WhatEvenIsThis's Podcast
Welcome to “What Even Is This?”, the deliciously unserious podcast where I, try to make sense of life, love, chaos, healing, and every random thought that jumps into my head at 3 a.m. If you’ve ever looked at your life and said “what is this nonsense??”, you’re home. This is a space for laughing, venting, reflecting, oversharing, and figuring things out one chaotic chapter at a time. New episodes every week — or whenever life stops life-ing enough for me to talk about it.
WhatEvenIsThis's Podcast
Latest Episodes
Contractor for chaos
What Even Is This… Anyways?What this season is:This season introduces a recurring short-story segment where I share spontaneous, real-life moments with no structure, no lessons, and no healing agenda—just stories as they happen, t...
Letting Go — Why Was That So Hard?
EP 10: The Aftermath (Season Finale)In this season finale, I talk about what happens after the chaos.Moving out before eviction.Couch surfing with strangers.Security jobs in winter.Job hunting like my life dep...
Locks Changed on Me — Who Authorized This?
Locks Changed on Me — Who Authorized This?Four months into relocating, moving in together, and building what I thought was a life… the locks were changed on me.In this episode, I talk about the day I came home and couldn’t get in....
The Relationship Had Terms & Conditions — Who’s?
In this episode, I sit in the uncomfortable space between knowing and leaving.This isn’t the episode where I pack my bags — it’s the one where I pack my thoughts.I talk about what it feels like to be self-aware but still stuck. Ab...
When Love Became a Bill — Who Set Me Up?
In this episode, I unpack how love quietly turned into obligation — when “we’re in this together” became a one-sided financial burden. From going half on bills that were never really half, to carrying emotional and monetary weight that wasn’t m...