Proper Madness

98. The Ugly Parts of Growth No One Talks About

Sabi Dhillon Season 5

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Sometimes growth feels beautiful… and sometimes it feels like your shadow self is trying to hijack the wheel.
This week, I got humbled.. deeply ... and I bring you into the actual behind-the-scenes of what healing looks like when old wounds resurface out of nowhere.

In this episode, I shares:

  • How Mercury retrograde unearthed wounds she thought were long gone
  • The real reason ego flare-ups happen when you start becoming more visible
  • Why being “of service” can trigger trauma from childhood, addiction, and past relationships
  • The shadow traits that develop when you grow up invisible or unseen
  • How identity wounds create personas (attention-seeking, performance, power hunger)
  • What shame does to your nervous system
  • How to face the parts of yourself you’re scared to look at
  • Why validation hits old childhood buttons
  • How to reconnect to authentic service instead of people-pleasing
  • Why healing in layers is normal, not failure

my website if you want to work with me: www.mymyndspace.com