Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
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Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Blinders
This episode applies to everything people love to argue about while pretending it doesn’t affect them. Abortion rights. Bigotry. Love. Power. Control. All of it. The common thread is fear masquerading as conviction. When people beat the odds and live fully in a world fueled by hatred, they aren’t just surviving. They’re proof. Proof that you’re not alone. Proof that ascension out of antiquated thinking is possible. Proof that love can exist without permission from outdated systems and small minds. Soaring above the madness isn’t some lofty ideal. It’s required if humanity plans to evolve versus cannibalize itself.
The ugly truth is some people spend their lives trying to knock blocks out from under other people’s basic needs. Food. Shelter. Safety. Autonomy. The very foundation Maslow laid out as universal human requirements. All to satisfy their own bigotry and obsession with control. If you think you get to dictate how someone else lives, then pony up the coins, bitch. Because control comes with responsibility, and most of you don’t want that smoke.
People are just trying to live. Someone else’s existence isn't your threat. Someone else’s body, love, identity, or choices aren't part of your personal equation unless you’re directly helping them rise. Anything else is interference masquerading as morality. Ask yourself this honestly. Do you fear what you don’t understand? Just because you don’t believe something, haven’t experienced it, or refuse to learn about it doesn’t erase its reality or value, especially to someone else. And if your rejection comes from religion, ask deeper questions. Is it belief or fear hiding behind belief? Because this hatred never comes from love, no matter how many verses you quote.
Every belief system worth a damn teaches love. You can’t claim love while practicing exclusion. That math ain’t mathing. Hatred isn’t conviction. It’s cowardice. For the Christians who love a condemnation rodeo, ask yourself what would Jesus actually do? Would he deny people love? Strip rights? Kill people in droves because they didn’t look, love, or live the same way? If you’re honest, you already know.
Here’s the verse people skipping:
“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.” 1 John 4:18 KJV
Your blinders don’t protect you. They limit you. They stop other people from living freely and you from growing at all. It’s no one’s right to piss on someone else’s God-given path. Being judgmental, bigoted, or deliberately unhelpful toward people you don’t know does nothing but rot you from the inside. What others do has nothing to do with you. Your misery isn’t caused by their freedom. It’s caused by your refusal to examine your own inner desolation. No one’s stealing your privilege like this is a playground game. Everyone just wants to be treated like human beings.
Women already navigate a world thick with chauvinism. People of color live inside systems built on exclusion and erasure. And some of you still feel entitled to decide what happens to bodies and lives that aren’t yours. Unless you’re explicitly called to help someone rise and your actions elevate you too, leave peopl
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