A Conversation With God & Self
A beginner's guide for building an intimate relationship with God & Self. A faith-based & safe space for those wrestling with inner conflict and self sabotage from unresolved childhood trauma. Whether you're new to faith or exploring the Bible, we have honest transparent, and open conversations with God, as we process healing, and personal growth—asking real questions without questioning God's existence.
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Episodes
33 episodes
You Were Conditioned —Not Created This Way | Healing Your Nervous System | Ep 33 | ACWGNS Podcast
Often when we choose to follow God, we’re filled with hope, vision, and excitement for the future. But what we don’t always talk about is this: Are we also doing the work to adopt a new belief system that supports the identity God is c...
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Episode 33
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35:27
What Trauma Taught You — God Is Rewriting | Ep 32 | ACWGNS Podcast
For a long time, I lived in a loop — starting, stopping, trying again, and falling back. I couldn’t put my finger on why until one day a trigger pulled me right back into coping mechanisms I thought I had already healed from. That mome...
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Season 1
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Episode 32
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34:38
Procrastination Starts at Perception| Ep 31| ACWGNS Podcast
Who knew that getting things done had less to do with motivational quotes and affirmations—and more to do with how you see the task in front of you?Over the past few weeks, as I began analyzing my own procrastination patterns, s...
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Season 1
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Episode 31
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33:50
New Habits, Old Identity | Ep 30 | ACWGNS Podcast
For the longest, I couldn’t understand how I could be so motivated to start new habits—working out, reading, meal prepping. I would get into a good flow, feel consistent, feel proud… and then one day I’d wake up and the feeling of not ...
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30:28
What Do You Do When It’s Hard to Pray and You Don’t Feel Like It ?
What do you do when you enter a season of discouragement—when it feels hard to open your Bible, spend time with God, or even sit in His presence? When the emotions you’re carrying don’t lead to motivation, but instead create shame, guilt, and d...
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Season 1
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Episode 29
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29:45
When Faith Gets Real: Are You a Fan or a Follower of God?
This episode was long overdue because there comes a time when we all have to ask ourselves a serious question: Are you a true follower of Christ… or just a fan?When life hits hard, do you run towards God or away from Him?...
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Season 1
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Episode 28
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37:26
The Psychology Behind Procrastination: What's Really Holding You Back?
How many times have you pushed something off? Avoided doing it because it wasn’t perfect? Sheww, I’m even doing it right now—knowing I had all the time in the world to get it done. But why is that? Why do we keep pushing tasks back ins...
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Season 1
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Episode 27
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43:00
Happy Birthday To Me: 31 Years Of Wisdom !
How often do you actually reflect on your life when you turn a year older? We celebrate, we go out with friends and family — but we rarely sit still long enough to look back at our growth… where we improved, where we fell short, and ...
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Season 1
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Episode 26
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35:39
Learning To Love The Judas In Me PT 3
We often talk about how Judas betrayed Jesus, but we don’t talk enough about how Jesus still loved Judas — even knowing what he would do. And if we’re honest, many of us don’t want to admit that we have a little Judas in us too...
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Season 1
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Episode 25
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50:52
Living in My Secret Truth: No Longer Hiding Behind Shame PT 2
How long have you either lied to yourself or lived in a lie because you feared rejection, judgment, or the fear of change? That was me — someone who was in a chokehold by fear and guilt based on my past.But you know what the LORD did for...
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Season 1
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Episode 24
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31:42
How God Saved Me From Me: No Longer Bound By Secrets PT 1
For years, I kept quiet — haunted by the burdens of who I used to be. The mistakes I made, the things I did... I no longer trusted myself. I couldn’t even look at me. I actually planned to stay mad at myself for the rest of my life bec...
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Season 1
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Episode 23
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55:41
Am I Sinning In My Unforgiveness?
In this episode, Lovasia talks about forgiveness — what it truly is and how it affects us in more ways than we realize: our hearts, our reactions, and even our actions. Forgiveness is a gift — one that’s meant to be given
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Season 1
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Episode 22
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50:40
Do I Really Know God Like I Say I Do? | PT 1
In this episode, I share how my relationship with God first began—it felt like meeting a kind stranger. Someone who was always there when I needed Him the most. Over time, that curiosity and desire to know Him more turned into a real relationsh...
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43:21
Did I Sabotage The Future I Prayed For ?
In this episode, we break down the worries of the mind and ask the real questions:What is your focus as a Christian believer?Are you still going against God’s Word when He says, “Do not worry” because His Fa...
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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33:17
Learning To Suffering Well With Others !
This episode is all about learning to accept the people we love right where they are.So often, when we experience something new—whether it’s healing, growth, or a deeper walk with God—we want everyone around us to experience it to...
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32:04
How Self Sabotage Controlled My Life !
How many times have you asked yourself:“What have I done to be stuck in this cycle of self-sabotage?”“Am I holding myself back, or is there a part of me that refuses to move forward?”In this episode, I break down the **avatars w...
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Season 1
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Episode 18
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1:03:06
Is Self-Sabotage the Reason I’m Not Where I Should Be?
When reality doesn’t match what you imagined, it’s easy to start questioning everything.“Am I even on the right path?”“Will the goals I set ever come to pass?”“If I knew better back then, would I be in a better place now?”
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Season 1
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Episode 17
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41:36
Still Carrying the Pain? Acceptance Is Part of Your Breakthrough | Suffering Well Series
Whew… this episode opened up *a lot* for me.Accepting your past? It’s not easy. It brings up old emotions, confirms hard truths, and forces you to look at things you’d rather leave buried. But here’s the thing—dipping into the past isn’...
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Season 1
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Episode 16
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37:22
When Your Belief System Delays Your Future !| Ep 15|Awareness Series|
Whew… for years I wrestled with anxiety over my future—trying to control the outcome, panicking when my plans didn’t align with what I *thought* was supposed to happen. I used to think if things didn’t go exactly right, then maybe I’d miss the ...
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Season 1
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Episode 15
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42:26
Why Dose Gods Timing Look Delayed ? |Ep 14| Awareness Series
Have you been feeling like you’re behind?Like no matter how hard you try, something always pulls you back—whether it’s procrastination, fear, or just avoiding the healing you know you need?Whew… trust me, I’ve been there.Honestl...
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Season 1
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Episode 14
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27:05
Healing The Root Of Self Sabotage | Ep 13 | Awareness Series
Where do I even start?This episode… whew, chile. It hit deep in ways I didn’t even expect.We got into the roots of self-sabotage—how it’s often tied to unhealed trauma, and how that trauma quietly shapes the way we see God, ourselve...
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Season 1
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Episode 13
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34:27
Why You Keep Sabotaging Your Growth | Ep 12
In this episode, I’m kickin’ off a brand new series that’s been heavy on my heart—**Awareness & Suffering**.We’re diving deep into what it really means to know who you are*—not just what you want, but *who you have to become ...
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Season 1
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Episode 12
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19:27
Faith vs. Feelings: When Emotions Start Controlling Your Faith
Have my emotions been blocking me from pursuing God—because of how I feel about my past?Whew… this one hit deep.The closer I got to Jesus, the more I saw my own humanity.And honestly? That exposure made me feel ashamed to even b...
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28:36
I Sinned Now What Do I Do? How Unforgiveness Has Caused Me To Sin
Have you been sinning... and didn’t even realize it?Or maybe you’ve been holding on to anger so long, you forgot where it even started…In this episode, I dig into the heavy-hitter: unforgiveness—How it quietly creeps in, sits in...
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Season 1
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Episode 10
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35:08
God Used My Struggles To Reveal My Purpose Ft TimelineBrice |Suffering Well PT 2
He thought he was broken... until God showed him what was already in him. 💭 In this episode, TimelineBrice gets raw about his struggle, and discovering purpose through pain. If you've ever questioned your worth or felt like you're chasi...
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Season 1
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Episode 9
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34:02