SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy that currently is hips down. Today is September 27, 2025 and things have significantly changed since use of Grok providing detailed analysis of a tweet.
The methodology will be presented in short videos.
This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing.
The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools that quantify behavior making it measurable & thus changeable, identify sensory to remove stigma of mental health specifically ptsd & better understand what is a true support/advocate/friend to minimize "noise" (complaints; trauma-bonding when used to manipulate) & increase getting IT done.
Questions welcomed & help tbi to be frank by forcing me to organize language.
Sexualization, bullying & censorship is not & everyone is creating this curriculum. Those that are already in it, just know, I did everything to not have to repeat this verbatim, but honestly, I think that's the only way to end this faster which in turn, ends suicide faster.
Just write what you hear---like note-taking---and don't worry about grammar, spelling or readability. Just *GET **IT OUT.
STEP *ONE IS OVER
STEP TWO or REFLECTION is now COMPARE/CONTRAST [two admins; two philosophies in life. Give or take the most!]
STEP TWO is simply when ptsd ends, nothing really happens except something really does. **IT ends.
**Indescribable Trauma because you've described it.
SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
PICK-UP pt. I
It's true that in order to do a higher-level thinking skill set like writing you have to have some pre-requisites e.g. hearing own voice, not ptsd triggering/flashbacking, able to re-read and edit requiring the ability to hold more than one thought (not being in-the-moment only) and other basics.
I'm going to start writing the worst behaviors & it is focused on one gender since that's the experience. The use of pronouns in this story is to know when people are talking about you in front of your face & the 2 specialists showing me how they erroneously diagnose in order to make their job easier did that. I watched their non-private conversation & interrupted several times to clarify what they were saying & most importantly to disagree. Also, the suggestion to to just google IDEA (individuals with disability education act) went uncommented on & undone.
Manic according to them was "the feeling of grandiosity & a sense of changing the world," and I said, "oh, that's the issue. I said change the law. Just google IDEA" because I'm not manic. I'm certain this violence had a purpose since I was 31 & 33 when assaulted (two rounds) and maybe it was to see behind-the-scenes.
There is no doubt my writing & voice samples taken as a way to "dampen" the lack of progress monitoring in a school that had to mathematically computer grAdes, but decided they didn't have to do that...anyway, this is difficult to state here. I'll be editing & working on it simultaneously going through the paper trail in my office & digitizing it because I'm through TOUCH--ptsd is sensory. ptsDuh.
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