WhatEvenIsThis's Podcast
Welcome to “What Even Is This?”, the deliciously unserious podcast where I, try to make sense of life, love, chaos, healing, and every random thought that jumps into my head at 3 a.m. If you’ve ever looked at your life and said “what is this nonsense??”, you’re home. This is a space for laughing, venting, reflecting, oversharing, and figuring things out one chaotic chapter at a time. New episodes every week — or whenever life stops life-ing enough for me to talk about it.
WhatEvenIsThis's Podcast
He Enters the Chat: Who Introduced Me to This Man?
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I didn’t plan for him.
He just showed up — loud, confident, magnetic — and somehow became part of my story before I realized what was happening.
In this episode, I take you through the slow burn that turned into a fast, fiery romance:
a chance meeting, a long virtual friendship, emotional dependence disguised as safety, and the kind of connection that feels cinematic… until the cracks start to show.
This isn’t a love story — it’s the beginning of one unraveling.
From romanticizing potential to ignoring intuition, I unpack how passion can blur red flags and why you never really know someone until you start living together.
And yes… there’s a cider metaphor.
Because love really had me tasting things I would’ve spit out sober.
Stay with me — this is where it starts getting real.