Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
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Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Do Your Damn Job (Conclusion)
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Repetition becomes habit. That is why this episode circles back instead of moving on. If you missed the point the first time, it is because fear keeps hijacking the wheel and you keep letting it.
Fear is not wisdom. It is a story you learned early and kept rehearsing. Not good enough. Not ready. Not worthy. Afraid to fail at being great so you settle for being small and call it realistic. You already know this is bullshit. Fear is a disease of the mind and the cure is remembering who the fuck you are.
If life puts something in front of you, it is for you. Period. Stop crying about what you do not have and start honoring what you do. Thank God for every inch you have already covered and every scar that proves you survived it. If you need to roll around naked in your blessings to remember your worth, do it. No one can take your value except you. By choice or by collapse.
Question your fears relentlessly. Where did they come from and who taught them to you. At the beginning of fear is almost always the end of some unresolved trauma. That does not make you weak. It makes you responsible for what you do next.
Here is where people expose themselves. If you know you owe yourself one hundred percent, why do you settle for ninety nine and pretend the last one percent is too much? You have been conditioned to worship mediocrity and call it humility. To accept scraps and say at least I have something. That conditioning is a lie and it has been sold for centuries.
You do not rise out of mediocrity by dabbling in your passion. You commit to it fully and let the energy do what it does. Accepting one hundred percent is not arrogance. It is alignment. You were not made broken or incomplete. No holes. No missing parts. The ego fucked that up and then blamed the world for it.
You can grow back into unconditional self respect and respect for others by being fully honest with yourself. Not curated. Not palatable. Honest.
And yes, this is why this had to be two episodes. I talked nonstop because you all keep needing to hear it. If more people acted from authenticity instead of fear, I would not have to deliver any messages like this. But here we are. Again.
Do your damn job, ffs. Humanity will thank you for your active participation in it.
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