Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Do Your Damn Job (Pt.1)
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Forgive my voice in this episode. It was a long day of calling people out and recording multiple episodes about the dumb shit humans insist on repeating. Exhaustion does not dull truth. It strips the politeness off it.
Second Timothy chapter two already explained what most people pretend not to hear. Resurrection is not a magic trick and it is not about a distant afterlife. It is symbolic of evolution. Jesus shed an old life and stepped fully into alignment with God, which is not outside of you. It is within you. The I AM. Straight like that.
He was mocked, ridiculed, and punished because people hate what they cannot control. And still he stayed in his light. Translation for anyone still playing dumb: he did not water himself down to make insecure people comfortable. Resurrection means killing the zombie life most of you drag around every day and stepping into your actual assignment.
You are not here to drift. You are here to work. You do your job here so you can exist in your highest form when the work is finished. Your soul is tethered to something bigger that is constantly trying to guide you forward. The problem is not guidance. It is ego hijacking the wheel and driving you straight into distraction, resentment, and self sabotage.
Everyone has a job. So get your ass up. Stop hitting snooze. And go do it.
If you hate waking up, that's not random. Anxiety. Depression. A wrecked circadian rhythm. Or the slow rage of selling your life and soul to make someone else rich while you rot. Most people keep smashing snooze because they are avoiding a life they know is out of alignment.
Build a life you do not need to escape from. That is not a suggestion. That is the assignment.
Passion is not hidden. It's ignored. Your attention is trained on numbing bullshit instead of what actually calls you. You know every detail of your flaws and act blind to your strengths. Switch the focus and everything shifts fast. Stop being a trash magnet and then acting surprised when your life smells like it.
If suffering is your kink, keep at it. Some people are committed to pain because it's familiar. If you're not, then step out of comfort and become unfamiliar to yourself. Stop living for everyone else before you have built anything solid inside yourself.
Most people are walking through life half dead. Look at yourself like a stranger and ask who you are. If your answer is a role you play for someone else, start over. You are not your job. You are not your family title. You are not your usefulness. Purpose is often hiding in what you dismissed.
When you meet your real self, not the edited version, the endless suffering loses its grip. Love humanity enough to stop being afraid of who you are when you are no longer hiding. Love yourself more to want to be this person.
There is no fear in love. Fear torments. And torment is what happens when you refuse to become what you already are.
Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there! If you like the info you're receiving, share or donate so I can keep coming harder...and with better sound.
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