The Truth About Finding Your Purpose That No One Talks About

Have you ever felt like you're meant for more, but can't figure out what your purpose is?

In this episode of Break Free, we're diving into one of the biggest questions I hear from clients: How do I find my purpose?

The truth is, your purpose isn't something you have to chase. It's something you uncover by returning to who you truly are beneath the conditioning, fear, and programming you've accumulated throughout your life.

In this episode, I share my own journey of discovering my purpose after hitting rock bottom, along with the spiritual insights and practical tools that have helped both me and my clients reconnect with their soul's mission.

You'll learn:
• Why finding your purpose feels so confusing
• The difference between your soul's purpose and your mission
• What's actually blocking you from discovering your calling
• How fear, conditioning, and past experiences keep you stuck
• The role astrology can play in understanding your soul's blueprint
• Three practical exercises to help you gain clarity today
• Why your purpose has likely been showing you clues your entire life
• How to stop searching and start remembering who you came here to be

If you've ever felt lost, stuck, or like you're meant for something more, this conversation is for you.

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Transcript

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Welcome back to Break Free. I'm Kristen Shea. And today we are diving into purpose because this is one of the biggest topics that comes up in my one-to-one client sessions. And it's something that so many people have trouble navigating. And it can look like a few different things. It can look like a client coming in and saying, I have no idea what my purpose is. I just have this deeper knowing, this calling that there is something more that I am meant for. It can look like a client coming in and saying, I think this is the thing that I'm here to share. Am I on the right path? Wanting that confirmation, wanting that certainty. And it can also look like a client coming in and saying, This is the thing. I know I'm here to share this. How? How do I do that? So I want to have a conversation about connecting to your purpose, navigating your purpose and what that looks like because I think it's so confusing in so many different ways. And it's the thing that so many people are searching for. So I'm going to share a little bit about my own experience and my story. I'm going to share things from client sessions that came through from the guides that I've channeled in to help everybody navigate, no matter where you're at in this journey. So the first thing that came through in one of my client sessions, and this has come up time and time and time again when we're talking about purpose, is that the guides want us to know that our purpose is to become ourselves in this lifetime. So our purpose is to truly return to the divinity that we are. And what that actually means is if you think about this from a broader perspective, we are born into perfect divinity, perfection. Our soul essence is perfection, and we are born and incarnated into this earth. And from the moment that that happens, this place that we are in, this matrix, starts shape-shifting and molding us and distorting us into who it wants us to be, right? Who our family wants us to be, who society wants us to be, who we think we need to become in order to be worthy of love, abundance, acceptance, safety, all of these different things. So you have the normal human experience of just like trauma and wounds and different experiences that make you feel who you are is not okay. And we start to shape shift and mold. And then you have like societal programming. Like, think about everything. Like the media tells you what it looks like to be successful. The media tells you what it looks like to be in love, what makes someone lovable, what is the beauty standard? Like there's so much that is shown to us from a very young age of what is expected by society, what's acceptable, and what will keep us safe, right? Because blending in from a very like ancestral DNA perspective, we are wired to blend in. It's very tribal, right? Very past life and tribal, where it's like that was actually safety. So standing out doesn't feel safe to us, right? And so then you've got all of these different programs that show you, well, to blend in, you need XYZ. Then you have to think about just the structures that are in our world. So, like our school system, school system does not teach evolution. It is not here to support your soul. It actually teaches silence and compliance. I'm not saying education isn't important. I'm just saying the way the system is set up right now is not set up for the soul's evolution. It is basically setting us up to be a cog on a wheel. Is I'm not even sure that's the right saying, but a cog in the machine. I think that's it. I think it's a cog in a machine. Anyways, it's setting us up to go to school, right? So you go through, everybody learns the exact same thing. They teach you what they want you to know. Then you're supposed to go to college, then you're supposed to get the job, then you're supposed to chase the corporate ladder, then you're supposed to blah blah blah blah blah all the way up till retirement, right? So there's all these things that you are meant to do. That is not a path of individuality, that is not a path of creativity. We are creators. Every soul is a creator, and that is not nurtured. Like an art class isn't enough, right? So you have to think about it from this perspective of this is why purpose is so confusing to us. Yet it is actually so simple. It is to become ourselves, which is to undo all of the programming that has happened throughout our lifetime. It's to become who we were before the world told us who we were supposed to be. And so, from the guide's perspective, it's really very simple. The soul's journey is back to wholeness, back to one's true self. What we think about as our purpose, they think about as your mission, the thing that you are here to share and express into the world. So that can be anything. That can be your story, your gifts, your art, your music. Um, it can be a book, a podcast, like whatever way you feel to express, it can be sharing knowledge and wisdom. And it looks different for everybody, right? Because everybody's soul has a unique blueprint. And so that's also part of the programming is that for those who are going after their purpose, there's programming around that. Here's what it looks like to be the starving artist. Here's what it looks like if you leave corporate and try to pursue your purpose. Here's what it looks like to um be a spiritual person, right? And you've got to kind of blend into this aesthetic, or there's all kinds of things out there. And so even as you're trying to connect to what your mission is, you have programming that's coming in for that too. And so that is why at the like ultimate aspect of this journey is to return to your true whole self, when none of that exists, so that you can express what it is that you're here to express in the world. Okay, so I have some notes for us that I made from all of this. So when we look at your purpose getting blocked, oftentimes when somebody comes in and they are blocked within their purpose, it's because there is so much fear and programming around it that your purpose, when you when you really connect to it, and I know I'm using the word purpose and the guides would use the word mission, but I just want to talk about it in the way that feels most natural and how most people are referring to the word purpose. But when you have a vision of what your purpose is, often what's immediately going to start to come up is how am I gonna make money doing this? How am I gonna put this together? How am I gonna bring this into the world? Are people going to judge me? Are they gonna make fun of me? Are they gonna mock me? All of these things. And so often in 2020 hindsight, our purpose is super, super clear. I'll use myself as an example. My purpose, my mission in the world is to help people overcome the fear of being seen, to connect to who they truly are on that soul level and then share it with the world. That is a very um clear mission for me now. It was not clear for most of my life. I didn't fully identify that this was my mission, my purpose until 37 years old. And it took a rock bottom to get me there. But as I actually look back with 2020 hindsight, it was so clear so many times because it was always there and it was always in the background. Like I'm meant to be using my spiritual gifts. I'm meant to help people overcome the fear of being seen. I was so good at communication. Like communication is my superpower, right? Even though it was also a wounding I had, it was my superpower. It was the thing that I mastered in this lifetime. Of course, it all makes sense coming together now. But before, here's all the things that would come up for me. It's like, well, how do I bring this all together? Somebody who wants like help with communication and branding doesn't want my spiritual gifts. If I show my spiritual gifts, everybody from the corporate world is gonna know about that side of me and they're gonna think I'm crazy because I'm a psychic or channel. Um, how am I gonna make money doing this? What if I don't want to do it the way everybody else is doing it? There were all these different things. And so that kept me in confusion because it felt like once I connected to my purpose, it should just be easy. And that's not the case. And that's actually, I think, a really common, a common misconception, right? Your purpose is the thing that is going to come most naturally to you. It's going to light up the creativity, light up the light within you. It's going to open new pathways, but it's also the soul's evolution. So it's going to walk you directly through whatever you're here to heal and experience, right? And here's the thing: you're going to have to heal and experience those things regardless, whether you stay in the corporate job and stay kind of in what society wants you to be, or you dive into your soul's journey. These things are going to be confronted. However, your soul, if you're walking your soul's journey, your soul's purpose, that mission, it's going to be placed right in front of you so you can overcome it because you came here to clear. I don't really like using the word karma because I think that's a negative connotation when really like clearing karma karma is just finishing lessons from past lifetimes. It's a rebalancing. It doesn't always have to be this really negative thing, but essentially that's what it's doing. We came here to clear karma. We came here to um heal our soul. We came here to experience certain things for our evolution. So the soul's journey is going to walk you directly into all of that. And a lot of times I think people have this connotation of like, well, I've stepped into my purpose. Why is this not easier now? And it is, but at the same time, regardless of what path you walk, those things are going to be presented to you. Um, why does it often feel blocked? Is sometimes what it's come up in client sessions is that there are karmic contracts from previous lifetimes that are blocking you. So sometimes in previous lifetimes, this can be anything, by the way, but it can be like you took vows of silence in previous lifetimes. Maybe you knew it or didn't know it, or you were tricked into it. You could have, you know, I think we all know about like the witches being burned at the stake. Um, you could have had past lifetimes, though, where you were really like severely punished in other ways, even just within your family unit, for speaking your truth, for sharing your gifts, for being different. There are so many different things that can come in with these past life energies that can make it feel impossible to do it in this lifetime. And it's already hard enough in this lifetime to do it. But a lot of times once we start clearing these energetic imprints, it's a lot easier for clients to move forward. It doesn't mean the fear just like dissolves and goes away, but it means that it's not so paralyzing and crippling. They're able to create the thing or put the content out there. So sometimes there's these past life experiences that come through. Sometimes there's these things that happen in childhood where there's wounds that you may have healed more from, you know, like shadow work or deep inner work, but it also creates an energetic imprint in your energy field. And so sometimes when clients come in, we're clearing the energy that's still there. So they may have like done a lot of the healing work on the shame or the humiliation that they experience, but the the energetic imprint of humiliation is in their field. So then when it comes time to actually express that energy, it's like literally like suctioning them back. It's like a weight on their chest, they're suctioned back, and it's really hard to move forward. So sometimes it's about clearing the energy. And then sometimes it's about rewriting the stories that we've either created or taken on. So one of the things I always do with clients in this entire journey is that you have to protect your subconscious. If you are watching videos of people talking bad about other people on social media or people kind of go off on a creator or, you know, even a famous person, you are telling yourself, oh, visibility is dangerous just by watching that content. If you are at the grocery store and you overhear somebody who's talking and they're, you know, like, oh, did you see so-and-so, you know, was sharing XYZ today on TikTok, who cares, or, you know, whatever story might be happening, that's recorded in your subconscious. And so you have to be really careful of what you're picking up. And you're not going to be able to like not pick up anything because we live in the world we live in, but you can stop at that moment and be like, no, no, no, that's not my story. Like subconscious, what we're choosing to believe is that visibility is safe. We're choosing to believe that the right people are find our content. We're choosing to believe that when somebody responds like that, it's actually a good thing because that's my magnetism repelling them. So you really need to be looking at all of those different things because sometimes that's the actual block, is there's so much fear around that, and there's so many different stories that your purpose or your mission is actually very obvious. It just would require you to confront all of that, and that can feel impossible. So for me, when I look back, this being my purpose invisibility is also like so obvious, I just didn't know how to do it because I didn't think people wanted all of this. I thought if like somebody wanted personal branding, they don't want my spiritual gifts. If somebody wants my spiritual gifts, they're probably not trying to be seen. If somebody, you know, um, oh, the other thing that actually, you know, what came up a lot is I saw so many people try to do this and fail. I saw so many people try to follow their purpose and fail. And I even had collected experiences myself of trying to do what I thought was my purpose and I failed at it or it didn't work out. So I also had all these stories of like, it'll take five years for my business to get off the ground. I will have to post content every single day in order to do this. Um, I will have to post five times a day, like all of these stories. So in the beginning, that felt really heavy. So that would block my purpose because I'd be like, well, surely that can't be it. Um and then it would be very easy for me to get lost on other paths because those seemed easier. It also required me to overcome my own biggest fear, which is being seen and being seen sharing my spiritual gifts. So that is why your purpose is so confusing. Once you've actually truly connected to it, you're gonna be like, of course, that makes total sense. But in the beginning, it's very hard to get there. But also remembering the entire journey to connecting to your purpose, your mission, is to actually like complete what your true purpose is, which is coming back to yourself, the wholeness. That entire journey of trying to connect to the thing that you're here to share will bring you back to yourself. So it's there's nothing that's like for not in this world. Okay, so one of the other things um I get asked is how do we connect more deeply to it? And actually, before I get into that, let's talk about some things you can do to connect to your purpose. Um, in the ways let's do this. I'm gonna give you three things you can do to connect to your purpose, no matter whether you think you know what it is or you have no idea. The first thing you're gonna do is go and run your birth chart. If you know me, you know I love astrology and I'm always gonna bring it back because our soul's blueprint already exists. Our soul has already done and created what it wants or done and blueprinted what we're here to create in this world and how we're here to do it. Um, and so go and run your free birth chart. You can just go to Google, free birth birth chart. You type in your name, date of birth, time you were born, and where you were born, and it will give you your birth chart. You're gonna look up your Chiron placement. Chiron is known as the wounded healer. This is the wound, your biggest wound in this lifetime to overcome. And it's also the thing that you are going to be able to help other people with. So your Chiron will show up at different times in different ways. My Chiron wound is all around communication, which is no kidding, that's what I do now, right? So it's like communication was my biggest wound, but it was also my superpower because of the wounding. And it's also the thing that often you might struggle with, but it comes really easy for you to help other people with. So for me, for example, prior to this journey, I was a publicist. So it was really easy for me to help people like craft their message and you know, create a personal brand and put it into the world and the whole thing. When it came to do it for myself, I just couldn't do it. I was too afraid of being seen. So once I alchemized that and I overcame that, I was able to actually step into what my mission, purpose really is. And so I was also able in that moment to say, like, I don't like the way this is done in like the PR and branding world. There's a different way to do it. Our souls already carry this information. How can I help people connect to what they're actually here to share? How can I help people reconnect to like true authenticity? And so your Chiron placement is going to show you a the biggest wound you're here to heal, which also brings the best like karmic justice and you reap all the benefits when you truly like move through and alchemize that wound, but it's also gonna be the thing that you absolutely should be incorporating into whatever it is you're sharing with the world. It is a part of your purpose, and you're gonna have a lot of resistance to it, which we're gonna get into the resistance in a second. Number two, um, I want you to think about the patterns that show up in your life over and over and over again. So think about like wounds, trauma, just experiences, the things that you struggle at, the areas where you really excel. Like, what are the things that are on repeat? This is an area where almost always you're gonna be able to find a thread that connects to your Chiron. So for me, I was always misunderstood over and over and over again. And at the same time, I was the person everybody came to for help with communication. If they needed to write their boss a letter, if they needed to have like a conversation with their spouse or their partner, everybody always came to me because I just had communication mastered for other people because I still couldn't do it for myself. I was afraid to set boundaries, I was afraid to speak up, I was afraid of being seen. Like all of those fears kept me from communicating for myself, but I could do it for others. So look at those repeating patterns. What lights you up? That is the third thing because your mission, purpose, whatever, the thing that you're here to do will absolutely light you up. It doesn't mean fear won't be present. It means it will light you up and it will excite you and it will light the path ahead of you. Because when you're following your soul's journey, you're a way shower. And I just wrote a whole Substack on this, which you can um go and check out if you want to read more about being a way shower. But when you, when you are a way shower, you are walking a path that does not exist. That means you are taking a step at a time and you are creating the path with each step. So you will never have any idea where you're going. You might have a vision for yourself, you might have goals, you might have what you want this to look like. But if you're truly in surrender and following the soul's path, you are going one step at a time and allowing yourself to be led. And it will reveal itself because your soul already knows how to walk the path. It's just your human avatar, your ego that wants certainty, that wants to know everything is safe, that wants to be in control, and that has wounding that comes up. So to be a way shower is to truly carve the path. And every soul is here to do it differently. And this is also why, whenever, whenever I look at this, you know, industry at whole of like starting a business, marketing, sales, healing, coaching, like whatever it is, when somebody is wanting to put something into the world, there's so many cookie cutter strategies that are sold out there. That'll never work because no soul is meant to do this the same. There are certain systems and structures that you can create that like everybody needs in a business just to hold and support like what it is that you're building. But when it comes to marketing and branding and creating content and the way you're meant to express express your business, it's not going to be found in a cookie cutter strategy. This is why, you know, people say we're in a um a trust recession, but I think we're just, I think we're just in a bullshit recession. I think that everybody just has higher discernment. I think, you know, in 2020, when things really blew up on social media, coaching and healing spaces, and it's like, you know, every business marketing sales program took off, it was just a cookie cutter strategy. There's a reason that only worked for a very small percentage of those people. There's a reason you yourself, if you're watching this video, have probably taken multiple courses, worked with multiple coaches. If there's a cookie cutter process being taught, it won't work. Your soul has a blueprint. And when I'm working with clients, some of the things that I often see is like some clients are meant to be working with the masses. They're meant to be working with groups. Others are meant to be working one-to-one. Some are meant to create content while they're in the middle of the process, like sharing in the midst of what they're going through. Others are meant to experience it and then master it and then teach it. Some of us are meant to be, excuse me, some of us are meant to be showing up in like CEO leadership energy, some in teaching energy, some more relatable and fun. Like there's so many unique ways that you are meant to show up and build your business, and the cookie cutter strategies just won't do it. And so so many people get discouraged on this path. I don't know where I was going with that, but number three is follow the thing that lights you up. Oh, because that's how it's going to light up your path as a way shower. And then that is also how you're going to navigate your journey without the cookie cutter strategies. So it all kind of goes together. So those are the three things you could do right off the bat to start confirming what your purpose is or start connecting to it a little bit more deeply. Okay, so let's talk about why you resist it. Because I resisted mine for so long. Um, because again, like we already talked about, often it requires you to look at your deepest fears. Because it's all, it's again, your purpose is to come back to yourself. So in this journey of your purpose or your mission, you are returning to wholeness. And in order to do that, you really do need to overcome these fears of being who you truly are, of looking at the things that are keeping you stuck in a box that you're meant not meant to be stuck in. Um, and truly alchemizing that to become the creator that you are. You're not here to manifest, you're here to create. Um, you're here to tap into that creative frequency and be a channel for the divine in whatever way that looks like for you. And so resistance comes up mainly with the fear of being seen, mainly with feeling like, oh, you have to start over and maybe you're too late. I know when I started this journey at 37, I definitely felt like I was too late. You know, I felt like I should be getting married and having kids. And it felt like everybody else had their lives figured out. And I had a life that checked all the boxes. I was successful, I was making great money, I had a beautiful life, like all the things that should have checked the boxes. Yet there was this thing that was missing, just like this fulfillment, this knowing that there was more. But it was also hard to be like, let me completely start over. Let me start my whole life over and go on this journey yet again to figure out who I am. And so that can be something that stops us, right? But what we also have to understand is that when you step onto your purpose, soul's journey, your mission, it is so divinely supported. And in the quantum field, it collapses timelines. So this is something my guide should. Showed me and that they often come in uh sessions to share is that when you are doing the thing you are meant to do, it collapses timelines. So I had a lot of people tell me, oh, it's gonna take five years before your business is profitable or before you can like make a living off of it. I scaled to 20K months within the first four months. I had $70 in my bank account when I first posted on TikTok. And four months later, I had $20,000 months, uh, held my first retreat mastermind. Um, and I did all of that without following any of the rules because I was collapsing timelines in the quantum field because I was actually doing the thing I was meant to be doing. So when you actually step forward, you don't have to, you like those timelines do not apply to you. Um, the other thing is it's never too late. So I started doing this in 2024, two years ago. And in 2020, the opportunity came to me the first time. So I was working as a publicist at the time, and I was working with a client who was an influencer and wanted to grow her following. And TikTok was just really blowing up at this time. And so they had this creator program. Well, I applied for it, I got accepted, and I get this beautiful package from TikTok with all like promo goodies. I'm in this program, they're gonna teach us how to make content, they're gonna show us all the things, and like this is the very first creator program. And honestly, everybody who was a part of that creator program ended up blowing up, like they caught that 2020 wave. And all that opportunity was right in front of me. They were literally gonna teach how to do it. I couldn't take action. I didn't show up for it. I couldn't take action and I stayed in hiding. And four years later, when I was at rock bottom, $70 in my bank account and rent due in three days, and I was praying and crying and asking, you know, God for help. The message was share your channel messages on TikTok. And when I did, money immediately came into my field, not from that TikTok. And this video, I mean, that story isn't a video on my podcast. I think it's one of the first ones. If you want to go back and watch it, but money came from everywhere else and I could pay rent. Like it was crazy. But that's an example of how the quantum timelines collapse and how you can never be too late because that thing came back around. This time I took action on it and it collapsed the timelines for me. And so I never followed the rules. That was in that moment, that was when I was like, okay, there's something here, and I don't have to follow these rules. I'm not posting five times a day. I'm not posting every day. In fact, as I'm recording this video right now, I haven't posted in like three weeks. I don't have to because I've decided that I have a different set of rules. In the beginning, when I was overcoming the fear of being seen, I absolutely had to post every day in the beginning because I had to keep showing up and doing those reps to get through those fears because it was very easy that, like, if I took a week off, I just want to go back to it. Once I overcame those fears, now the thing I teach is how your frequency does the work. So even when I'm not posting, my social media continues to grow and my business is supported. And all of that happened so incredibly fast in ways that I always say my path defied logic. Everyone's path defies logic when you are doing the thing that you are meant to be doing in the way that you are meant to be doing it. That is why I teach frequency and strategy and everything. Um, but your resistance to it can become from all these stories of like, oh, I have to start over, I have to post five times a day. It's gonna take forever for my business to make money. This is how I have to make content. Um, this is what I'm gonna have to sacrifice in order to be successful. I had a client recently who came in, beautiful, incredible music that they create, and they're putting it into the world, yet they have all this resistance to this level of visibility that they're being called into. Because their music is already successful and it's about to be even more successful. And the reason is because there's all these stories that she has to do it the way everybody else does it. So when I talk about the cookie cutter strategies and like business and marketing and sales and all of those aspects, that shows up in every industry. So she's like, I don't know if I have the energy to do all of these performances, all of these live performances. I don't know that I want it to look this way or that way, but that's what that's what everybody's gonna expect from me. That's what the publicists are gonna want, that's what the managers and all these venues are going to want. And really what her guides were saying was like, no, when you follow the thing you're meant to be doing, you actually get to do it the way that you are meant to do it, which is your soul's blueprint. That's what I was talking about with like what you're meant to do and how you are meant to do it. And so sometimes the resistance is like, oh, it's gonna have to look this very certain way. And that can feel, that can feel overwhelming, right? Um, there's a lot of people who are super resistant, resistant to parts of business, like selling themselves or marketing themselves. And while to some extent, we do have to put ourselves out there and our creations into the world, like you have a very specific soul aligned strategy for how you are meant to do it. And so if you're resistant to that, it's probably because you're being asked to do it in a way that doesn't align with your soul's blueprint. So her guides were bringing through like you get to map out what this looks like, you decide what it looks like. And if you want to put your gift out into the world and you want it to look very differently in a way that's sustainable for you, that's what it gets to be. And you get to be divinely rewarded for that. So that can be where some of the resistance comes from, right? Um, the other thing is you have to let it evolve. Your purpose will change time and time again, right? As you evolve into wholeness. So when I first started sharing on TikTok two years ago, I was just sharing my spiritual gifts. I had not fully connected to the visibility aspect because I was still overcoming my own fear of visibility. So, like the thought of helping someone else with their visibility would be insane, right? Um, I couldn't have, I couldn't have taught that. I wasn't embodying it. And so I was sharing my spiritual gifts. The next part of that, I learned how to tell my story. And then I started being able to help people tell their stories, right? And so then I was moving slowly through redoing the whole personal branding journey in a way that is soul aligned and not from like curated perceptions in the way that the PR industry does it. And so as I did that, my purpose evolved. It wasn't until, I don't know, maybe a year, year and a half into the journey that I had full clarity on like, it was a little over a year, actually. It was July of 2025, that I had full clarity of like, this is the thing and this is how I do it. And that's when the quantum aspect dropped in. That's when I fully embodied the visibility aspect. Um, and that's how it evolved. It takes time, and I'm sure even as I record this today, the more I return to my own wholeness and this soul evolution, the more this is going to evolve, right? So let it evolve. Um, a couple of things that come up. A lot of people feel like their purpose is unstable. And so they have a hard time leaving corporate. Like, how am I gonna leave this and make money over here? And the guides always come through with you will always be divinely supported, and your beliefs are going to dictate the process. If you believe your purpose is hard, if you believe um starting your own business is going to be unstable, if you believe corporate is more stable, that will actually be your experience. Are you okay, buddy? Sorry, my dog. Um, and so they're always saying you are divinely supported, but your beliefs dictate the experience and they can't override your beliefs. So when I'm working with a client, if they're like, you know, should I quit my job? I will always ask them, Do you believe your business can be successful in 30 days? And if they say no, then you need to work on your beliefs first before you just quit that job. You don't need to be on a struggle path. We just need to work on your beliefs until you're in a place where you truly not only believe, but you know that your purpose is so divinely supported, that your mission is so divinely supported, that the more you return to your wholeness and you follow that path, the more you're sharing the thing that you are meant to share, the more abundant and divinely supported you will be. So you have to remember that it is always supported, but your beliefs allow or repel that support, right? So, you know, there's all these stories and we've collected a lot of experiences that tell us we are not divinely supported. But even if I look back on like mine right now, every single time I was fired or I failed at something or something didn't work out, or I put a lot in and it just, you know, totally tanked. That was divinely supported because I wasn't on the right path. So if that thing had taken off, I would have been on a path I'm not here to be on. So everything was divinely supported. But I did have to start collecting new experiences within my purpose and within my mission to actually feel like, oh, look at what this is, look at the magic that is happening. And that was something I experienced when I posted that very first TikTok. And then immediately money flowed into me and I could pay my rent magically, right? Um, and so as I did that, more and more of those experiences came on, and then it became like this is inevitable. Like we have so much support. But again, your beliefs and your thoughts are the things that either allow divine support or do not. Okay. Um let's see. Okay, your purpose. I think I kind of already touched on this, but the last thing the guides wanted to bring through is like your purpose, your mission is not all sunshine and rainbows, right? It is walking the path to your wholeness and your soul's liberation. And so it's going to require you to look at the things that need to be looked at. If you have people in your life who are not supportive, if you have people in your life who are not right for you on this journey, if you are accepting things that aren't right for you, um, if you are not treating your physical vessel the right way, if you are not living in integrity with what your soul wants, all of those things have to be looked at. And so that is where it's really important to continue doing the um inner work, not just from a perspective of shadow work, but doing it from a perspective of shadow into identity transformation, right? And that's really important. I have so many clients who come to me and they are like stuck in a healing loop, a manifestation loop where they're doing all the things, but they never break through. You're missing the identity transformation piece. That's that's like the main thing that is always missing. But if you follow that journey and you stay there and you do that in our work to continue liberating yourself, that is where the abundance that is your birthright is so accessible because it's all right here in the quantum field. Like all of this already exists. We just cannot reach out and grab it because of our beliefs, our thoughts, our wounds, our trauma, our behaviors, our patterns. It's all like it's not there. It's not in alignment. That frequency can't reach what's in the quantum field to collapse it into our reality. I'm like thinking about Jane with the circle right now. So it's like you have to be able to allow yourself to walk that journey in integrity with the soul. And each time you do that inner work with the identity transformation. So you really dive into like, why am I carrying so much shame? As you do that and you start to shift your identity into someone who does not have shame, your true soul's essence. Um, that is where the frequency starts to clean. And then the broadcast is clearer to the signal that you are actually sending out that you are meant to align with. And that's when clients and opportunities and things can drop into your field. It's not saying you have to be like fully healed and perfect. You just can't have those like heavier frequencies being the dominant frequency because what's going on inside the internal world is creating the external reality, as within, so without. So when you're walking that soul's journey, when you're walking in your purpose or your mission, you're gonna be asked to look at whatever needs to get healed within you. And it's not a punishment, it is liberation. Um, because if you don't do that, the path can get really confusing. I work with a lot of creators who have really big followings, like millions, and they're afraid to be seen and they're totally out of integrity. And they didn't do this on purpose. It's just that they didn't work through that wounding as they were creating their following. And so, A, they can't stabilize their abundance. I've worked with multiple creators with over a million followers, and they have a very difficult time making ends meet month to month. I work with creators who have felt like they can't leave the house because who they are in true life, real life, physical reality is different from who they are online. I work with people who like built a following on one thing, but what they really want to talk about and share with the world is totally different, and they feel like they can't make that transition. And so when you don't do that inner work, you're going to find yourself in a more difficult path. And that's why if you compare it, it's not saying it's going to be the sunshine and rainbows. It's saying that you will have everything you need to walk the path so you can do the thing you're meant to be doing and liberating your soul at the same time. Because as you do that, that is where you reach the abundance that is your birthright. And that's not just money, that's opportunity, that's fulfillment and freedom. All the things that you want to experience because the things that you want are only placed upon your heart because you are meant to have them. So that is all of the things that I wanted to dive into on your purpose because I wanted to give you those tactical, tangible pieces to connect more deeper to it. So look at your Chiron, connect to the thing that lights you up the most. Like make a list of like five to 10 things that absolutely light you up, and then make a list of the recurring patterns and experiences that are happening, both positive and negative. Whenever I do this work with a client and I bring their astrology into it and we create this blueprint, it's a game changer. And I can't tell you how many clients start crying because they're like, oh my God, this is a confirmation. I've I've always known this about myself and I always felt like it was wrong, right? So for me, for example, I'll tell you like, um, understanding that communication was my biggest wound, but also the thing I'm here to do, game changer gave me so much clarity in the path and navigating it. Understanding that I am here to create community and I'm here to bring groups together, changed the way I approached my business. Um all of these things shaped the way I am meant to show up. I'm not somebody who's gonna show up every day. That's just not part of my soul's blueprint. Some people have that where it's like um that level of creation inspires and fills their cup. For me, I will take weeks off at a time. I come back with something I've mastered and I teach it. Um, for me, it can look like um being when I discovered the whiteboard. So I discovered the whiteboard in July of 2025. I actually had the whiteboard for many months before that. I just didn't really know how to use it. I kept staring at it and being like, how am I gonna use this to communicate the thing I'm doing? And so um that came in like about a year later. But when I really leaned into the archetype of the teacher and explaining the process and understanding that the people who resonate with me and my unique frequency want the details, they don't want light and fluff, like they want that depth in that process. That changed the game about the way I made content. And then it, you know, my following expanded, my business expanded. All of this came from like soul blueprint. And so if you are trying to navigate this, get into like your astrology, start with your Chiron. Um, you know, there's so many ways to access this information. I break all of this down inside the Ascension Lab. If that is something you're interested in, it will be in the description box below. That is um my monthly visibility membership. It's where I take you through the whole process of shifting your identity, creating the personal brand, learning how to make social media content, rewiring your money beliefs, the whole thing. That's available to you. But if you are watching this and you feel stuck right now and you don't have resources, the first thing I would do is dive into your astrology, figure out what lights you up, figure out the recurring themes and patterns, positive and negative, and then start to think about the thing that you would create. If money didn't exist, if nothing you wanted was wrong, if everything you wanted was meant to happen, what would you do? Like if you, if you'd never had to worry about money again, if you never had to worry about people judging you or making fun of you, if everybody would love what you would do, what would you do tomorrow? And that right there is going to start to put this picture together of what your purpose is. And if you are somebody who already feels connected to it and you're trying to navigate that path, hopefully that gave you some things today to help you navigate it. Um, but your purpose is to return to wholeness, it's to come back to who you truly are on a soul level. Your mission is the thing that you are meant to share and experience. And you have to remember that you are an alchemist. So every experience that you've had in this lifetime is a part of what you are sharing and creating in the world. And that at the end of the day, you are a creator and not just a manifester. You are a creator and a channel for the divine to work through you. And when you truly, fully step into that path, know that you will be divinely supported.