Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Get Your Sh*t Together!
This episode is not gentle, and it is not meant to be. It’s tough because reality is tough, and coddling is exactly how people stay stuck. Caring doesn’t always sound kind. Sometimes it sounds like truth said at full volume.
If someone asks how you’re doing, stop lying. Stop hiding behind “I’m fine” while your life is actively on fire. Honesty is not oversharing. It’s the first step toward self-respect. And no, God is not here to live your life for you. If every hard moment were handled by some external force, you’d learn nothing. Faith was never meant to replace responsibility. It was meant to support a soul that’s actually willing to show up and do the work.
Grief is personal, but isolation inside grief is dangerous. When people reach out to pull you toward the light, they’re not trying to control you. They’re reminding you that you’re not alone and that disappearing into darkness isn’t healing, it’s avoidance. Free will still applies when you’re hurting. You get to choose whether you walk blindly into despair or accept a flashlight from someone who gives a damn.
From the moment you got here, you had a job. Not a career. A purpose. And somewhere along the way, religion, fear, and conditioning hijacked the process of learning who you actually are. We taught people how to behave, but never how to be a proper vessel for their own soul. So now we’ve got adults disconnected from themselves, confused about their path, and shocked that life feels empty.
Here’s the hard truth: you were given clues about who you are from the very beginning. You just learned to ignore them in favor of outside noise. That experiment failed. So now it’s time to start over. Strip the bullshit. Heal what you’ve been avoiding. Reconnect to your soul. Because the longer you wait, the harder life will hit you until you finally listen.
Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, share or donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.
Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb