Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
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Weaver of My Web
Soul Lessons - Fear
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We have a habit of sabotaging ourselves and then building paralyzing blockades to growth that we politely call fears. Some of them are abstract. Some are absurd. Some are so normalized we stop questioning them. Take Mondays. Not the casual groan, but the full-blown anxiety spiral people get as Sunday night creeps in. There’s even a name for it: lunaediesophobia. Fear dressed up as routine.
Anything that triggers unresolved trauma or sustained misery becomes a fear factory. We don’t fear the day itself. We fear the sensations tied to it. The dread. The powerlessness. The reminder that we’ve tolerated something that drains us. So we panic in advance instead of addressing the source.
Here’s the part people don’t want to hear. You have control over every situation you choose not to control. You may not be able to change your coworkers. You may not be able to quit your job tomorrow. But you can change how you engage, how you respond, and how quickly you move toward something better. When you do that work, the fear fades. And you’ll realize how much energy you wasted panicking instead of repositioning.
Every challenge shows up to redirect you. Not punish you. Fear is a signal, not a sentence. But you have to choose a perspective that supports growth instead of feeding despair. That choice is where most people fail.
I talk about faith because this is where hypocrisy really shines. Too many people claim they’re deeply faithful while being terrified of everything. If you truly believe in Source, Creator, God—whatever name you use—then remember this: when it’s your time, it’s your time. That’s the one thing you cannot negotiate or outmaneuver. So why the hell are you shrinking your life around imaginary threats?
Fake faith sounds like this: “I trust God, but…” The moment you add the but, you’ve told the truth. You don’t trust. You hedge. You bargain. You stall. Then you have the audacity to pray and ask why nothing’s working while offering counterfeit love and conditional belief. You’re lying to God and you’re lying to yourself.
If you loved yourself unconditionally, fear wouldn’t run the show. Anxiety wouldn’t get to dictate your decisions. Fear exists to sharpen you, not cage you. It’s meant to push you forward, not decay you in place.
So stop pretending. Stop fake loving yourself. Stop fake believing. If everything keeps falling apart, this is why. Love Source the way you claim to. Love yourself the same way. Love others as much. Not just when it’s comfortable. Especially when it’s not.
Fear is an ouroboros. It feeds on itself. Until you break the loop.
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