190 weeks and 5 days after losing the love of my life, I’m opening up about what it really means to rebuild as a South Asian widow. In this deeply personal episode, I speak honestly about the emotions, identity shifts and silent desires that co...

In this vulnerable and empowering episode, I talk about dating after the loss of a partner. Whether you're a widow or widower quietly thinking about love again, or you're struggling with guilt, fear, or cultural judgment—this conversation is fo...

In this episode, I talk about something so many of us carry in silence—loneliness. I share what makes me feel lonely, even in a crowded room. It’s not just about being alone; it’s the ache of not feeling seen, the quiet moments after the phone ...

In this heartfelt episode, I explore the five stages of grief—denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance—through the lens of my own experience.  I share what each stage felt like for me, how I navigated them, and what helped me ...

When a South Asian woman becomes a widow, is she expected to wear white—to mourn quietly, to step back, to fade.I share my personal story of love, loss, and reclaiming my identity through colour. This is a gentle but powerful reflection ...

Today, we celebrate Amit’s 60th birthday—not with sadness, but with love, joy, and gratitude for the incredible person he was. Though he’s no longer with us, his spirit shines brightly in the stories we share, the lessons he left behind, and th...

Grief is overwhelming, but financial uncertainty makes it even harder. As a former bank manager turned widow, I’ve seen firsthand how unprepared many of us are when life takes an unexpected turn. In this episode, I’m sharing the financial lesso...

A raw and honest look at life after loss—navigating the silence, the shifts, and the moments that matter most. In this episode, I share what it’s really like to keep going without my husband and why the small things—the laughs, the ord...

Grief, but make it stylish. Welcome to Mourning, But Make It Fashion—a raw, unfiltered podcast where I navigate life after loss with a mix of dark humor, brutal honesty, and the kind of real talk no one warns you about.It all st...