Weaver of My Web
This podcast is a follow-up to my book, and I’m not here to hold hands or whisper affirmations. I’m here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind, whether you like the delivery or not.
Somewhere along the way, we lost the plot on what it means to be human. Not because we’re broken, but because we were trained to be distracted, sedated, and obedient to systems that benefit from our confusion. Most people don’t misunderstand life. They’ve been conditioned to misunderstand themselves. And then we either throw drugs at a drug problem, for example, or slap cute clinical names on the fallout: anxiety, depression, mood disorder. Let’s be honest. That’s not illness. That’s mental and spiritual discord from living out of alignment with who we actually are.
So yes, your life feels chaotic. Of course it does. Your inner world is a demolition site. As within, so without. You don’t have bad luck. You have unresolved wiring. This is the part where people love to say, “It just wasn’t my time.” Or, "God has something better for me." No. Miss me with allat. The Universe doesn’t do sloppy work and neither does your God if you truly believe in one. There is no imperfect timing. There is only alignment or avoidance. That “missed opportunity” wasn’t divine delay. It was you ignoring the memo because growth would’ve required discomfort, accountability, or letting go of the identity you’ve been milking for sympathy or out of fear, following your 'leaders', and spiritual laziness.
We need to stop hiding behind the excuse of “being human” when most people haven’t bothered to understand their humanity at all. You don’t get to opt out of the experience and still complain about the results. The pain you endured, especially the shit that started in childhood, wasn’t meant to shrink you into a lifelong coping mechanism oblivion. It was meant to wake you up, sharpen you, and drag you back to yourself. Trauma isn’t a life sentence. It’s a signal.
And no, healing doesn’t mean turning your flaws into a personality. It means accepting them without worshiping them. It means forgiving yourself and others without staying stuck in the wreckage. It means evolving. Period. Infinite Sustainability isn’t just my trademark. It’s learning how to stop destroying yourself on repeat. So, in plain language? Get your shit together. The world doesn’t need more wounded adults masquerading as victims. It needs you awake, accountable, and actually showing up for your own damn life. I’m passionate about humanity doing better, and you’ll hear that passion loud, unfiltered, and sometimes unhinged. I record when the message hits, not when it’s convenient or polished enough for algorithms. I don’t follow scripts. I don’t obey tone police. I ramble, I speed-talk, and I cut straight through the bullshit because truth doesn’t need a soft launch. It needs to be said and exist in raw form. If that makes you uncomfortable, good. Discomfort is where growth lives. This podcast will cover the human experience, the mind, the soul, and why most people are stuck since they refuse to look at themselves without deflecting, numbing, or blaming everyone else. Truth feels scarce because people are terrified of self-examination. I’m not.
No rules. No spiritual dress-up. No pandering. Real shit only. Authenticity. Brilliance. Love...the kind that doesn’t lie to you. If profanity offends you, there’s the door. If honesty excites you, welcome home. You’ll be enlightened, entertained, and occasionally called out. You’ll survive but your life-draining, emotional-vampire habits won't.
If you enjoy the episodes, share the podcast. Support the work. And yes...go buy my damn book already. No need to be late to your own awakening. We're already the least evolved species in the Universe. I apologize for nothing and only change my underwear.
Happy listening.
Weaver of My Web
Love & Hate: Duality Equals Balance & Harmony
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Love and hate aren’t opposites. They’re relatives.
Hate doesn’t come out of nowhere. It’s born where love once lived and got wounded. When you understand that, you stop reacting like a cornered animal and start responding with discernment. Every action comes from one of two places: love or pain. And humans, through free will, choose which one they act from.
Here’s the uncomfortable part. When someone knows their actions will hurt you and does it anyway, that’s not confusion. That’s a choice. Ego steps in, empathy steps out, and free will gets weaponized. Stop excusing behavior people consciously chose. Understanding someone’s pain does not require tolerating their damage.
Balance is not optional. It’s Universal law.
Nothing in this universe thrives without harmony. And harmony cannot exist where imbalance rules. A life saturated in hate becomes heavy, hostile, and exhausting. A life rooted in love becomes lighter, clearer, and more expansive. What you carry determines what you see. If you walk through life expecting hostility, you will meet it everywhere. If you choose love without delusion, you create room for peace without becoming blind.
This episode isn’t about toxic positivity or spiritual bypassing. It’s about deciding how much weight you’re willing to drag through your days. Some of you are worn out because you’ve been hauling hatred, resentment, and old pain for decades. At some point, you either set it down or let it cripple you.
Love doesn’t make you weak. Hate doesn’t make you strong. Balance makes you free. The thing about free will and our choices is that we proactively choose to stay imprisoned by pain or fly high in love. So, whodathunkit that your shit life is that way because you're actively cheerleading your losses.
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