On This Side of the Rainbow
A deeply personal exploration of life, loss and the moments that blur the line between fear and peace, this episode invites listeners into s powerful, almost otherworldly experience.
Episodes
30 episodes
The Feather: When Love Leaves Little Reminders
Have you ever experienced a moment that felt like more than a coincidence?A song that played at exactly the right time. A dream that felt incredibly real. A familiar feeling that reminded you someone you loved was still close.In t...
It Was My First Time Living Too
The future is coming fast, but some of life's greatest treasures are still waiting by the shoreline. In today's episode, we take a journey back to a time when life moved a little slower and childhood wasn't measured by screen ...
Learning to Dance
This week's Transformation Tuesday is a conversation about the masks we wear and the people we become while trying to fit into a world that tells us we're not enough.For years, I believed I had to be thinner, richer, prettier, or numb e...
The Day That Never Ends
In this episode of Who Did You Become?, we explore what it feels like when life begins to loop—when grief, burnout, and emotional exhaustion make every day feel like a repetition of the last. Inspired by the feeling of being stuck in a personal...
Who Did You Become For Love?
At fifteen years old, I thought I was choosing a future.What I didn't realize was that I was choosing a version of myself I hoped would finally earn approval.In this week's Transformation Tuesday episode, I reflect on growing up t...
Sorry for Bothering You
In this episode, “Sorry for Bothering You,” we explore the quiet habit of shrinking ourselves through constant apology—the words we use when we feel like we’re taking up too much space, too much time, or too much of someone’s attention....
Losing My Only Savior
In this deeply personal episode, I share the heartbreaking experience of losing the one friend who helped me survive some of the darkest years of my life. While struggling inside a narcissistic abusive relationship, he was the person who always...
What Grief Taught Me About Love
What if grief is not just about losing someone… but about realizing too late how deeply you were loved?In this deeply personal episode, we explore how trauma shapes the way we love, why we often chase emotionally unavailable people, and...
In the Next Life, I Choose You Again
Some losses never fully settle into the past. They stay with us in quiet moments, unfinished conversations, late-night memories, and the ache of loving someone who is no longer here.In this deeply personal episode, we explore the kind o...
The Cost of Chasing Easy Answers
In a world obsessed with shortcuts, overnight success, and filtered realities, it becomes easy to lose yourself chasing illusions.This episode dives into the emotional cost of instant gratification culture, the pressure so...
When Survival Becomes the Only Language You Know
There is a kind of exhaustion that doesn’t come from being busy—it comes from trying to survive inside a life that no longer feels emotionally safe.In this episode, we explore what it feels like to slowly lose your sense of stability in...
When Silence Feels Safer
Some wounds do not come from what happened to us.Some come from everything we were forced to keep inside.In this episode, I talk about the emotional exhaustion that comes from carrying heavy thoughts, fears, grief, and anxiety i...
When You Stop Explaining Yourself
There comes a point where you stop explaining yourself.Not because you don’t care… but because you finally realize that peace is more valuable than constantly trying to be understood.In this episode, we explore the emotional exh...
When You Stop Trying
Sometimes the silence after you stop trying says everything they never did.We spend so much time holding relationships together without even realizing it—reaching out first, making the plans, checking in, giving the benefit of the doubt...
You're Not Too Much- You're Just Giving Depth to the Wrong People
There’s a kind of loneliness that doesn’t come from being alone—but from opening your heart and realizing no one is really there to hold it.In this episode, we explore the pain of craving deep, meaningful connection in a world that ofte...
When Grief Reveals What Was Never Aligned
Sometimes the silence after you stop trying says everything they never did.We spend so much time holding relationships together without even realizing it—reaching out first, making the plans, checking in, giving the benefit of the doubt...
The Revelations of Grief
There’s a part of grief that no one really talks about—the clarity that comes after everything falls apart.In this episode, I share my personal experience of loss and the unexpected way it changed how I see my life, my relationships, an...
The Silence That Answered Everything
We talk a lot about letting go—like it’s supposed to feel like peace.Like closure.Like relief.Like something that gently sets you free.But no one really talks about what happens after you stop trying.After you st...
The Ones Who Stayed
Not everyone who stands beside you is meant to stay.In this deeply emotional episode, we explore the quiet realization that comes after life falls apart—the moment you begin to see who truly showed up for you.This is a story abo...
Too Much
There’s a quiet kind of hurt that comes from being told you’re “too much.”Not all at once—but over time.In small comments. In subtle reactions. In the way people pull back when you show up fully.This episode is a gentle refl...
Your Discomfort is Not My Pain
I shared something deeply personal… and someone told me it made them sick.In this episode, we’re talking about what happens when real, raw grief collides with a world that doesn’t always respond with compassion. About the growing discon...
The Vet Said There's a Chance-And That's When Everything Got Harder
In this deeply personal and emotional episode, I share the story of the day I brought my cat into the emergency vet—believing I was doing the right thing—and left carrying something I wasn’t prepared for: hope.Not the comforting kind.
Some Days Feel Ok
Some days feel okay.And that’s what makes this so hard.In this episode, we sit in the quiet, confusing space between holding on and letting go—when love is still there, but something deeper is shifting. When nothing feels urgent… bu...
Harden Up
We don’t have a grief problem.We have an empathy problem.This podcast lives in the moments no one prepares you for—the quiet, devastating spaces where love and loss exist at the same time.Especially when it comes to the ...
Death Doesn't Wait for You to Be Ready
This episode isn’t about death as an idea—it’s about the moment it becomes real.What started as a quiet celebration of growth quickly turned into an experience that stripped everything back to truth. No preparation. No control. Just the...
