Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Love & Hate
Love and hate aren’t opposites. They’re twins. Hate is love that got wounded, twisted, and left unattended. You don’t hate out of nowhere. You hate because something mattered. Someone mattered. And instead of processing the pain, you let it rot into rage.
You don’t get to understand love without understanding hate. Period. If you’ve never hated, you don’t love purely. You love naively. And naïveté is dangerous. Without contrast, humans justify anything. That’s how people start calling control “love,” obsession “passion,” and violence “justified.” Crimes of passion exist for a reason. Courts recognize it. Psychiatry studies it. Because when love gets violated deeply enough, it can flip into something feral.
Do I condone violence? No. Do I understand where it comes from? Absolutely. Hurt people don’t wake up evil. They wake up unhealed. Someone harms your child? You’d feel it instantly. That same emotional ignition exists in domestic situations, friendships, workplaces, everywhere love once lived. Not always. But often enough to matter.
Here’s the hard truth: balance is harmony. Too much hate and your life becomes poison. Too much ungrounded “love” and you become delusional, permissive, and unsafe — to yourself and others. These two emotions are the most powerful forces humans experience. Joy and sadness are side characters. Love and hate run the damn world.
Love always comes from itself. Hate almost always comes from love, but it can never be love. That’s the line. Love can hold darkness without becoming it. Hate can’t return the favor.
Most of you aren’t struggling with love or hate. You’re struggling with refusing to integrate both. You either suppress your anger and call it spirituality, or you drown in bitterness and call it truth. Neither is balance. Neither is evolution. Neither is justice.
This episode is about walking that razor-thin line without cutting yourself or everyone around you. Because harmony isn’t softness. It’s mastery.
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