I have always struggled to fit in. I never really had a place that felt like I belonged. I found myself conforming just so that I wouldn't feel so different but the truth is I always felt a little different. I would endlessly listen to people talk and I would never speak up or question what they were saying. I don't know why I cared so much about what people thought of me but I did. I thought it meant something if they didn't agree with me or they thought my perspectives were crazy. For some reason this made me uncomfortable. But then I started to speak up I started to question out loud what people were saying and it made people really uneasy and I didn't understand why but most importantly I stopped caring about their discomfort. Not out of hatred or anything like that it's just why should I walk on eggshells for people that I don't even know. At the end of the day the people that matter will be there even if they disagree with you. The people in my life accept me for who I am and that person is different and that's OK. My perspectives of the world are just that a perspective. It doesn't make it right and it doesn't make you wrong. I keep an open mind and I question the world around me simply out of curiosity and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I love a good conspiracy theory I love to hear people argue on whether the earth is round or if it's flat I love when people question who the queen really is and if Reptilians are real. My beliefs are mine and they are always subject to change. I am not here to tell you what to believe I am only here to share with you my perspective. As always thank you so much for being here.
xoxo
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