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Reclaim Your Identity From The Matrix | Break Free with Kristen Shea

Kristen Shea Season 1 Episode 9

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Your identity is the portal to everything you desire. If you still feel stuck, it may be because your identity from the matrix was shaped by fear, trauma, and social programming. In this powerful awakening conversation, Kristen Shea explains how to reclaim your identity from the matrix and return to your true self.

You don’t need to become someone new. You need to break free from the matrix identity and remember who you really are. In Break Free with Kristen Shea, you’ll learn identity awakening techniques, how to rewire your brain, and begin a deep self-discovery process.

This spiritual interview offers personal growth tips, higher self embodiment, and practical steps to reclaim personal power. It’s time for system awakening, psychological freedom, and to live life on your terms.

Learn more or work with me: https://bio.site/Kristenshea

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Welcome back to Break Free. I'm Kristen Shea, and today we are diving into identity because your identity is the portal to all that you desire, all that you want to experience in this lifetime. Yet it is also the thing that 99% of people are approaching incorrectly when it comes to identity or even self-self-concept work. So, what everyone typically misses is that they think to create a new identity, to upgrade your identity, to become the thing that you desire to experience, to create an altered ego. All of this is to create something outside of yourself. But you were born with the perfect soul-level identity. Your soul level identity is your divinity. It holds the blueprint to your soul, your destiny, all that you are here to be, create, desire, and experience. And it is also the path of least resistance to creating what you want to create. However, all of these things will teach you to create something outside of yourself. What we need to do is come back to who you truly are. And this is a process that I call identity reclamation. Because with your identity, you're born with this perfect soul level identity. However, the human experience, the natural human experience right now is filled with trauma and wounds and early childhood experiences. This is basically just human suffering, creates what I call a matrix identity. And the matrix identity is a version of you that you had to become to be quote unquote safe in this world. It's the version of you that was shaped and molded throughout your childhood, throughout those wounds, those experiences, those traumas, all of the societal and familial conditioning and programming that is out there, has created this version of you that you're not. So if you go to create a new identity or to upgrade yourself or become the thing that you want, you are creating from an inauthentic version of yourself, which means you're creating from wounding and trauma. So some of these desires may not even actually be yours. Some of these desires, when you want them from a place of lack and scarcity, only project more of that into the field. And the other part of this is again, you're not meant to create anything outside of yourself. You were born perfect. You need to come back to yourself, back to your soul blueprint. And when you do that, you shed this matrix identity. And that's what it means to be in this world, but not of it. It means that you are here, you are liberated, you are free, you are now the creator of your reality, not the manifester. You are the creator, co-creating with the divine, with a very easy blueprint that you are able to navigate in this world. This is why identity reclamation is so incredibly important. But I want to talk about the matrix identity a little bit more today, because that is what you have to shed in order to come back to who you truly are inside, access that divinity, that soul level blueprint within you. That is when you become the creator, right? So the matrix identity is the reason that you feel stuck despite doing all of the healing work. When clients come to me, they most often say things like, I've been on the healing journey for years, I've been on the spiritual path for years, I've been going to therapy for years. Yet they get little wins and some improvements, but they feel like they can't truly break free. And that is a clear sign that you're doing the healing work, but you're still trapped inside a matrix identity. So you never really break through. You never really break free. And it's why you have a fear of being seen. It's why you have a fear of being yourself, because the fear of being seen is not just on social media, although a lot of people will think it's that. The fear of being seen is the fear of being yourself in every aspect of your life, right? It's also why you feel there's something missing. You feel that there's just this deeper knowing that there's something more for you, something more to this life, yet you don't really know what it is or even how to access that. There's this deeper inner knowing, and you may not even know how to go and figure that out. This is why you can be stuck in a healing loop, a manifestation loop. All of these things relate back to the matrix identity. And if you identify as like a light worker, a chosen one, a star seed, any of those things, you are absolutely trapped in the matrix identity. And that is going to be key to you breaking free and becoming who you are truly meant to be in this lifetime. And again, in the world, not of it. So I want to explain some of the most common symptoms. If you are trapped in this matrix identity that I see all the time with my clients, so you silence yourself and you filter yourself a lot, maybe even more than you realize. You may not even realize how long this filter has been going on in your life, that you are basically a watered-down version of yourself. You don't know how to express yourself. So whether that's like feelings and emotions, your thoughts, your beliefs, or maybe it's even in your business. You don't know how to share your message with the world. You're not setting boundaries. Boundaries can even feel terrifying to you. Um, you often will have health issues, like a lot of autoimmune or chronic health issues. Again, things that you've been like working on and trying to heal that just won't quite go away. You can't quite heal them, right? This is very, very common when you are stuck in the matrix identity of like doing all of the work, whether it's healing the physical body, the mental, the spiritual, yet not breaking through. This is a very clear sign of that matrix identity. Um, you often will experience some success. This doesn't mean that you can't have success. This doesn't mean that you have this like horrible life. That's not what it means at all, which is also what makes it so tricky is because when life isn't horrible, it can be hard to like decipher what you actually need to do or even what you actually want to create the experience you're here to have. Um, so you can experience some success, but often something feels like it's just like missing, or maybe one area of your life thrives while the other one seems to crumble, or you're really good in your career, but not in your relationships, like those types of things. Um, you will often attract a lot of narcissistic personality types, right? So this can be relationships, um, this can be coworkers, bosses, like friendships, any type of ship, relationship, friendship, whatever it is, you can attract narcissists into your life because they thrive off the matrix identity, because the matrix identity is anchored in by the human suffering, those low vibrational emotions of like shame and guilt and resentment and anger. That identity thrives off of that. And so then do the narcissists, because then they're able to directly feed off of your energy, essentially. So it's like a magnetic attraction to that. Um, you're afraid to be seen in every meaning of the word, not just publicly, but even in your everyday life, you're not speaking up in the meetings, you're not claiming your success, you're not claiming your power. Maybe you're not even, you know, speaking up for your needs and your relationships, whatever that means to you. You're stuck in people pleasing, codependence, overgiving, self-sacrificing, perfectionism, overthinking. All of these things have to do with the matrix identity. Um, you're not sharing your truth, your gifts, your magic with the world. You may not even know what your truths or your gifts or your magic is. I know that was something I was so confused about for like 37 years. That is when I started to actually anchor in this identity reclamation process, is through my own journey of being like, I feel like I've created this entire life, which on the outside looks great and successful, and there are a lot of amazing things about it, but like something's missing. I know that there's more. I don't feel totally clear on like, how do you share your truth? How do you be authentic? Like, I didn't know what a lot of that meant because I was so trapped in this matrix identity. So that might resonate with you. If you feel like speak your truth, what does that mean? Be authentic. I'm being myself. To be authentic is to come back home to yourself. Then you authentically express it. Um, this is often like you are not living to your fullest potential. Maybe you feel limited, you just feel stuck in some way, even though you're meant for more, right? You have that inner knowing, that inner desire, like there is more here. I know I'm meant to be doing more. I have no idea what it is or how to access it, or I have kind of an idea of what I think it is, but I don't know what to do with this. Um, and just again, the biggest thing here is you feel stuck despite having done all the work. You've been on that journey, you've been healing, you've been doing personal development, therapy, all the different things, and you just feel stuck. Okay. And when it comes to manifestation, you can either manifest things, but you can't hold on to them. You manifest, you try to manifest and it never really comes through. This can also be like the thing that you manifest doesn't even fulfill you, or you manifest things and you quickly move on to the next thing you want to manifest. Like you're just moving on from thing to thing to thing to try to find what it is that's going to fulfill you. Um, you don't know what your purpose is, or you're not living it. You just feel stuck unfulfilled, a lot of confusion. You're living in fear and scarcity, right? Whether this be a fear around money, a fear around love. Um, you can often feel like bad things can happen to you, the rug can be pulled out from underneath you. And most often the telltale sign is that you are still deeply wounded in holding on to these wounds despite doing all of the work. Um, shame, betrayal, abandonment, rejection. There are so many more. These are just like the most common symptoms that I see with my clients that I'm working with. But this impacts everyone. I really want to stress that because I have clients who are multimillionaires, and then I have those who are struggling paycheck to paycheck, and the wounds are the exact same. The identity process is the exact same. Like it's the same experience, but you can have things that are going really well and things that aren't going really well. So when you look at whether or not you feel like you have this matrix identity, it's more about the symptoms you're experiencing versus the overall picture, right? Because again, you can be thriving in one area of your life and not in the other. I work with a lot of people whose lives are like quote unquote good, but they're not fulfilled. Um, they feel like they're in a relationship where they're unseen and unheard. They feel like they are just kind of like operating in the rat race, getting up and going to work or doing their business or like going through the motions of life. That's not what this experience is supposed to be, but it is absolutely what the matrix will have you thinking, right? So across the board, I've been doing this work um for about two years now. And across the board, I always see the same thing. It comes down to the same core wounds that anchor in the matrix identity, which is the human suffering, right? So um, 99% of the people on this planet are trapped in a matrix identity. We're only now at the point where we're ready to shed that. And this is not something I knew. I was trapped in my own matrix identity for 37 years. I was so stuck in so many ways. I attracted a ton of narcissists. Um, I had what looked like on the outside, outward success. I had a great career. I was successful. Um, I had friends and family and all the things. And it's like none of that fulfilled me because I wasn't truly who I was or who I was meant to be, right? This true soul level identity, but I didn't even know how to identify that. And I certainly didn't know how to come back home to myself because I didn't know who I was, right? That's a really confusing process. And that's why we're also seeing a lot of people right now are hitting the reset button on their life, regardless of their age. I have clients who are in their 20s and clients who are in like their 70s. Like it's across the board that people are starting to wake up, which is why identity reclamation is coming online right now. And I myself didn't know this. This is something I channeled for myself. For those of you who don't know me, I am an intuitive guide, I'm an angelic channel and a quantum healer. And in this process of stepping into my own purpose, I went through the identity reclamation with my guides and they showed me how to clear this energy, right? How to clear this from the conscious, the subconscious, and the unconscious. So there's a three-layer process here. But what I want to talk about today is a little bit more about this matrix identity. So the default human experience that is on earth right now is human suffering. This is what anchors in the matrix identity, but it's also what we all came here to transcend, each of us in our very own way. So we do this through remembering. Depending on where you are in your journey, you may have heard remember who you are. That's a verse that I hear out there all of the time. And what many people think it means is to wake up spiritually, to remember that you are a spiritual being, have a human, having a human experience. That's not what this means. To remember who you are is to come back home to who you are. It's remembering you. It's about identity. It's not spirituality. It's a spiritual experience, but it is not about spirituality. It is about identity. And this is kind of like hidden in plain sight in so many of the original teachings. So to remember who you are is to remember yourself. And this is the blueprint that we are now ready to like bring into this collective awakening process to free ourselves and also to ascend, both as you know, a collective and as this planet. Waking up spiritually is like the very first part in this awakening process. This is why I also get a lot of people who come to me who are like, I've been on the spiritual journey, the inner healing journey for a really long time, and I'm still feeling stuck. That was also my own experience for a really long time. I had been on the spiritual path for like, I mean, most of my life, honestly. Um, but at least like 10, 15 years, like hard heavy doing the work and still felt like I could never truly break free. I had these small wins and successes, and again, the outward appearance of what would look like a good life, but there was just this part that I couldn't break free from and I didn't even really know what it was. So here's the thing: um, to become who you truly are is the most rewarding process of this lifetime. You will free yourself from every wounding and experience that you hold in your field that is keeping you stuck in the matrix programming, right? And all of those symptoms that I read um above to you. So when we wake up spiritually, we start to remember our spiritual essence. We start to remember the divine connection. And whatever way you, whatever way you do this, I want to be super clear. I don't even subscribe to like new age spirituality or religion. I don't subscribe to anything. This is truly just spirituality and my own understanding of it from what I've channeled in. But essentially, we are in the midst of a process of transcending human suffering. And in order to do that, we have to reclaim our true soul-level identities in order to literally break free from the matrix programming, the mind control, to become who we truly are and to create like our own versions of what heaven on earth looks like. Because heaven on earth is going to look a little bit different for everybody. It is a frequency that you step into, right? It's not like this end destination. But up until this point, no one's really stood a chance in all of this because we've been anchored into the matrix identity. And that starts with the human experience of suffering, which starts in childhood, right? Because we were being raised by people who also had the matrix identity, whether that was in our homes, the systems that we go into, like the education system, the medical system, all of that. Everyone was kind of trapped in this place, but that's changing now. This is part of the ascension process. This is part of the collective change that is happening now. And we're gonna see so many people really stepping forward in a big way, claiming who they truly are and sharing it with the world and sharing their magic and their gifts with the world. We're gonna see people stepping up in a really big way, especially with the shift of like Aquarius, Pluto being in Aquarius for like the next 19 years. We're gonna see so much magic happening. But the first part of that is the identity, because anything you do without your soul level identity will be inauthentic. And anything inauthentic, while Pluto is an Aquarius, is going to absolutely crumble. So we're gonna see that as well. So it's a really beautiful time to truly come back home to yourself, free yourself from these systems. Um, but I want again, I want to talk a little bit more about like this matrix identity. When you're born, you're born with this beautiful soul level identity. This is your divinity, right? So the default human experience is suffering for right now, for this period of time. We're transcending that, but this involves all the childhood trauma. This is the experience that leaves wounds in our field shame, anger, guilt, uh, resentment, rejection, abandonment, fear, scarcity, um, all of these different wounds that come up. And those are probably like the most common ones, but there's obviously a lot more. And again, we're being raised by people stuck in their own matrix identity. So we didn't stand a chance at that time for these things to anchor into us. But those low vibrational emotions are what are required for the matrix identity to stick, right? So then we have societal and cultural programming that tell us who it's safe for us to be, how we should be. We are shaped and molded like a freaking piece of clay to be what the world tells us to be. This process is about forgetting everything the world has told you to be and to become who you truly are. It is truly a reclaiming and a coming home to self. And we are reclaiming parts of your soul and your identity throughout the process while we shed what the world told you that you had to be. We're shaped and molded without our even knowing it by all the different systems, which I'm gonna get into in a moment here, right? But for an example, the education system teaches us silence and compliance, right? There's no nurturing of the individual in the education system. The medical and the food systems make us sick and keep us sick. Um, we're told how we're supposed to live life. We're told what it means to be successful, what love is supposed to look like. We're told that the corporate path versus the entrepreneur business path, like we're told there are so many different programs that we are shaped and molded with that affect every decision that we make. And every decision we make is either bringing us closer back home to ourselves or further away into the matrix system. And I wanna be clear, I don't think the teachers or the doctors or like the act, like the people within these systems are necessarily the problem. Some could be, but the problem is the actual system, which is run by the matrix, which is run by this bigger system, right? So that's kind of a quick overview. I'm gonna make a lot more videos on this. Um, I'm gonna get into now like some of the different programs that are part of this matrix identity and like the overall mind control. But as I'm making more videos, it's super helpful if you guys leave comments of like, what do you want to know more about? What questions do you have? Like, this is gonna help guide me on how to make content for you to explain this entire process and how to reclaim your true identity. Um so let me know what questions you have. But when you have a matrix identity, you are susceptible to mind control, which is also what the matrix system operates on. So on a very big scale, Earth is a planet, right? And there is light and dark, there is good and evil, however you want to look at this. But I'm gonna look at it from the perspective of light and dark. There is light and dark in everything. The light can create, the dark manipulates, the dark cannot create. Okay. So just think about this as like light energy and dark energy is probably the best way uh for you to look at this right now. Light energy creates, dark energy manipulates what the light has created. Okay. And so this is important for you to understand because as I explain some of these mind control programs and some of the systems that are at play that are anchoring in this identity that are keeping you stuck. I want you to understand that there is light and dark in literally everything. Okay. You want to be the operator, not the operated. When you are the operator, you are the creator, you are of the light. When you are the operated, you are stuck in the dark, you are trapped. So I'm gonna give you some different examples, right? But all of these mind control examples I'm giving you are literally meant to keep you stuck unless you are the operator. So um essentially, again, the light and the dark, operated, operator. Um, because everything contains a little bit of both. So social media, when it comes to social media, is it is an absolute gift and a blessing to be able to express ourselves, right? To reach new information easily, to get access to information. Like there's so much spiritual knowledge and wisdom. There's also a lot of bullshit out there, so you have to be careful. But there's so much spiritual knowledge and wisdom that is available to us now that wouldn't have been before if we didn't have social media because it allows us to express without the gatekeepers of media, right? Whether that be Hollywood or the news and like those different types of media productions. Um, but with social media, you're either the operator or the operated, right? The dark side is that so many people are operated by it, addicted to the quick hit of dopamine, using it to numb out and avoid. Um, it literally is reshaping our brains where we're no longer critically thinking. Um, it's shaping us to literally only be able to consume bits of information, forget them super quick. We hardly retain some of this, most of the stuff that we're watching. And we have a really hard time with watching longer form content or movies or different things like that. Like it is literally changing our brains. So it becomes a toxic addiction, a way to numb out, um, a way to avoid silence and connection with ourselves. Because when we are silent and we move through the initial discomfort of the silence and of the thoughts, that's when we start to connect truly internally. That is the most important thing to be doing. So, what do they want to do is keep us on our phones. So, again, social media created by the light, when you are the operator, is a beautiful way to express yourself. It's a beautiful way to get your message out there, to share your thoughts, ideas, and opinions, to connect with other like-minded souls, to gather information that wouldn't have been available. But it is also very dark when it is by um when it is operating you, right? So again, the light creates and then the dark manipulates it. Another program, they teach us to become cogs in a machine right from the very beginning. So we are put into an educational system that does the most unnatural thing. We stick kids in a classroom with artificial light for like eight hours a day with limited time to like play, explore, be outdoors, connected to nature. It teaches us compliance and silence. That's what it teaches. It teaches us to fall in line and learn the information that they want us to learn. Again, I have nothing against education because I think it's incredibly powerful, but we're talking about the dark, the light, the operated, the operator, right? And so they put us like in this system where you go through school, they tell you what you have to do to be successful. You go into college, then you're supposed to go into a career, you spend all of these absurd amounts on education. You have to make these big, huge lifelong decisions about what you want to do and pick a major and how much money you're gonna spend in school. And your frontal lobe is not even developed yet. If your frontal lobe isn't even developed, like you don't even have full cognition to like be making these choices, yet we're forced to do that. We're cogs on a wheel that are literally just implemented into the system. And education is meant to be empowerment. Knowledge is power when we are the operator. So this is when you can look at like using education to help yourself, but not get stuck in that. And I think we're actually seeing this more and more where people are taking different paths to education. Um, I think we're seeing things shift, but I still think it's a huge issue because there is the majority that are shifted through this system. And you must go to school and you must get good grades and you must behave, and then you must go to college and you must make a very important lifelong decision before the age of even 22. You must then go right into a career. You must then start saving up like for retirement. Like it's you're cog on a wheel. There's no individual thinking there. This is what you do, this is what the system does. And again, I think we're coming out of it, but we're not there yet. So to be the operator is to use education, use education to your advantage, but to not get stuck in the mind control. Of it, of what's possible and available to you. And the same thing with the corporate world. We're taught that corporate is safer. You climb the corporate ladder. They tell us, you know, and paint a picture of what success looks like, what security looks like, the safety that a corporate job gives you. And you start this in your 20s and then you save for retirement your whole life while trying to also live some sort of life of your own two days a week on the weekend. Um, and you're just in this like system, you're a slave to the system. You're exhausted. Your two days off end up being used for like errands and catching up and housework and all of these things. You have very little time to connect and you have an even shorter amount of time to do any inner work on yourself. Like if you really think critically about these systems, why do you think they would want that? They do not want us going within. They do not want us going within and connecting to ourselves and to our divinity because we would no longer then be a slave to this system. We would break free. When we are the operators of this world, we use it to our advantage. So maybe you use your corporate job while building your side business or your what's going to be your main business. Maybe you go through and you gather all the knowledge and the experience that you can. Maybe you go through and create your own path within it. It can all look different, but most people are stuck in the mind control, right? And I see that show up with my clients when they're like, I can't leave my job, but I hate my job. But this is like where I get my benefits and my paycheck. That is mind control. You do not think you can create your own abundance. When you are accessing your own divinity, your own soul blueprint, abundance is your birthright. When you are stuck in a matrix identity, you are wanting something outside of yourself to take care of you because that is what you have been trained to do. When you understand that you are a creator, you are not a manifestor, you are truly the creator of your own reality, you have access to everything within yourself and you clear out the stuff that keeps you locked into these systems, you truly become free. And again, that is what it means to be in this world, but not of it. That means we can be in this world and have access to our abundance. And we can do that by sharing our magic and our gifts in a way that feels good and aligned for us. We can do that by just this is the whole like getting paid to exist frequency with it, which is a whole other video that maybe I'll make. But this is about like you get to be paid for who you are. You don't have to show up to a nine to five job in order to do that. But this was a system even I was stuck in because I was like, can I make money with a spiritual business? Can I make this work? Like, and then there's all these stories about entrepreneurship too. Like it has to be hard, you have to hustle, you have to grind, you're gonna struggle for X amount of years before you make money. Like, there's all of these stories. These are programs that try to limit you because again, if you were to break free from these programs, they would no longer have control over you. So, okay, let's move on. Religion and new age spirituality. And I'm just gonna be clear, I think I said it earlier, but I don't subscribe to either. Um, I love God, I love Jesus, but I do not connect with them through religion, and I never have. Um, I love spirituality, but I find new age spirituality super toxic. So I know this might sound like this is new age spirituality because I'm like talking about the matrix, um, but it's not. This is my understanding of like true spirituality that is not tainted or distorted from either side. I think they're both on a pendulum. And again, I think there's light and darkness in everything. So I think there's truth and distortion in religion and truth and distortion in new age spirituality. I just don't think a lot of people have enough discernment to see the difference. I know I did it for a really long time. Again, when I shed this matrix identity, that discernment anchors in and you know exactly what is truth and what is not. You read the frequency, you read the vibrations very, very easily. Um, but both shape your identity. Both religion and new age spirituality shape who you are. Um, they both tell you what it's okay to be. They both tell you um how you need to show up in the world or how you should operate on a daily basis. You know, there's dogma, there's punishment, there's sacrifice, there's karma, there's all of these different things. But when these truths are distorted, they are used for fear and compliance and control. Anything that is of the divine is an unconditional love frequency and it empowers you. Anything else is a distorted version of that. Um, so you have to understand, again, everything holds light and dark, everything holds truth and distortion, but you have to be the operator. So anytime something outside of yourself is telling you how to be, you're being operated or controlled through the mind. This is why, in all of my work, I don't care what your beliefs are. I work with people with beliefs across the spectrum. I work with everybody. Um, but it's about reclaiming your true identity and your power as a sovereign creator in your life. And I think everything starts with light, but it's manipulated by the dark. The original teachings are there in both religion and in new age spirituality, but they're distorted for further control and masked as divinity and connection. And then we have the food system. This is a whole nother one. Most people are so addicted to food, or they have the opposite, right? We have a lot of eating disorders on both spectrums of like restriction and starvation to um overconsumption, right? But most people are struggling with the food system, they're struggling with their health issues, they're hooked on sugar, they are eating a ton of processed foods, a diet with more packages than whole foods. Our system is keeping us exhausted because when we are tired, we are easy to be controlled. Um, our foods are made with so many toxic chemicals that the companies don't even have to disclose. Our foods are labeled as healthy, and then there are ingredients you can't even pronounce. Um, but here's the thing they keep you tired and exhausted with that corporate business life, whatever that whole thing is. They keep you so exhausted with the own wounding that you have, which is, you know, when you have shame and all of these wounds in your field, it's draining your life force energy. So you're exhausted. So the packaged food becomes easier, the takeout becomes easier, the convenience becomes easier. But it impacts everything and not just our physical bodies, it impacts our minds. It impacts like making mind control easier. When you have sugar and you've got these blood glucose spikes, like you are up and down, up and down, and they're now saying, like, finally, that um dia or Alzheimer's is now being called diabetes type three. When you forget, when you lose control of your mind. Like you have to critically think about these things. What is sugar doing to you if it is now causing Alzheimer's and they're now considering that type three diabetes? Like these foods separate us from ourselves, it separates us from divinity. Um, processed junk and carbs and all of those things. And I'm not saying, like, again, I don't operate in any like absolutes. You're here for a human experience. It doesn't mean you can't have these things, but it means like, are you the operator or are you being operated by your food? Are you addicted to it? Are you facing chronic health issues, autoimmune health issues? Like I myself had so many of those. So many of my clients do. Those things drop away when you shed the matrix identity. And I'm telling you, like, even on my own physical journey, I was on a healing journey for so long. And some things helped. There are little improvements, but it didn't happen until I shed all of the old matrix identity. And then, like, even my health became free. Like everything gets free when you shed this matrix identity from the system. To operate the food system is to know how to feed your body. It's to be in touch with what your body intuitively needs. It's not even like to say it's a specific diet plan, like you've got to be vegan or you've got to be carnivore, or I don't know, there's a thousand different diets. It's to know what your own body needs and to be in tune with that because it'll also change from day to day, week to week. Okay. Like the frequency that you are holding changes. And so the frequencies that you need in your body will also change, right? So your body knows what it needs to heal, to thrive, and everything in between, but the food system shuts that voice down and it keeps you in a cycle of just needing the next, the next thing, right? And then we wonder why so many people are sick and like just reaching for supplements, which is a also a whole nother topic, right? Um, like I and I think it maybe it's Kellogg's or I don't know what cereal brand it is, but it's like one of the cereal brands created the campaign around how important breakfast was. Like, there's so many things that are out there. This is also why, like, whether you believe in religion or spirituality or whatever it is that you're following, almost every single one of them has something to do with fasting. Because they know that when you fast and you empty that physical vessel of all of these toxic chemicals, you start to free your mind and you might even just do it long enough to start to see very clearly the mind control. So again, everybody's food needs are different. This is just to shed a light on how the matrix identity plays into your food. And then if we think about even like TV and movies, they show us what success should success should look like. They show us what love should look like, what an ideal person or body type should look like, right? Like reality TV is anything but reality. And it actually just usually features like a lot of fighting and betrayer, betrayal, which is further installing these old programs of like it's not safe to be who you are, you'll be ganged up on. Um, you can't trust people, like all of these other things that like aren't truth, right? This is all distortion. But it's in installing those programs without you even know just by you think you're like, you know, consuming entertainment. Um these these TVs, uh, TV shows and movies, they're like starting also trends, which is also big with social media. I didn't mention that with social media, but it's the same with both, is like starting these trends of what we should look like, of the clothes that we should wear, the styles that are in. Like when you see something and you're like, oh my God, I want that. Why do you want that? You have to start asking yourself why all the time. Do you want that because you want to fit in? Do you want that because everybody else has it? Do you want that because you saw it 55 times in your feed today and it slowly started to shape your thought process to want the item that you would have never even known about? Like you have to start to really look at why do you want that? Um, I know this shaped so many of my decisions of things that I thought I wanted. And then when I would like get them, I'd be like, why am I like not excited about this? Or why does this not feel like it should have? Because it was never an authentic desire. It was just like a trend that was out there. Um, so you want to ask yourself a lot of questions here. Everything that is out there, you are either being operated by it or you are the operator. So again, you can enjoy food, you can enjoy sweet treats and you can watch TV shows and you can do all of these things when you are not allowing it to program who you actually are. But here's the thing about programming and mind control it's not done in front of you, it's done underneath the scene. So you won't even know. You just think you're watching a rom-com, you just think you're watching a comedy. All of these things are coming in. So, like, this is why you've got to shed that matrix identity. So those things are not just further installing or reinstalling these programs. But while we're talking about trends, actually, think about body shape trends. I want to talk about one that we just recently have seen in like the last five years. We saw BBLs, the Brazilian butt lifts, absolutely take off. Like everyone was getting them. That was the body type to have. It was all over social media, right? The big boobs, the big butt, the little waist. And this is one of the like the most popular surgeries for years. It became the most popular surgery uh or plastic surgery. And then just like that, this trend just changes over to ultra skinny, right? And then we see the Ozempic come in, right? And it's literally being pushed, it's a drug being pushed to us like candy. People can't get like medicines and things that they need, but they will be pushed Ozempic. Now, again, there's light and dark in everything. Ozempic serves a purpose, but why is it being pushed out to everybody like candy? Um, because I've seen it on both on both spectrums where it's like Ozempic can really help heal some people, especially when there is diabetes or some of these other things that are present. I have also seen it just draining the life force energy out of people, just like taking everything from them, their muscle, um, and you know, not even on a physical aspect. It's like literally draining their life force energy. Again, I'm a quantum healer. So I tap into the quantum on all of this stuff, and it's not good for everybody, but it's like there are people it'll be good for. So again, it's are you the operator or are you the operated, right? Like, what about all those women who just got BBLs? Because that was the body type that they were programmed to want in order to be desirable or, you know, look the way they wanted to look on social media or get the relationship or whatever story was behind that. And now those body types are like out and now it's the ultra skinny again, right? This is like a pendulum that just goes back and forth every like five to 10 years. Um, and I'm not judging it because I think everybody should do what they want with their body. I just think you need to check in to know like, is this an authentic desire, or am I doing this because of these trends? Am I being mind controlled even into making these decisions? Am I taking this drug because it's medicine for my body, or am I taking this because I need to look a certain way? Like there's so many different things there. And again, I'm not judging, I don't care what anybody does. I think everybody should do anything that they want to do. But I think you have to check in where that's coming from because I think so many of these things are happening from a place of mind control. And the other part I want to mention about this is like, I have a lot of clients who have gotten um breast implants. And when they get them out, I've heard this time and time again, they immediately wake up from surgery being like, oh my God, I'm myself again. These implants and moving the fat around your body and then also draining things from your body with the different drugs and stuff that are out there, it's like it is impacting your fascia system, your lymphatic system, your nervous system. These systems are key to freedom. Your nervous system will keep you in a fight or flight response. Your lymphatic and your fascia holds all those old emotions. And I see in the quantum field when people are trying to drop these old emotions, they're trying to get rid of the fear. It's like it doesn't move like fluidly through the fascia system and through the lymphatic system because it can't. It's all jumbled up with whether it's like the implants or the fat was moved around. Like there's so many things that there's just a much bigger picture here again. And I'm not judging for anybody who just got the surgery. I want to be so clear about that because I don't want anyone to feel like they made a mistake or to feel bad about a decision that they made or to be questioning themselves. Well, I guess I do want you to question yourself, but I don't want you to feel bad about it. Um, but anyways, you just have to understand that there's always a bigger picture that's happening. Why would the media push out BBLs? Why would they push out like breast augmentation? They do all of these things through like the most silent underneath the underneath the scene. I don't know what word I'm trying to say right now, but underneath the like radar. And then they also do it in really obvious ways. But why would they want to do that? Because at the end of the day, if they can distort your lymphatic system and your fascia system, it stops you from being able to truly like ascend in that way because your lymphatic and your fascia hold light. It's your divinity. It is how things move through you. It is how your emotions move in and out of the body. It, these are such critical, important systems. And it's not to say if you've got these things done that you can't do that, it just makes it really hard if you don't have people to work with you to like help you actually move that stuff out of the body. So there's just a bigger picture that everybody has to look at. Um, okay, emotions. Again, the human experience right now is rooted in suffering, right? And so that's because the darkness, up until now, has had control of this planet and the light is coming back. The light has already run that battle and now it's coming back. And this is again why the identity reclamation and people really stepping forward to be themselves and share their purpose, their magic, and their gifts with the world is like we're gonna see such an expansion here. But emotions, well, the human suffering emotions, and this is shame, guilt, resentment, anger, rejection, abandonment, fear, scarcity, all of those things hold incredibly low vibrations. And when you have low vibrations in your energy field, this is what I see in the quantum when I'm working with people, it is literally driving in um low vibrational experiences and it keeps you trapped. But when I do this work with someone, part of, and I call this process identity reclamation because we're calling back all parts of yourself. So it's like we shed something and we call back the soul. We shed something and we call back the soul. And when I do this, these wounds have to be cleared through the unconscious, the subconscious, and the conscious. And I think a lot of people miss this. So a lot of people just want to reprogram the subconscious. There's a layer in your psyche deeper than the subconscious. And if you're not addressing that layer, this is what like manifestation looks like. And you're just going to create these short-term wins and these like quick fixes, but you're not truly going to break free of this system, right? This is such a bigger picture than just like, I just want to make more money or I just want to call in the perfect partner. All valid things that you want to experience and should get to experience. But again, it's not about these quick wins. It's about truly becoming who you are. Because I see a lot of people call in the money and not be able to hold it. I see a lot of people call in the money, but it requires like a massive amount of sacrifice for them. They have to work really hard. I see people call in love and then find out like this is a karmic partner. There's a lot of ways this can happen when you're still trapped in the matrix identity. So when I do this, we clear out the unconscious wounds, that deep layer of the psyche. We clear out and reprogram the subconscious and we release your conscious from the mind control. And I do this through an entire process, again, called identity reclamation. And we allow the soul to come back home. We shed this old identity while we call these parts of you back home. It's a 13-step process that I walk clients through. Um, and what makes this different is that again, we're reclaiming who we truly are and we're accessing the divinity within us. And we are becoming who we truly are. And when we do that, we become in this world and not of it. I am telling you, like when you do this, you're no longer like gonna ever be impacted by the things that are happening in this world. And I say that um, I kind of want to how do I want to say this? Like, you're no longer reliant on an outside economic system. Like the economy could crash, but you have access to the birthright of abundance. Um, there can be horrible things that are happening, but you are not wrapped up in them because you are part of the change. That doesn't mean we don't acknowledge what's happening in the world or we just bypass the things that are happening. It means that you are here to anchor and change and you are continuing to do that through your light and your magic and your gifts. You're not getting caught in this wheel where then you're pulled into this system of like, oh no, the economy did X, Y, Z. So now I'm in scarcity. I'm in scarcity, which means I'm more susceptible to mind control, which then means I have all these low vibrations, which then means I'm stuck in these low vibrational experiences and so on and so on. So you, this is literally what the different teachings, like Jesus said this, there's the hermetic uh teachings. There's so many different ways it has said to be in this world and not of it, to go within, so you can create within. I mean, without as within, as without, right? As above, so below. That's what all of this means. These are the original teachings, they've just been distorted a lot. Um, and so again, you can create with ease. You create from like the divine feminine frequency. And I'm not talking about that even from a place of gender, I'm talking about that of the innate frequency within you to create. Every soul on this earth came here to live and create something according to your soul's blueprint. And when you're trapped in the matrix identity, you are just a cog on the wheel, living a life that you are not meant to live. Um, and that is what you will also often feel is like that discomfort, that thing. You know there's something more. There know there's something you're meant to add to all of this. Every experience serves a purpose. So even if you are caught in this place, that experience serves a purpose for you, right? So everything that I've created in my life, I did it by breaking all of the rules, right? So, like I created a following of over 125,000 people across platforms and I did it my own way. I didn't post daily. Sometimes I take weeks off. I didn't hustle. I didn't grind, I didn't do any of those things or become a slave to the algorithm because I didn't believe that was needed, because I was anchoring in my true identity. And when you have your soul-level identity, your frequency does the work, it calls your people in. It's your access to the abundance, it's your access to the unconditional love frequency that is on this planet. You just can't see it or experience it when you're trapped in this matrix identity. Um and I've built an incredibly successful business also without having to hustle and grind and do the five, 10-year struggle before it's like all these different programs, right? I express my feet myself freely without fear of what someone's gonna say about me. These are all things that I had to clear within my identity to be who I truly am, and then to show up in the way I want to show up in the world and express myself how I want to do that, and to be in line with my true soul identity and my soul purpose. I became myself and I let my divine blueprint do the work for me. Um, and then all the experiences that I had with those traumas serve me and it serves this work that I'm doing, right? I was a publicist. Um, so I combine everything. Um so quantum healer, um, angelic channel, intuitive coach and guide. I bring in my content creating experience, I bring in my experience as a publicist. I bring in every experience that I've had, every rock bottom, all of my shadows, all of the things that I've had to transcend. And I've created it into this process where it's identity reclamation, it's helping you connect to your purpose and then get visible. So you have your own version of that, right? Like all these experiences you had in this time in the matrix identity is not for naught, right? It is not like gonna go to waste. It is all meant to be used in some way of how you're moving forward. What I found is we just stay in the matrix identity too long. I didn't need to be where I was for as long as I was to get the experience that I now use. Um, but I didn't know, right? So, identity reclamation is how you free yourself from mind control, the systems, it's becoming who you truly are, and then it's liberating yourself from all of that. So I want to talk about this process a lot more. This is not just my purpose, this is a movement, right? This is the collective awakening. And so please let me know in the comments like, what are your thoughts about hearing this? What questions do you have? What parts do you want to dive more into? Because this is just like, I mean, I don't even know if I could call this skimming the surface. That's how like surface level this is to the entire process. But I want to know what you guys want to know, and I will um create videos and content around that. And um, but just know you don't have to stay in whatever you're trapped in right now, and it will all come back to identity work that brings you home to yourself versus trying to create something new because you are already a perfect divine cosmic being on this earth. You've just forgotten through the programming that is here, and now it's time for us to remember.