm like, "I need to not be mean, but I need to be very direct in different situations." And, even like stuff with a landlord, and it's oh, I wanna be nice to this guy, but also like my ceiling just collapsed, you know? so I think there are definitely times where I have to learn to be like very direct and kinda let people know, for the sake of my family, you know? I have to, yeah, not step away from being kind, but I have to, step into being very forward with people, So yeah. Easy to get walked over when- Yeah, for sure too much kindness exists, or being nice. I've felt that before. Oh yeah, for sure. I feel like you might have to give us some context about this ceiling that crashed into you. Oh my gosh. You know, where was it? What happened? Yeah. so yeah, this was like a year after Carling and I, your sister, moved to New York. things were going great, and we were actually about to go on a trip like the next morning to, your cousin's wedding. And literally like the night before we leave, we're laying in bed and I hear a, like a in the other room. And I woke up out of my sleep. I was like, "I think that was a dream, but maybe not." So I go out and I open the bathroom door, and the ceiling is completely collapsed onto the ground. Oh my gosh. And there's drywall, there's crap, and rocks, and It was the craziest thing. it was also scary 'cause it was like, what if we were in there brushing our teeth, you know? but then I also found out that's like a semi-normal thing for, pre-war buildings in New York, which I was like, "That's kinda disheartening," but- But yeah, basically the lady above us, likes to take baths, but she sometimes forgets to turn the water off whenever she fills up the tub. Yikes. And, so that happened, and the water collapsed the ceiling, and yeah, so. So many fun New York residential experiences- Yeah that I have heard. Yeah. For sure. One of many. And I just have to say- Noah joined us today and is a new dad- Mm-hmm of twins, you guys. Yep. My sister and him are champions. how long has it been? Like five weeks? Yeah, a little over five weeks. And you're in New York City- Yep. Yes in a new apartment. New apartment. So bathroom squared away. No collapsing ceilings. How would you describe being a dad of twins, boy and a girl? I think that, it's interesting because before you have kids, every parent you meet is, tells you, the same stereotype over and over again, and they're like, "You're gonna be so tired. You're gonna, hate your life, but you're gonna love your life at the same time." they're gonna be like, you're gonna be smashed, but at the same time you're gonna be so full of love. It's gonna balance out." And I would say that not every, but almost every stereotype that I heard about being a dad feels true, and maybe times two with twins a little bit. yeah. I- it feels... I would say overall it feels like an honor to, be taking care of these two children that Carling and I created- mostly Carling, that we literally brought into this world and now we're, like, in charge of keeping them alive and setting them up for an, a great life. it feels like a huge honor. And then at some points it feels massively stretching. i- if a marathon is the most I could run, I feel like I'm running 50 miles. I'm like, "How am I gonna do this?" "This is way beyond what I thought I could do." So I feel In some moments, it feels like that. I'm like, "This is crazy." but overall it's been really good. family has helped a lot. Your mom has been so helpful, and Carling is just a boss, you know? if it was just me, We'd be toast. We'd be totally toast. Yeah. She is indeed a boss, I will say. She is. And obviously having twins, it was very unexpected, but- It was not only unexpected, you guys were actually told that you only had one- Yes at first. Yes. And then Yep. Yep. How did it feel when... Well, I guess maybe share the story. Well, Carling came home after the first... I think she went to a midwife, and they did a scan of the baby, babies. But... And the lady looked at it and said, "Yep, you just got... There's one." So Carling came home after that scan and was like, "Good news, we don't have twins." And I was like, "Whoo. "Woo. Thank God." Did she actually say that? Something like that, yeah. She's like, "Good news, no twins." And I was like, "Oh, my goodness. We're gonna be okay." And then the next scan we went to, the lady was looking. She goes, "Yep, there's two in there." Oh, my God. And Carling and I were like, "What?" She's "Yeah, there's... You have twins, And we're like, "No, we don't." She's "Yes, you do." "Okay." What was your first thought? We both were laughing, but like crying laughing. Yeah. s- a little sad laugh- but still happy. Yeah. we were freaking out. No doubt. Yeah. Well- obviously huge congrats to you both. It's been a blessing witnessing both of you. You are both bosses, Thank you. Will you share a bit about what brought you to New York? Give us some context. Oh my goodness. Yeah. I will. I will. so Carling and I met in northern California in a little town called Redding, a little mountain town, and kinda met in a church environment. We were at, you know this, but like we met at ministry school. And, got married, and we kinda spent like a year both being like, what's next for us?" "Are we supposed to stay longer?" 'Cause we had been there for about s- at this point like almost six years. And we're like, "Are we supposed to stay? Are we supposed to launch into, a new thing?" And, at that time, the p- our pastor, Joel and Sarah, they were prodding us a little bit, like, "Hey, come out and do worship for our New York worship nights." And I remember telling Carling "Hey, just so you know, we are not moving to New York. I do not care what, you know, like it's not happening." And we went out, and I remember both of us, we just both felt like our hearts were lit up for the city and for the people here. And we both just fell in love with the city. And we both had this yearning in our heart, and we both really felt like God was leading us to move here, really. and then part of that was the Powers had offered for me to be the worship pastor of the church that they were planting. At the time, it wasn't Bethel, New York, but it is now Bethel, New York. so it's a church plant from our church in California. So that was what brought us here, and then we- I think at the end of the day it was a bit random 'cause like I have never had a desire to live in New York City. I grew up in Michigan, so I was like, "I'm gonna move to California. I'm gonna move to Texas, Florida, somewhere nice and warm, nice and toasty." But now we're here. It's c- it's crazy. had you always been engaged with religion, spirituality? Have you always- Hmm had a relationship with God? Will you tell us a bit about how that came about- Yeah and- Yeah bridging the gap to ministry school as well? Yeah. My family, many generations back, we're Christian, so I grew up in a Christian home. My parents, Actually, I grew up in a Christian home. We didn't actually go to a traditional big church as a kid, 'cause my parents had started a church plan and ended up doing like home church. So I grew up, oddly enough in like a small group setting, where we would meet basically like people would bring potluck. We would meet at someone's house and do worship together, and people would share. There was no preacher. There was no pastor. It was just like basically a small group. And people would share a, maybe a verse from the Bible or something they were learning that week. We would sing songs and then eat a bunch of chili, which I, I'm now a chili fan. I hated chili as a kid. but anyways, that was what I grew up in. I ended up serving as a high school student. after I figured out I was bad at sports, I figured out I was like okay at music. I was like, "I th- I'm okay. I'm not like amazing, but I'm okay." and I s- I started playing guitar and songwriting and all this stuff. And I started serving at this church in my hometown where I met a ton of, my friends even still today. and, through that process just started growing in, one, my relationship with God. and basically, I went from being very, insecure about my life and wanting to fit in, wanting to be cool, because I never had, I was never, like, excelling at, anything specific like academics or sports or, I've always kinda been a short king, you know? Um, I'll get out of here. I've always kinda been that guy, but that's okay. It's good. Short kings are great. Absolutely. Um, Carling thinks so. That's all you need. Yeah. And the twins. I mean, hopefully... Yeah, they might be short. They might be tall. I don't know. We'll see. I'm lost a little bit. That's okay. you were saying that you didn't feel like you were excelling in many areas. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yes, I grew up in my family's faith, but kind of in that season when I was in high school, I think is when I really started to have a relationship with God, and really, learning about Jesus through the Bible beyond just a Sunday service, like, actually, for myself, pursuing that you know, having little worship and prayer sessions with my friends. And there was, like, this mixture of, on one hand, I was growing in community, and I was, developing deep depth with friends, where we were being really, real with each other. It wasn't surface level. It was, like, real deep friendship. And on the other, I was also, developing a relationship with the Lord at the same time. and then on the third hand, I was also growing in my desire to be, like, a- excellent in music, and to grow in that. So at that time, all three of those things all collided with, there was a ministry school called B- BSSM, in Redding. It still is, still is. And I think that from what I had seen from a distance, it had all three of those things. there was like a big awareness of like emotional health and, people with healthy hearts. There was people that were really pursuing God and having real deep connection with God, and then there was also really beautiful music at the same time. So I went out there, with a few of my friends, I was like 18 or 19. So right after high school. I did a internship at my church right out of high school that I was serving at for a year. and then after that internship, I moved to go to Redding. yeah. So I did the school. I met Carling at the school. we kinda had a bit of a standoff 'cause I think we both thought we were... each other was cool, but she thought I was a bit of a twerp, to be honest- 'cause I was- What do you mean by that? I just was like, you know, I'm a bit younger. I'm almost four years younger, and I was in that group of young guys where we're like, we just kinda thought we were pretty cool. And I know Carling was like, "You're not cool." But we had a friendship through school, and then at the end of school I asked her on a date, and, the rest is history. She fell for me immediately. I'm just kidding. And here you are now. I'm joking. Did you receive much judgment or concern around, not going to college? What was that like? yeah, that's a good question. yeah, I don't have my, my edumication. I think, No, that's such a good question. I actually, I will say this, I did do three classes at Rochester College. You're like, "I'm too good for this." I did do three classes and, I don't think I got much criticism because I think the people that I was running with were... I was, drawn more towards, musicians and maybe more people that you would find as, self-starter, doing their own thing. And so the people I was drawn to, I think, were stoked for me that I was making some of the decisions I was making. I don't think there was criticism. I think just maybe coming out of high school, everyone is like, "Oh, I'm committed to this school. I'm going here. I'm going here." And you just naturally feel a little bit like, "I don't really know what I'm doing," So I definitely felt that where I was like, "I feel a little-" maybe bummed that my path doesn't feel that clear right now. but also at the same time, I'm like, if I ever felt like I needed to or wanted to, I c- I always could go back to school, you know? Yeah. I just have felt like I wanna do the thing that's in front of me that, feels like this is what I'm supposed to do, and it hasn't really felt that way yet. So I've, I've just kinda been doing- Okay doing other things. Side quests. Love that. It's a good question. I'm glad. It sounds like it was more of an internal battle than it was, dealing with external voices and sources coming at you. Yeah, I'd say so. you mentioned that when you were younger and not feeling like you were- Mm-hmm excelling in certain things- Yeah like academics, sports, whatever, even music, and now where you are in terms of, being Signed with Bethel Music, if I'm allowed to say that. I think the world knows. Oh, Oh, yeah. And- Winning the Grammys. Exactly, yeah. I mean- Yep Noah Paul Harrison. Go look him up, guys. Just kidding. But how do you feel saying that about your younger self- in the context of where you are in your current life? Like, do you still feel that way at all, or do you... have you come to this acceptance of like, "Oh, I'm really good. my music rocks"? Where are you at? 'Cause clearly you're excelling. I think that, I think some people are, gifted in the sense that they're like... I don't mean this in a, a mean way, but they're, kinda flashy in the sense of, they do things just, like, very extraordinary, and it really draws attention to it, and I've always kinda felt like I've been a slow burner kinda person. kind of a late bloomer in that way. I don't know. Man, that's a good questions, Rachel. if I was looking, at my future self, I think I would feel really proud that, There's certain things I haven't given up on. I would say that. I would be like, "Oh, I'm glad that I didn't give up on that thing yet," it's interesting with music whenever you get a achievement and you get fill in the blank, X amount of plays on whatever or, people verbally tell you they like your art, whatever. It's crazy how you can have this level of achievement and feel awesome, and then a year later, it feels like if you don't have, the next thing, you feel like you're failing. Which is crazy. going back to the slow burner thing, I don't know if I've ever felt like, "Oh my gosh, the music is exploding," or whatever. I w- I don't know that I'd say that. But, I think it's been a slow long burn of, continuing to, pour into the craft of songwriting and producing and- and, leading worship and all, all these different, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I imagine that it's challenging, for example, when someone gives you high praise. Whenever I'm around and someone is giving you high praise, you always almost hand it over to God and, count your blessings. Mm. Yeah. And I've always been, in great admiration of the- way that you're so humble, and one thing I wonder is navigating the, handing it over- Yeah and, not tapping into the ego of "Oh, this is all me. I'm- Yeah the reason." Oh my gosh. How is it navigating the ego of, the likes and the praise and all of that- Yeah while you have your new albums coming out, and then also trying to ground yourself in, what you're rooted in, your spirituality, your religion? Oh my gosh, that's a amazing question. I'll say this. I'm speaking probably more to, Christian music, And so I know that n- not everybody listening has that context. But truly, I think that people are g- they have gifts, and their art is beautiful. But I d- I really do think that all art and all everything that is beautiful is a gift. And, I was working on one of the songs that was on my album that just came out. It's one of the singles. And I was reminded in the session we were writing. We were singing. we got the, bridge down, and immediately one of the guys in the songwriting session, he's also a Christian. He just started, like, thanking God. He was like, "Oh my gosh, thank you God for this melody. Thank you for this lyric." And I remember, it was such a good reminder for me that "Oh my gosh, all of this is a gift." yes, people have talent and things that we've been given, but everything that is good and beautiful is a gift. And it's not like we didn't create that melody. We didn't create those lyrics. we actually, th- that has always existed, and we caught it in the moment. Wow. And, God was so gracious to let us catch that, And so I think, man, it can be easy to start to internalize things and be like, "Man, I'm so cool. I came up with that thing. ah, I'm so creative." but I have to remember that that everything I've been given is a gift, and it's not actually mine to hold onto. whenever I can be in that place and remember that, every good thing in my life I didn't necessarily earn, but it was given to me as a gift. I feel like I can posture my heart better to be a better person. I can choose to be like grateful and live a life with gratitude, rather than being like me, me, me. It's all about what I can achieve, what I can create. yeah. Wow. I don't know if that answers the question. Definitely. Yeah. Yeah. Thank you for sharing. Yeah. It's beautiful. Of course. I wonder for someone who- Mm doesn't have a relationship, say with God- Yeah or, a higher power How you would describe the feeling of, for example, when you were deciding about moving to New York- Yeah and you guys just came here and felt like God was telling you to move. Yeah. what does that actually feel like or sound like just- Mm for someone who might not have that relationship? That's a good question. They're all good questions. I can maybe just describe what I felt, and maybe that could be the best answer I could give, I would say the best way I could descri- describe feeling like called to something or directed towards a certain thing is the feeling of my heart being tugged. when we felt like God was calling us to be here, I felt beyond just a emotional feeling of heart flutters, I felt like a genuine pull and tug and there was definitely many days, many weeks where I s- just thought about, "Oh man, I wanna do this," that's the best way I could describe it is like feeling like a heart tug, a heart pull. yeah. I don't know. Have you, have you ever been disappointed by following a decision you made based on a heart pull or a heart tug And I ask this- I'm disappointed. Yeah. I ask this question just because I think about similarly, I wouldn't say I have the relationship with God that, you and, and my sister do. With that being said, I'm more comfortable saying, I- Mm-hmm I do believe in a higher power and, Yeah something that is out there creating the way and, blessing our lives, Sure. And so I view exactly what you described as intuition as well. And thinking about every time that my intuition has tried to lead me- it's always felt fruitful on the other side. Interesting. And a lot of times I've resisted it because it's been like my mind has taken over- Yeah and I haven't followed that heart pull. Yep. even that word intuition, I think sometimes people- You know, to sound spiritual, it's like, uh, you know, I heard this audible voice tell me, "Move to New York." It w- I didn't necessarily feel that. I, in a way I sorta did in my heart, but I think what you described of like intuition, I feel like, God created us in his likeness and feeling that intuition, it's like, okay, there's a part of me that is connected to the Lord that is Yeah. A- anyways, I was gonna say, to answer your question, yes and no. I think that I've never regretted it. I've never regretted when I just went for it when I felt like I was supposed to do something and I did it. But at the same time, there's also been many times where I've said yes to something and did it, and it was really painful I don't know if that makes sense. Like- Totally even New York, for example, we said yes to it, and there's been very challenging moments. I don't feel like "Oh my gosh, God is parting the sea. We're doing this thing. We're saying yes to it, and everything is working out perfect." I would say quite the opposite. I would say we said yes to this thing, and certain things opened up really easily, and then there's been a lot of challenges and things we've had to work through. And so I don't think I've regretted it, but Every time I've said yes to something, I've always gone through various seasons of trial- through that. So yeah. That makes total sense. For sure. So real. Rent, rent price being one of them. We haven't touched on your other two words, and we're, like, running- Oh my gosh out of time. Oh my gosh. Let's go. Snap. So tough. I mean- Ugh New York has probably really brought out the toughness in you. But tell us about tough. New Yoker. New Yoker. Ugh, Ugh Man, I did these, these, words very fast, and so I don't, I didn't think super deeply about them. Okay. But tough, man, when I think of the word tough, like I mentioned, I am a soft guy, but I, I feel like I can say that I rarely have backed down when I feel like I'm supposed to do something and stay in. I've stayed in it to the end. whenever there's something I'm doing, I try to, basically hold onto it until it, falls apart, So even, with music, there's definitely been a lot of seasons where I have had no visible fruit or, oh my gosh, all the plays, all the whatevers. but I've been like, "No, this is what I'm-- I feel like this is what I wanna do. This is what I feel like I'm supposed to do. I love doing this, and I'm just gonna keep going and just grinding it." Have I been, like, perfect at these things? Probably not. But, I feel like overall I've stayed in the fight a little bit- ...in some way. yeah. I see that. Yeah. And your last word, fervent. Fervent. I learned a new word today, 'cause I had to look it up. Lowkey, I did too. So you looked up this word. Wait, tell us more. How did you come across this word? I actually... I googled, "What's a word that describes s- someone who feels things deeply?" And I scrolled through some of the words, and that was one. And I was like, "Fervent, okay." Yeah. So I sent that to you. Fervent. I feel like- Fervant I feel like I looked it up and it was a different... Uh-oh. No, it w- I, it could be both, but I also read something- What did you see? about, it being, someone who's, ferociously passionate about the things that they do. Yeah. yeah, that, that's in there. Is that aligning? That's in there. Okay. Yeah. Those are together. Okay, we'll roll with those. I don't know if I consider myself ferocious. Okay, not fero- I think I inserted ferocious. it was definitely passionate. And I see that passion come out in the way that you produce music and so many other things. Let's go. Let's go. will you tell us a bit about the album that's slowly being- Hmm released right now? Yeah. And what it means to you? Yes, I will tell you. the record, the album, the project is called Do Not Go Gentle, and it comes from, a poem in the movie Interstellar, that's called "Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night." and basically this poem, I, for some reason I'm blanking on the author's name- which is a little embarrassing, but it's okay. We'll insert it in the comments, don't worry. Insert it in the comments. the comments. Dang it, forgot it. anyways, the poem was written... the author, the poet, wrote this poem about his, I believe about his dad that was actually dying. And the poem is basically a charge to his dad to say, "You- obviously you're gonna die, but don't go easy. don't just, give in to death. fight until the last second." And the project in my mind entails the life of someone who is trying to follow God, and there is this imminent reality of you will go through suffering and you'll go through pain. And, I think the overarching theme in the project is that God is with you, and so Don't give in to bitterness, and depression, and all these things. actually walk the narrow road and actually, yeah, just don't give up and don't give in. and it's basically this, reality of there will be seasons of night, for lack of better words, where there are really hard things happening. You can't control them, but don't just, give in to it. the project is meant to be, encouraging in my mind. I h- I hope it. I hope that's how it lands. Yeah. Is this something you dreamed about when you were younger and, loved music but didn't feel like you were that great at it? did you ever see this for yourself, putting an album out? Yeah, I think I did. I, I've always wanted to make music- and, get to share music with people. so yeah, I would say yes. I have, I feel like I've almost most of my life I've wanted to. I'm real excited. This is my first album. I've had some, singles and an EP or two. but this is my first, like, complete project which I feel really, really excited about. Dylan Thomas. Oh. Ugh, there we go. Oh my gosh. Yeah. I... Wow. That's the author- Wow of the poem. That's... Yeah. So- Okay. Dylan Thomas. Hey, this is what happens when you have twins that are running on, three hours- That's- of sleep yes, that is. we'll cut you some slack. Cut me some slack, please. Please. what would you say the most joyful part of, music production- Yeah all that work that you do. Yeah. What brings you the most joy? what brings me the most joy? Let me think. I would say the there's a phase where There's no song, and then all the sudden there's a song, and it's the coolest thing because you can go into a songwriting session by yourself or with somebody else. I like to work with other people as much as I can. but you go in and maybe you don't have an idea. Sometimes you bring an idea, but you walk out of the room whenever you're done, and there's, this thing that was conceived, like a piece of art, and it wasn't there before, and it's the coolest thing. and so I think my favorite part is the kind of initial, first 50% of a song coming to life. So getting to, like, dream it up a little bit, getting to, work on, the melody and the feel and the tempo and the, some of the lyrics. I don't consider myself to be, very, I think there's some people that are very good at being detailed and, excellent with writing lyrics and even just thinking about arrangement from a very complex standpoint. I'm a bit more of just a feel guy. I just love, feeling out things, and I like to make demos of stuff- Yeah where I, put in fake drums and fake this and that and just create, a, a sketch board of, like, where could this thing go. that phase of the song is my favorite It's the best. Do you think you being someone who feels so deeply helps you be a better writer, singer, songwriter? Yeah, I think so. I think so, for sure. some of my favorite songs I've gotten to work on or write, come from a genuine em- feeling. I would say most of them. whether that's, a feeling of desperation or of joy or whatever, I feel like most of them come from that. I also feel like one thing that I f- maybe feel like I can bring in- into the process of a song is, how does it make you feel when you're, singing it or listening to it? Again, I wanna work in, on and grow, grow in in being more detailed. but I do feel like that's something that I enjoy doing, is, when I'm sitting at my laptop and making it, I'm listening back to it. I'm like, "Okay, if I were just listening to this, how would this feel?" So yeah. I'd say so. Wow. Oh Oh man, I have so many more questions. Oh. Luckily, I can ask you so many more- Oh my gosh all day for the rest of the night. But, unfortunately not here. So- Sorry the final question that I wanna ask is- Okay what are you most proud of yourself for, outside of all of your achievements, your album, everything? What am I most proud of? Wow. It's cha- it's challenging. It's challenging to talk about myself so much, but what am I most proud of? Oh my gosh. that's really hard. Or one of the things about your character, who you are I would say that Gosh, I don't know. I really value, genuine connection and, honesty and, real, like realness with people. I'd like to think that I've tried to prioritize that over a lot of other things, making sure that the connection that I have with people, and even with the Lord, is genuine. and I'm not putting up a front, and I'm not, cultivating a life that's inviting, fakeness or, just disingenuousness with the people that I'm around. So that's what I'd say. That's great. Yeah. Oh, wow. Well, everybody, you can find Noah Paul Harrison on Instagram, Spotify- Let's go all the places. Let's go. And- TikTok TikTok. If you find my TikTok, yeah. Ooh. Shockingly. Okay. Twitter? I don't think Twitter- Or wait, X. Oh my God. Yeah. Yeah, I don't think that exists. I'm not on either if you- I'm not on X. You're not on X. No. Okay. Wow, I can't believe I just said Twitter. Okay. thank you, Noah, for being here once again and taking time away from the fam. Really appreciate you, and thanks everyone for listening. Thank you, guys. Thank you. See you soon