Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Ancient Knowledge
This episode is not calm. It's not gentle. It's not speculative filler for spiritual hobbyists. It is a reminder that the planet is responding and it does not care about your denial.
This recording comes from 2021, while the Earth was already showing its teeth. Wildfires tearing through land like warnings ignored for too long. Earthquakes shaking regions that were never supposed to move. Volcanoes waking up from million and billion year silences. Storms multiplying. Tsunamis rewriting coastlines. Ocean and sea levels climbing while humanity argues over whether it is even happening.
I live on a peninsula. I watch water. I study patterns. I track what happens everywhere because coastlines are always the first to pay the bill when arrogance comes due. And let me be clear. The rising water levels are not theory. They are consequence.
The environment does not exist separately from us. It carries information. It absorbs behavior. It responds to energy. Humans are electronic beings whether they like that truth or not. We are constantly flooded with signals, narratives, emotions, fears, outrage, distractions. And most people never protect themselves from any of it. They just absorb, recycle, and leak poison back into the world.
Here is the part most people miss. Energy does not disappear. Returning it to sender does not neutralize it. Energy moves. It waits. It reactivates. Dormant forces do not stay asleep forever. They wake when conditions allow.
Ancient texts were not written for decoration. Leviathan. Behemoth. Ziz. These are not cartoon monsters. They represent forces as old as the void itself. As old as the universe. Powers that existed long before humanity erroneously decided it was the apex of intelligence.
You don't have to be religious to understand this. I'm not and all of it is very clear. But dismissing ancient knowledge because modern arrogance feels smarter is exactly how civilizations collapse. The Bible was never meant to be a weapon or a leash. It was a guide that has been edited, truncated, and weaponized beyond recognition. Even so, truths remain for those willing to read instead of worship.
We are in an age of change whether we agree to it or not. Evolution is not optional. Either we change how we think, how we act, and how we treat this planet, or the planet will correct the imbalance itself. Nature does not negotiate. It recalibrates.
Human greed. Human laziness. Human entitlement. These are not small flaws. They are extinction level behaviors. And no, this wouldn't be the first time a civilization destroyed its own world.
Ancient knowledge is not about fear. It's about memory. And memory exists so we stop repeating the same arrogant mistakes until there's nothing left to stand on or fight for.
If this episode makes you uncomfortable, good. That means you are still capable of listening. If it makes you defensive, that is the work knocking. The Earth is speaking. The question is whether you are intelligent enough to hear it.
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