My Ayahuasca path continues and it only reveals itself to be harder and harder with each ceremony and each Shamanic Plant Dieta. In this podcast I discuss the 3 journeys I had last weekend, which were all completed in less than 48 hours. It was an extremely intense weekend & the second ceremony I was thrusted into a void of meaninglessness, haunting loneliness and ultimately denigrated into a pool of nothingness. It was truly the dark night of the soul experience, a deep excavation of shadow parts within me and magnificent truths of the universe. During this podcast riff on realizations that came up as I am integrating this week of the universe and of myself. What is meaninglessness? What is meaning? What's the point of it all? What about the transcendence of meaning, is that possible? I try to answer these questions and more. Thank you for following my path! Much Love, Colleen