Recognizing Your Spiritual Energy and Worth

In this Episode of Abandoning Cycles, we explore what it means to recognize, protect, and understand your light energy. This episode dives into spiritual awakening, emotional healing, and learning how to identify the unique power you carry within yourself.

If you often feel deeply connected to signs, emotions, energy shifts, or messages from the universe, you may be a light traveler, empath, healer, or someone beginning to awaken spiritually. Through reflection and healing, we discuss how breaking unhealthy cycles can create clarity, stronger boundaries, and a deeper connection with your higher self.

This episode is a reminder that your energy is valuable, sacred, and not meant to be endlessly depleted by others. As you continue your journey of growth and transformation, may you learn to recognize your worth, trust your intuition, and protect the light within you.

Peace, light, and love.

Transcript

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Hi and welcome to Abaddon Cycles. My name is Tone and I am a holistic and spiritual life coach. If you're here, it's not a coincidence. You made the decision to seek more in life. Seek change from previous behaviors and others that no longer serve a purpose in your life in a healthy way. Or maybe you just want to break emotional, mental or spiritual cycles that have kept you trapped or feeling stuck in your life. This episode found you for a reason. You may be a light traveler, a light healer, a conduit, or an empath, or just someone seeking answers. Whether this is your first episode or you have been with us this entire time, welcome. I hope this episode is able to help you or resonates with you at this time. All episodes will resonate with everyone differently depending on what you may be experiencing in the moment. As we enter the last cycle of the dark phase of the chrysalis, and if you haven't started the process of breaking cycles deeper than just the surface level, know that I am not here to tell anyone what to do. I am just simply a conduit instructed to share this information with others. If you're not ready, that's okay. Everyone moves at their own capacity. I only hope that this podcast finds those who need a little extra support or guidance when they are ready. The information that is provided in this podcast are downloads that come from higher power, universe, angels, the divines. Everyone has the ability to tap into that power once they eliminate or reduce the external noise distractions from their from their space. So as we enter the last of the dark phase of the chrysalis, do you feel exhausted after spending time reflecting and replenishing your batteries because you gave so much to others? Have you been able to connect with your soul in a way that allows you to see things a lot clearer? Where you are able to learn from your mistakes. Do you just reflect for a second and move on? Or do you really contemplate how that that message relates to your journey, finding your path in life? How does the universe, higher power, whatever you may reference the it as, how does it speak to you? And does it come through a lot more clear now that you have stepped outside of the cycles that you once sat in, maybe longer than you should have? Sometimes we sit in relationships or situations for so long that it becomes part of us, and all it takes is someone to say something that brings us back into that cycle. If you have worked so diligently to remove yourself from people or situations that do not serve you, and you find yourself right back with the person or in the situation after taking space, then maybe there needs to be more reflection before you were able to recognize your value, your worth, and the power that you hold. Um, but I want to make sure that this is coming through clear. Literally, is all about knowing, um before knowing, identifying, right? The power that you have, the energy that you possess, um, that you carry, right? Being able to know and understand before you can be able to protect it in such a way where you can allow it to turn into something so much more beautiful for you so that it works more in your favor, right? So the example that I'm I'm gonna give is you know when individuals try to pull you back in, it's and it kind of you know was discussed throughout these episodes how you know you take a step back or cut individuals off that no longer serve you, right? Or you know, may not hold your you know your interest anymore because it's just feels off, it doesn't feel right with your soul, with your mental and emotional being. So you may come across individuals that they see you wanting to change for the better, and it may just be a subconscious thing, because before we sit and we point fingers at individuals and go, you know, they did this to us, and I hear this term so loosely, and it's another one that I'm gonna give as well. Um, the narcissist, right? A true narcissist um is really going to show themselves, they're really gonna be distinct, and they're not just gonna have a few characteristics, they're gonna have a lot of characteristics characteristics, they're gonna have a lot of symptoms. So before you label individuals, you know, really sit with yourself and really identify, you know, if they picked it up from somebody, they saw it, who nurtured those behaviors for them to continue acting and behaving in such a way because we all possess certain traits from whoever we were surrounded by growing up, that we carry into our relationships and we can carry into our situations or workplace or different environments because once again, when we're born, we don't know how to be. So to be able to really understand someone else and be able to have to you know to create the strength, rather, the strength to be able to take a step back, acknowledge when to take a step back, when is a good time for you to take a step back and be able to walk away. It takes a lot of courage. And this episode most definitely is all about you know really identifying and recognizing what you have, what you hold, what he has been giving to you, what has already existed for so long within you that maybe you have not been able to see, and many of us do not see it right away because if we did, we wouldn't give so much of our time to individuals who really don't appreciate, really don't deserve what we have to offer. And thus we end up in situations sometimes where it feels like others are really taking advantage of our energy of our power. So when you come across an individual who may see you taking a step back to better yourself, and then they may say something to bring you right back in the web that they created to bring you back to that cycle. This podcast is to help you recognize that early on, moving forward and to be to be able to see it and not just see it where it comes off in a very agitated, frustrating way, because maybe there's build up resentment as you may reflect on how this person has treated you or hurt you, right? And most definitely, we don't want to carry it on to another relationship where you may see similar traits from a past relationship in someone else who's new, and automatically just assume that this person's going to do the same, but rather recognize what is happening in the moment and go, you know what, thank you so much. You're great, but you're just not for me. I just cannot be able to be fully invested in this where I can be able to give you what you were searching for at this time in a very respectful way that protects your peace, your power, and still allows you to connect with the universe, with your guides, to receive whatever is meant for you, whatever messages were meant purposely for you. If you are here in this space right now, then you hold a special light energy that others can see. Maybe you haven't been able to see it fully yourself, and if you haven't, then maybe spending time to discover that side of you before entering another relationship or finding a better community that you connect with. If you have taken the time to discover the energy that you carry, then congratulations. Some people will never reach that level of clarity where they can tap into the spiritual light energy to obtain a perspective of life that allows them to have more compassionate understanding for themselves, to create stronger, healthier boundaries with others. You carry something special that is not meant to give away to others. It's like asking for the ability to truly see, to see the path in front of you, to be able to see where you're going, to be able to have that light bulb kind of go off so brightly in your head that it explodes, because that's how much the higher power of the universe wants you to be connected to your path, so you can be so enlightened that you can reach the higher version of yourself that you want to see. But instead of us asking for the ability to truly see and really taking that in and utilizing it to the fullest, sometimes we help others when the message is really meant to guide us, all right, and what I mean by that is we want to be able to take that message that's given to us and help others as well when we haven't even helped ourselves first because we want to see others grow, we want to see others do well in life, and that's great, but what happens when you receive that message and you're not able to do well in life, and that person surpasses you in so many different ways, and they leave you behind, then what? What happens to you? What happens to you on a mental, spiritual, emotional level? When you're given so much of your ability, your message, your energy, your light, your power to someone else. How many times has the universe tried to tell you something and either you didn't listen or you shared it with someone else because you believe the message was meant to be given to another person or share it with another person? I'm hoping that the next time you spend alone creating the version of yourself that you would like to see, it includes hearing and feeling the messages that are for you and only you. Once you are able to hear andor feel the messages from higher power, the universe, your light, energy, your abilities, your power will increase on such a spiritual level that you might not ever want to go back to previous cycles that held you back. Breaking unhealthy cycles can create clarity, stronger boundaries, and a deeper connection with your higher self. And not just with your higher self, but with the universe, your divines, your angels. And if you're not a conduit, but you're meant to be a conduit, you it just might those messages just might lead you on the right path to getting there. Things will be so much clearer that you will observe more rather than act. You will know the people who truly appreciate your energy very quickly, versus the ones who are here to waste your time and hold you back from being something so much more in life. So let me ask you this. I know that I was I may have speak spoken slower at a slower pace, but I feel like that's because there is so much information that was downloaded today in this data download, and that there's so much that needs to get out, that I want to make sure that what was given to me is given to you all properly. So let me ask you this: have you ever felt the need to connect with someone where it puts you in the path truly of that light healer, that conduit? Alright? That light seeker, the traveler on a super profound level. And what I mean by that is have you ever had the opportunity to receive even the slightest data download? Right? Where there was a message that was meant for someone else. And you can most definitely tell if a message is meant for somebody else, because spirit, the universe, higher power is going to tell you, hey, I need you to tap on that person right there and let them know that their grandfather says that everything's gonna be okay. And you may not understand it fully in that moment, but if you do so, right? You deliver that message, do you receive more messages? Not just for others, but for yourself, most definitely. Do you feel it? Sometimes we receive messages where we feel that something is right for us or not right for us, and then it's up to us to make the decision whether to move forward. And if we move forward with the wrong decision, do things still fall into place? Because majority of the times when we make the wrong decision in the universe, your spirit, the guys, the angels, the divines have given you a clear answer, and we make the wrong decision, things come out much more intense, much more stressful. Things don't fall into place the way that we wanted them to. This goes to a level of hearing the messages that are meant for you to steer you in the in the path, in the direction of your journey that you should be on. So you don't feel lost and you have to find in others what you feel like you cannot give yourself because maybe you don't trust yourself, you don't trust your decisions, and maybe you get a little bit more help from spirit guys, the universe, divines, angels, and maybe it's not received and it's not utilized in the proper way. So as we may take in this information that's given to us, do you trust it? Because if you are receiving messages, whether you feel them or you hear them, and I'm not saying hear them, I'm not saying that you actually hear a voice. I mean sometimes that can happen too. A lot of messages can be sent to us in so many different ways, and all we have to do is listen. But if we have a lot of clutter around us, it's gonna be really difficult for us to really hear it. So this is why we cut off from the cycles, the ones that we sat in that did not benefit us, did not help us to get to a level of enlightenment, a level of clear consciousness for us to be able to see who we truly are. Because when we sit around a lot of stress in our environment, a lot of toxicness, it clutters a lot of those data downloads that we're supposed to receive, the messages that are meant for us, or sometimes for others, rarely for others, but most definitely for us. This is why we sit in this Christlessness last phase to really shape and mold how we want this to look, how we want to be able to connect with the universe so that we know who we truly are. We know our purpose, we know our path. Not in a bad way, in a way that you just couldn't believe. And that person may not know anything about you, nothing, but they give you a message that was meant for you to help guide you along your way, and I'm not saying that it has to come from a person. Sometimes messages can come as simple as through fortune cookies. I'm not saying the fortune cookies like like a random one on the ground. I mean like it like in a wrapper. I'm hoping you're not picking up a random fortune cookie um that's not in the wrapper and not closed up, but you know, sometimes you may find a a fortune on the paper, you know, from a fortune cookie and write the Message and it may be spot on, it may resonate with you in that moment and where you're going, where you're headed, depending on what it is you have in mind that you would like to do in life or how you or how you would like to move forward. Messages come in different forms. We just have to open our eyes and pay attention. But if we're stuck in so many cycles that we cannot or feel like we're stuck in or can't get out of, we're gonna miss all of those messages that help connect us and guide us with our path. So in this phase, this last dark phase of this chrysalis, before we enter the breakthrough, start to come out of that chrysalis. Have you cleared out a lot of that clutter to really start transforming yourself into a version that you would like to see to be able to receive the messages that were meant for you? And only you, so that you can become that divine version of yourself that you were meant to be. So as we close out, remember it takes time to identify your value, your worth, to know the light energy that you carry. Everyone is not meant to share your energy, especially if you don't understand the power that you hold. Reflect on the power that you have. Protect it before sharing it with others. Because if others see your energy before you can understand it, then they may take all of your energy, leaving you exhausted and depleted spiritually, mentally and emotionally, leaving you with nothing to give yourself or the next relationship. Often we leave relationships or situation situationships, leaving so emotionally, energetically, spiritually depleted that we don't even give the other person another chance. The new person. So I'm wishing you all the best on your journey as you connect with the universe, the divine spirit, angels, higher power, to become so much more than what you are, so much greater. Whatever that looks like, wherever, wherever you would like to see yourself, wherever you believe you are, and whatever the universe, higher power, spirit, angels, divines are guiding you towards for you to become that awesome, amazing light healer, light traveler, conduit, seeker, maybe even clairvoyant that you are meant to be. And if you don't believe me, ask the universe. When your mind is clear, you're not around a lot of chaos, toxicness, you've done the reflective work to really work on yourself and your healing. Ask the universe and not just any question. Be specific. For example, if you really want to know, ask the universe a question like if I am a conduit, if I am a clairvoyant, a light healer, a seeker, a light traveler, if I'm meant to connect with the universe, the divines and spirits, give me a sign. Show me a yellow tree, a red tree, a red and purple tree. A bulba cup that's purple within the next few days, the next 24 hours. Be specific. Not extremely specific, but specific enough where you'll be able to pay attention when that sign comes, and hopefully you're not around a lot of chaos or anxiety or stress where you're not able to pay attention to the sign that comes so that you miss it. Because if you do, then that means you're missing other signs, other messages that are meant for you that are guiding you, that are helping to guide you down your journey. So, like always, peace, light, and love. Take care of yourselves. Thank you for listening.