Healing Generational Trauma + Resiliency with Rebeccah Silence (part 1)

This episode focuses on the profound journey of resilience and healing, led by Rebeccah Silence, who shares her insights on breaking generational trauma cycles. Through heartfelt stories and practical advice, Rebeccah empowers listeners to recognize their struggles and embrace their inner strength.

• Understanding trauma as heartbreak
• The importance of recognizing and processing emotions
• Exploring the concept of high-functioning unhappiness
• The power of community and support in healing
• Differentiating between generational curse breaking and healing
• Rebecca's roadmap to healing through her book "Coming Back to Life"
• Reclaiming personal power and inspiring transformation
• Encouraging listeners to embark on their healing journeys

About Rebeccah:
Rebeccah Silence is not just changing lives; she's redefining family happiness for audiences around the world. She is the world's leading coach for emotional healing and relationships. She is the author of Coming Back to Life, host of The Healing IS Possible Experience and the Tougher Together Breakthrough Podcast, and the creator of The Emotional Survival Kit Course. Rebeccah teaches us how to become our own healer, how to love and trust ourselves, and how to be our best for others.
 
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Transcript

Speaker 1 0:06

All of us reach a point in time where we are depleted and need to somehow find a way to reignite the fire within. But how do we spark that flame? Welcome to Reignite Resilience, where we will venture into the heart of the human spirit. Resilience where we will venture into the heart of the human spirit. We'll discuss the art of reigniting our passion and strategies to stoke our enthusiasm. And now here are your hosts, natalie Davis and Pamela Cass.

Speaker 2 0:42

Welcome back to another episode of reignite resilience Resilience. I am your co-host, natalie Davis, and I am so excited to be back with you all today, and joining me, of course, is Pam Kass. Pam, how are you today?

Speaker 3 0:53

I am fabulous. I'm just giggling to myself because we were just complaining about daylight savings time and how the light is just not perfect this time of year when we're trying to do these videos.

Speaker 2 1:05

Exactly. It is not working in our favor. And I mean it's just like another reason, quote unquote, for us to actually have like a studio space. I mean, that's just it 2025.

Speaker 3 1:17

Well, that's like on our, that's on our plan. We'll get exactly.

Speaker 2 1:21

Nature is on our side. For that we're going to knock that one out.

Speaker 2 1:31

Nature has spoken, the universe has spoken to us. Exactly. Yeah, recording in the summer is fine the sun is usually up and bright and beautiful, and as we get into winter and the time of day that we do these recordings typically typically pam and I have already put in a full day's worth of work, like you know, our jobby jobs, as I like to call it and then we do our podcast, which is our passion project, after that. So the sun is on its way down. Pam and I although are not so we are here to pray.

Speaker 3 1:54

We're not. We're just getting started. And what the best way to end our day our work day is on a positive fills me with energy and gets me going through the evening, so I love it.

Speaker 2 2:05

Exactly, exactly, and our guest today is also feeling our pain because they're also in Colorado.

Speaker 4 2:12

So that's nice. Yeah, we're neighbors, we didn't even know it.

Speaker 2 2:17

So, pam, why don't you tell our listeners who's joining us today and we can dive right in?

Speaker 3 2:22

Absolutely Well. We are so honored to have with us today Rebecca Silence. She is not just changing lives, she's redefining family happiness for audiences around the world. She is the world's leading coach for emotional healing and relationships. She is the author of Coming Back to Life, host of the Healing Is Possible Experience and the Tougher Together Breakthrough Podcast, and the creator of the Emotional Survival Kit Course. Rebecca teaches us how to become our own healer, how to love and trust ourselves and how to be our best for others. I absolutely love this Such an incredible topic and cannot wait to dig into this. So welcome, rebecca. Thank you so much for being here and I'm going to hand it to you and share your story with us.

Speaker 4 3:16

Well, it's a wild one, so buckle up.

Speaker 4 3:18

Thank you for having me and you know, I've been told my name is Rebecca Silence, the name is resilience. So it was super fun to be invited to this show, and resilient is never a word I identified as, until it was undeniable, that if I had nothing else, I had resilience. And I want us all to remember that if you have nothing else, you have resilience. And I want us all to remember that if you have nothing else, you have resilience. Whether you're tapping it, whether you believe it, whether you know how to turn the volume all the way up on it. It's freaking there and it's not going anywhere, just like the light in us that no daylight savings time can take away. Right, you know, and my story is one of a journey to becoming a generational trauma healing master, because of where I've come from and what I've survived and what I think is most important, my story is not unique. We all have trauma and I define trauma as heartbreak, right? So no one's immune and almost nobody officially heals it. What we learn how to do is managing, cope. What we learn how to do is love in spite of and lead in spite of and live in spite of with that resilience, but we don't know how to clear it. So at a very young age I decided why are we not behaving better? Why are we not caring about the impact we're having on others? And I'm talking like four years old.

Speaker 4 4:47

I had an understanding. Growing up in a domestic violence home, growing up in a home riddled with addiction and every form of abuse, it just didn't make sense to me that people weren't choosing better and differently, and often the generational trauma healer in the family thinks something's wrong with them because nobody else seems to see the possibility that is so clear. So for a long time I had this vision of what love could be and what love should be, and I was really confused and I was really invisible and I was really shut down to the point where later I had already tried to master human behavior and learned a lot. I had a master's in counseling. I had a 4.0 GPA. I was going to do it differently. I worked at the state psych hospital in Denver, fort Logan Mental Health Institute 300-acre facility. I was going to figure it out and when I was working at the hospital I thought these people aren't crazy. They don't know how to manage their emotions. Didn't matter all this understanding I had.

Speaker 4 5:46

I married a guy with the last name, silence, and the marriage became domestic violence and I had a two-year-old that without her I don't know if I would have ever left or become Rebecca Silence. So the worthiness wounds that I had, that I must not be seeing what I'm seeing, I must be doing it wrong. I must need to be better, different, more for your bad behavior to change. Part of me got stopped in its tracks when I had a kid in a similar environment to how I grew up. So what I like to say is understanding trauma is not enough to break the cycle. It took me in a domestic violence marriage with a kid leaving, going bankrupt, foreclosing on the house, having to surrender my vehicle, pay my last $800 to the school secretary, the job I was working at as a school counselor we named the van Rose, the Unicorn. It had no heat. I had to figure it out and I did.

Speaker 4 6:42

But I think what's more important than all of this trauma I've overcome and actually healed and broken cycles around is the life I have now is the testimony that healing is possible. My second marriage is my dream come true. I tell people and I coach people every day. Have a magically delicious love story, have a magically delicious experience of family and we've been through it. I beat cancer during this marriage. We had another baby. He went bankrupt. He's changed jobs. Like we've had all kinds of different things. He had a child. He gave up for adoption in his early twenties. That found us the first week of quarantine and is now fully meshed into our world. Like when I'm talking about trauma healing, I want you to get how freaking good it can get. So that's my long answer of the Reader's Digest version of my story.

Speaker 3 7:34

So you were able to break that generational trauma that you had seen in your life 100%, 100, freaking percent, 100%.

Speaker 4 7:45

And I help people every single day do the same thing. I coach the generational healer and it's not easy to work with me because we have to get into what's the cycle pattern, trigger, wound, hurt, whatever flavor name you want to give it, what age did it start at, what was the event, what emotions got stuck? And it feels like you're dying. When you heal through survival, nobody's going to tell you that, but it literally feels like you're dying. You're not, you're letting go of who you're not, and now you can be reborn. So, yes, I have broken the cycle. That does not mean I'm a relationship expert, because everybody treats me how I want shows up, perfectly, it's. I know how to not ever lose me again and I stay me and you get to do you boo, but I'm going to stay me and I'm consistent AF.

Speaker 2 8:39

Yeah love that. So you mentioned like being able to recognize it and being able to work through it are two different things because even in your own personal journey, you recognize the trauma at age four, which I think that's such a heightened level of emotional intelligence to see what's going on without getting into all the specifics. Then fast forward to being married, having a child and realizing this is not. We're not going to continue this cycle, and that's is that when you made the choice that the work needed to begin, yeah, you know it was wild.

Speaker 4 9:13

Women are so amazing and I've also got the Unsilent Woman movement so you can check out at the Unsilent Woman on Instagram, theunsilentwomancom. But what happened was I thought I had everybody fooled. I thought I was a really good actress. I had nobody fooled. So I'll never forget Like I have goosebumps on my scalp right now. You know it's good when there's goosebumps on your scalp Sitting down with my book club and telling them I'm in trouble and I need help. And none of them were surprised. Yeah, and I almost fell out of the chair and within a week these women and 40 other people like they brought their spouses. We had 40 people show up at my house to move my kid and I and my dog and within four hours I was in a new apartment. Window treatments were hung, there were new tires on my car, that place was unpacked and put together and we were in our own safe environment. Wow, the power of community.

Speaker 4 10:14

The power of being honest. Yes, right, like, first with yourself, then with other people. And what you're saying, natalie, is true you can recognize the trauma, then with other people. And what you're saying, natalie, is true, like it's you can recognize the trauma, then you can understand it. But neither are enough to break the cycle or the pattern. And I am the coach. That is a lot of fun.

Speaker 4 10:33

Like I deal with the heaviest, hardest cases that nobody thinks can heal. I'm like you haven't tried me yet, then, and we lighten it up and my definition of healing is freedom. So you have to recognize something's got to change and we don't wake up one day and know who we are. I'm sorry, it's not true. We wake up one day and know something isn't right. I'm in survival, right. So the recognizing is so important. Then the understanding it's crucial, because how do I break a pattern or be intentional and I don't understand where I was coming from, what happened, why it happened and what I want to be different? But the healing I define healing as freedom. That's the part most people aren't trained to actually facilitate someone through, in a way where the cycle is bye bitch, yeah, yeah.

Breaking Free From High Functioning Unhappiness

Speaker 2 12:23

Oh my gosh, that's huge. And I think, one thing that stands out to me, rebecca, as you talk about this and being a generational healer, I love the power that comes with that, with saying that you're a generational healer, because oftentimes the term that we hear is that someone is charged with being the generational curse breaker, right, and so tell me your thought on that. The same different, same mission, same purpose. What are your thoughts on that? Here's the deal.

Speaker 4 12:50

I wrote Coming Back to Life. It is literally a roadmap. So if you are listening to Pam and Natalie and I today and you are like, okay, this sounds great in theory, but Rebecca must be an anomaly, or I don't know if I have it in me to like, deal with this shit, because doesn't that mean it's going to get a lot worse real fast, like, whatever you're thinking, this book is the how-to, it is the step-by-step. It's won best self-love book in the world, best self-worth book. It's won awards because I tell you what to do to find your way forward right. So let's differentiate between generational curse breaker and generational healer. So I don't think trauma means less of life and I wrote Coming Back to Life because I wanted a book to be out there that turned the trauma conversation into an empowering, liberating conversation. Because most of the time when we're talking about trauma, it is a very disempowering conversation and it's all about managing and coping and it implies now you're going to have to have less of a life right.

Speaker 4 13:53

And my approach to trauma healing. In some audiences I talk about it like here's the issue that you might be going through. I call it high functioning unhappiness. We talk about high functioning addiction. High functioning depression. High functioning anxiety. Nobody talks about high functioning unhappiness. High functioning unhappiness is there's generational trauma patterns that haven't healed. I just found a way to make it a little easier I'm not in the ears and a little more accessible, right, but the deal is like we're trained to be high functioning or to just give up on ourselves altogether.

Speaker 4 14:30

But if you're on this show, I guarantee you may be experiencing high functioning unhappiness and not you're just trying not to get off the couch and you don't have it in you to even try. Right, and blessing and sending love to anybody in that place. I've been there too. But the point is, are you going to be the person in your family to free and liberate yourself? And I don't think we're broken. I think our hearts are broken, right, so I'm going to be like you ain't broken. Nothing's wrong with you, nothing. Yeah, you're just not being you enough. Yet You've been on love. Strike against yourself.

Speaker 3 15:10

Can we stop the madness?

Speaker 2 15:12

Yeah, absolutely.

Speaker 3 15:14

That's awesome.

Speaker 2 15:15

I love that there's a roadmap.

Speaker 3 15:17

I've never said that before Somebody write that down. Somebody write that down, love strike. I love that there's a road map. I've never said that before Somebody write that down, somebody write that down, love strike. I love that.

Speaker 2 15:22

Well, I love that there's a playbook right Coming back to life is the playbook.

Speaker 2 15:26

There's not a book for this thing that we call life right. No one tells us how to do it, or manual, I should say. There's not a manual that tells us exactly how to do anything that gets us from point A to point B. But you've done that. You've taken us there in one segment and I think there are individuals, either listeners or maybe even people that are on this call right now that can resonate with what you said, like high functioning unhappiness. That struck a chord with me, because that was a huge season of my life where that is not my reality any longer, but when I was in it I had no idea. I just thought that was life right. That's what.

Speaker 1 16:03

I've been dealt.

Speaker 2 16:04

So this is what I'm going to. This is how I'll function for the rest of for the rest of it. And then I one day I realized that that's not my reality.

Speaker 3 16:14

Yeah, and it doesn't have to be. I think sometimes it's we believe that we don't deserve it, like we believe that this is what I deserve. I don't deserve anything better, and so we just settle in and this just becomes our normal, and sometimes it takes some big event happening for a person to say, okay, this has to change.

Speaker 4 16:38

Well, and I'm the teacher that says you don't need a breakdown to break through.

Speaker 2 16:42

Yeah.

Speaker 4 16:43

Yeah, you don't. And most people wait for a crisis or for things to get worse, or they think it's not bad enough yet, because they think when we take on healing, we're going to threaten the high functioning part of life. And I say we're not going to touch that. I want to preserve it, I want it sustainable. I don't want it slipping through your fingers. So we have to threaten the unhappiness, but people think happiness isn't real. I don't want to, in the name of pursuing something that may or may not be real or may or may not stick, jeopardize the high functioning part of my life. Right, and when I was getting out of the domestic violence marriage, in a way it was easier because I had nothing to lose. I lost everything. I had no dignity. I had no anything, no money, no house, literally no car, like it was crazy. And I had me, though, and I had my kid in a safe place. And I say, for the moments where you can't do it for you, because you don't have the worth for you, who are you living for to keep you going? In the moments where you don't have it for you, because you don't have the worth for you, who are you living for to keep you going in the moments where you don't have it in you to do it for you. Write that down, find out. For me it's always going to be my oldest because for me she gave me permission to become who I always imagined I could be. That I never had before and that's not pressure to put on her. It's just when I I'll never forget breaking up with my eating disorder that I had forever. That was a really great self-soothing path to keep self-deprecating right and all the things.

Speaker 4 18:22

And I had started my company and I've been helping people heal since 2002. But I started my company and I've been helping people heal since 2002, but I started the company in 2008 and I knew if I agree with myself to continue this eating disorder, I am not going to have the life I want, right, and so I couldn't even do that for me yet. But I wanted to be this woman and I wanted to make a difference and I wanted to be a mom I could get out of. Whether she is or not, I am proud of the mom I've been and I just say that disclaimer because I think we think if we do it right, then the other people will behave better. If we do it right, the other people will agree that we're not insane. Well, I'm a little crazy and a little bit of a weirdo, and you might be too, and I don't apologize for that. Early on in my second marriage my husband said to me one day you're crazy. And I was like do you want me to show you crazy?

Speaker 1 19:18

You haven't seen crazy yet Happy to show you crazy, because this ain't it.

Speaker 4 19:22

I can tell you I have it in me. Yes, like the resilience, right, but it's like if you need them to get it. When I started my company and pitched a top 40 radio station and was private pay in a community that didn't have coaches, yet never even had heard of a coach, nobody told me it was a good idea. Within two weeks I had a six month wait list, sold out every woman's retreat I ever did. Right, Like don't care so much and I know this is easy for me to say, but give yourself permission to stop caring so much about. Once they approve, then I can't. Once they're not going to be upset, then I can. Once there's no conflict and everybody's happy with me, then I can.

Journey to Resilience and Growth

Speaker 4 20:02

Someday doesn't come right, right. So let's threaten the crap out of the unhappiness it's real, I promise and let's keep you high functioning, but in a way where your success metric is alignment, not achievement. You know and that's what cancer taught me was all the achievement that I was so hyper focused on. I had a five percent chance to live. It was not serving me. I got so sick and I'm not saying that was my fault, but I'm saying I knew I don't have to go through anything that crisis level again to give me permission to focus on alignment and living a life on my terms. So you don't need a breakdown to break through.

Speaker 2 20:45

Rebecca, share with us a little bit about your healing process and journey. When, from the moment that you and your oldest are safe, you're in a space, you realize that you're doing things differently. And then there's this window of time, I'm assuming, between that and being diagnosed with cancer and what that season of life looked like. Walk us through that phase Well it was a ride.

Speaker 4 21:09

So I ended up meeting my first coach. So I already had my master's degree and I was a board certified music therapist. I'm a very good student and I love learning and I will never stop. So I knew there had to be more healing available than anything I could find anywhere, so I called in I that's the only way I can describe it or make sense of it. I'm very intentional, right. So I was intentional about I want to learn from the people that can actually teach me, help people break generational trauma patterns right and cycle. So anyways, I meet my first coach.

Speaker 4 21:44

She's nuts, she's amazing, she's brilliant. She'd studied with Werner Erhardt. She was in her 70s and lived in Las Vegas and was doing events in Denver. I went to one event, event number two I am running the show for her. Like I showed up so well in the first event, she wanted me to help just drive putting these events together for her. So I started mentoring under her, ended up moving to Vegas to run the back end of the company with a guy that was doing music for her events. So I thought, for sure this is going to be a good one, because he's in seminars.

Speaker 2 22:16

No, he's growing, I'm growing, we're growing. It's going to be great.

Speaker 4 22:23

Ladies, my God was a train wreck. So I do a year in Vegas, start my private practice there and I'm a school counseling coordinator and I have this kid and I'm with this guy and it's not working out. And that really, I think, was the moment in my life when I found myself in Vegas where I figured out I was resilient because I had put everything into getting us moved to Vegas and it was a disaster from the get-go and I figured it out, stayed there a year and then ended up my grandmother died and my maternal grandmother loved her so much. I got on a plane with my kid with a one-way ticket to go to upstate New York for the funeral. My sister says to me you have the worst taste in men, will you consider Mark?

Speaker 4 23:08

I had known Mark for four years. He's best friends with my brother-in-law. I did not ever have Mark on the radar, he was not my pattern. But Carol Reynolds, my first mentor, her voice was in my head and she's like, if it's your pattern, you probably want to run. And I'm looking at Mark and I'm like, wait, I've known him. And I'm looking at Mark and I'm like, wait, I've known him. But now I'm seeing him and he's short and hairy and he has an aquaponic farm. He's a farmer and he lives in upstate New York and I'm Colorado and West coast now.

Speaker 4 23:37

And you know I had made a list on the plane from Vegas to New York for the funeral 11 pages front and back, of what I wanted in my next partner. I was like, girl, you have missed some things long way. So I make this list. My sister's like will you just consider Mark? We do the funeral, mark and I go out on a couple of dates. I keep telling him I'm not going to be your girlfriend, I am not going to be your girlfriend. And he's like that's okay, we don't have to talk about it, let's just keep dating. And on date three, I give him my list and he doesn't run away and I'm shocked and he pulls out of his wallet his own list. He's like well, I've been working on trying to bring in a healthy relationship too. So this was a half page.

Speaker 4 24:18

Mine was 22 essentially, but anyways, from there we made it work and I decided to move back home and I decided to build the company and grow Roots and the business took off. And I'm still, 14 years later, on that radio station every single week talking to a few hundred thousand people serving my hometown community, and it was a wild ride. I became a pillar of this community. I trained, 19 coaches are in the community now there after I left.

Speaker 4 24:48

If you think you don't have the power to make a difference in your home, in your workplace, in your community, I'm sorry but I'm going to tell you you're mistaken. It is wild to me and I just blame it all on God because I just followed the guidance right. But that company took off and it was doing great and I didn't expect a second baby. You know, I never thought I would be a mom. Quite frankly, the first one was a birth control baby. The second one was the rhythm method, which didn't work at all, and thankfully, now I'm five, six years into being a part of this community with this company, and then I'm coaching a plastic surgeon and his wife and they tell me thank you for saving the marriage, but this thing on your arm I was seven months pregnant. It doesn't look good and will you please come into the clinic at 7am tomorrow and let us take it off? And I was too busy. You know, I didn't get sick. I hadn't gotten sick for years. I had run marathons. I was very achievement focused marathons.

Speaker 2 25:50

I was very achievement focused. We hope that you've enjoyed part one of our two-part conversation with Rebecca Silence, where she is showing us that healing is possible. Rebecca herself has navigated through life by becoming the generational healer, recognizing and understanding the trauma that has been present in her life and then taking the steps to work through, grow and expand from that. Make sure to come back and join us for part two in our conversation, because we're going to talk about the difference in the types of tears that we experience in life.

Speaker 1 26:21

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