Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
From Diamond Back to Coal
Doing whatever that brings you joy has to be real. It can’t be something unconducive to successfully ending this part of your soul's journey with completed tasks. It cannot be an addiction that is not a result of your passion. It must be something that genuinely brings your heart happiness and joy. You can’t reach your goals high, drunk, gluttonous (unhealthy relationship w/ food), greedy (money & power), and full of negativity.
When I say, “It’s all you have to do,” I am not degrading the value in the actual struggle it takes to shed old habits, people, and things. I know it’s hard to extract lifelong or situational pieces of us and toss them away like they never existed or had an impact on the person that we are in that moment. It's just past the time for humanity to heal and let go of all of their bullshit. Enough of the excuses, the cutesy ways of doing things so that we feel the least, and only dipping our toes in the sea of healing instead of full-on diving in. It's time to do real work, and stop bullshitting and fighting our ways through this existence. It's real and it's here, now! Just like your internal struggles. This lesson works like a vicious uroboros. We can’t become stronger in being able to let go of our attachments, which we shouldn’t have in the first place, if we do not have practice in letting go.
In this two part lesson of equal significance, we foster growth and invigorate our strength while learning the flow of letting go to receive; with the full after effect being our complete and pure happiness. Letting go allows us to shed weight that wears us down the longer we carry it. This process of letting go becomes effortlessly easy once we swallow the biggest rock...letting go of not letting go and making yourself subservient and vulnerable to the discomfort. Embrace the discomfort and feel the flow of lightness and joy follow in-kind.
Some of our discord is in the struggle to accept the change in living our lives without that person or thing. Beings with any level of emotional intelligence don't like loss. This lesson of letting go falls right onto the grief collision course some people find themselves on for longer than they internally need to be. Other soul-level discord comes from the simple existence of change itself. Change can be traumatic for some, especially with the hardest part of letting go. However, it is inevitable. Our souls are continuing their tasks, but their hosts' earthly, ego-fueled, material minds are in the way. We all have unlimited potential. We should always strive to reach that end. Don't be a mediocre lump.
If you’re happy being coal, then so be it. That just means your job here may be to be the best damn lump you can be. If you're not happy with being just another grumpy lump in the world, then let's work together to get you pass mediocrity and up to your highest potential. The world needs the highest you for humanity to be our highest us.
Repetition becomes habit. When I reiterate points, it is so that it is listened to, not just heard. Our minds tend to focus on the odd, so hearing something against what our brains perceive as a normal event pushes that thing front of mind. You always know that you always know.
Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, share or donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.
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