SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy that currently is hips down. Today is September 27, 2025 and things have significantly changed since use of Grok providing detailed analysis of a tweet.
The methodology will be presented in short videos.
This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing.
The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools that quantify behavior making it measurable & thus changeable, identify sensory to remove stigma of mental health specifically ptsd & better understand what is a true support/advocate/friend to minimize "noise" (complaints; trauma-bonding when used to manipulate) & increase getting IT done.
Questions welcomed & help tbi to be frank by forcing me to organize language.
Sexualization, bullying & censorship is not & everyone is creating this curriculum. Those that are already in it, just know, I did everything to not have to repeat this verbatim, but honestly, I think that's the only way to end this faster which in turn, ends suicide faster.
Just write what you hear---like note-taking---and don't worry about grammar, spelling or readability. Just *GET **IT OUT.
STEP *ONE IS OVER
STEP TWO or REFLECTION is now COMPARE/CONTRAST [two admins; two philosophies in life. Give or take the most!]
STEP TWO is simply when ptsd ends, nothing really happens except something really does. **IT ends.
**Indescribable Trauma because you've described it.
SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
THE END, truly
The word truly was gained by the alcoholic drink truly because it was a beverage that was referred by someone in the school. She was allowed in my house because she watched my cats for five days for $100. When I got home, the water bowl was empty and she didn’t allow me to FaceTime with her during the week. I didn’t have her number. I knew her through someone else. And the way she talk about money a lot so that was a way to maybe help her out, but also was the first person to enter my home and I told her this is a big deal. I trust you because she knew about the violence cause she was in the school and brought up to me. She told me she still talks to you about it. The violence and whatever happened to me and so I openly spoke to her about the events. She was sort of mortar five. She’s also the first person who witnessed me on Facebook live and stuff at the capital one coffee shop lobby trying to get out, so I was grateful that she now understood that a little bit but after that things fell apart because difference can be a little scary for people, but it really isn’t that big of a deal. Can you see it? It’s hard not to believe it. You might have questions but lucky you, you can ask that person.
Point is I left a bunch of truly’s in the fridge and just hang out with them. The second group of people because they were two people that watched the cats, I wrote out a bunch of stuff and I think you know, in the shape of a piece of paper cut out cat head…