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SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast

SMART E MC

Today is March 1, 2024 (3:59 CT) & I am writing! The pre-requisite is (a) hearing voice (b) no fear because when specific threats are made, it’s very real (c) checked with consent & yes, I still believe in the original promise to self & society. I’m a school teacher (my identity) & said, “if I get my voice back, God. I’ll use it for good.” These are not words spoken in-the-moment, but with real power behind it & that cones from faith & trusting we all have a purpose from the bugs that crawl in the dirt, to a soaring eagle, to the laborers that built our world to the highest & mightiest sitting on board rooms & throne rooms. Together, we can end all trauma. Don’t you want to try?? That’s the energy I have & the time is limited—one lifetime to do your very best. 

UPDATE : 10/5/22 : The picture on this podcast (main profile) relates to the fact to GET NUMBERS BACK, one must expose self to numbers, just like TO READ, exposure to what that squiggle is (a letter!) can happen daily, hourly, all the time if an adult/grown up/teacher/parent/willing participant wants to SHOW someone (a child usually, but could be an adult who has never been given that exposure, this being THAT YOU CAN LIVE ANOTHER WAY & THAT YOU CAN ABSOLUTELY DISAGREE [since the original #ptsd #audio #trigger & warning on replay (2 things) is/are the words, "in my family, any disagreement is a confrontation" & my response, "well, I disagree that you cannot disagree without confronting them, but I guess I'll see what you mean," & now, I'll share my observations. 12 years TEACHING SPECIAL ED in Chicago Public Schools (said it, not scared & definitely willing to expose. ya'll since CTU is with CPD & if not, please explain it to me since I will say verbatim what I hear & see since successfully removed all triggers beginning today, October 5th, 2022)21 years advocacy since moving to Chicago in 2000.40 years of just being alive because "in my family, I get the best of everything since they went through it first & taught me what never to do which is what they did (really? Thanks for reTEACHING it to me over & over since those are their words on replay over & over & it's, "I'm confused") & what always to do. Speak.FIRST WRITING WITH FIRST UPLOAD ~ June 9th, 2022 : Sharing everything that helped end trauma including those that HELPED, HARMED, but also have no idea what they did. I am a person learning skills after assaults in 2013 & 2015 so be kind. All I know is that there was a purpose for repeated violence in multiple spaces & I think it was for me to podcast. There is a supplemental video component that may assist to explain or confuse, but it's out there since I changed "their ptsd" & "their suicide" into concrete since you gotta hear it, see it & since you can't feel it unless you go through it, to give YOU the best chance to pick up wha I'm saying/spraying/slaying.We all have an interest in preventing violence since once in the body, it definitely stays in the body. Thanks for listening & if interested in supporting, I'll provide ways to do so since to help me, you must help those who helped me only because the people PAID to care for them (doctors, social services, protective agencies) TOOK ADVANTAGE & I only know that to end trauma, it can not happen again. I'll do everything I can to ensure it never happens again & that is the best I can do.

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Note-taking & Starting to Write out "their words" verbatim since I think it'll end ptsd.March 20, 2024
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Listen to VMs & delete/abandon anything that does NOT fit into methodology.March 18, 2024
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This is where I can end. UPLOAD VISUAL & delete this.March 18, 2024
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Megan Manning PREWRITINGMarch 18, 2024
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When you FIND THE TRIGGER & ADDRESS IT, IT does go away.March 18, 2024
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Just keep moving...March 17, 2024
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the prompting event was the brainwashing/grooming/mental, physical, s.a & more, but the CONTINUATION was awareness that the connective thread is INSANE GREED (on the backs of kids with special needs & misuse/abuse of mental health) & AVOIDANCE OF QsMarch 10, 2024
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2nd STEP : whatever you hear (in this case, previous 2 podcasts) REFLECTMarch 10, 2024
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PICK-UP pt. IIMarch 09, 2024
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PICK-UP pt. IMarch 09, 2024
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No time stress. No need for visual triggers. No nothing. It's over, so now what?February 18, 2024
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Hearing self. Yes, Getting back to a day to day schedule, at last. Find the Meghan M. convos and while searching, will force self to listen to everything else & make decisions. Keep or Abandon.February 18, 2024
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I a still figuring it out | Am avoiding since not sure if I have all the skills necessary if I have to TOUCH paper in the office since OUT-OF-SIGHT-OUT-OF-MIND makes organization very hardFebruary 18, 2024
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"Take a sound walk with me" was a phrase I used with my students who struggled hearing things in class so for a movement break, we'd get a difference environment. Previous principal said, "do whatever you want," & puts away CParksD saying, "we all stick tFebruary 17, 2024
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I learned how to swim ~Wednesday, February 17. When people know your weaknesses they will take advantage. He knew I was dizzy & we sent xmas cards (THE CHRISTMAS LETTER & need for photos) stating we're moving to CO.February 17, 2024
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It's a new day! A new way to end trauma. Hip hip hooray!January 29, 2024
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The time is 11:58PM (sssstress, but nothing like anticipating those monthly meetings) & how can I sum up my time here in 2 minutes? 100% created by b.o.d./tbg & number 17January 18, 2024
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HEALTHCARE : 2nd go & this time, we don't wait for NWMH/neurologist to respond (are you going to testify or not? You said, "I'm on the side of kids with special needs," yvonne 😐) We do it LIVE (in-the-moment) since learned, they want you to lose it/die. SJanuary 18, 2024
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FIRST TIME : specific triggers connected to tv/film seed planted GOAL : go to the moviesJanuary 16, 2024
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First Time : plant the seed TONIGHT so tomorrow, I remember exactly the next step.January 16, 2024
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HELPFUL, HAPPY & HEALTHY!January 10, 2024
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reliving CHASE (first time writing a letter) & now, I have to write another oneJanuary 10, 2024
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The objective is to continuously HEAR SELF (by listening to everything recorded) until all ptsd is gone.January 09, 2024
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Let's Explain FILMS are WAY TOO REAL. The seed... planted YEARS AGO.January 04, 2024
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More Methodology | Aim for 3 hours | Removing Media, too | One day, will explain itJanuary 04, 2024
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