Identity That Cannot Be Shaken

If your peace disappears the moment work gets weird, conflict shows up at home, or someone criticizes you, that’s not just “stress” it might be an identity problem. I open with a question that stops most of us cold: if your job, relationships, success, and titles were taken away, would you still know who you are?

We talk about how easy it is to build identity on temporary things like performance, approval, productivity, or being the reliable provider. Then we get practical: one of the fastest ways to find what you’re anchored to is to notice what affects you the most emotionally. Criticism, failure, and conflict often expose the place we’ve been trying to pull worth from, and that’s where anxiety and control start running the show.

From there, I walk through the shift that changed everything for me: you don’t build your identity, you receive it. We contrast lies (“I’m not enough,” “I’m too far gone,” “I have to prove myself”) with truth from Scripture like John 8:32, Ephesians 1:4–5, 2 Corinthians 5:17, Romans 6:4, and Galatians 2:20. We also talk about why this is a daily renewal, not a one-time realization, and how a consistent quiet time becomes alignment, not obligation.

If you want a more secure Christian identity, less worry, and a steadier faith in a loud, messy world, press play. Subscribe, share with a friend who feels overwhelmed, and leave a review with the biggest lie you’re ready to replace.

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Transcript

Welcome To Kingdom Chaos

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Welcome to Kingdom Chaos, a podcast for anyone trying to live a purpose and faith-filled life in a loud and messy world. Jesus said his kingdom in another story, yet here we are navigating real life and real struggles. I'm not a guru, just someone learning that God's grace meets us even in the chaos. This is Kingdom Chaos where faith meets real life and purpose is still found in the mess. Hey everyone, welcome back to Kingdom Chaos, and my name is Troy. Today I have a question of the day for you. And don't answer it too quickly. I want you to sit on it for a second. If everything in your life was stripped away, your job, your relationships, your success, your roles, would you still know who you are? For a long time, I personally would have had a hard time coming up with a good answer for this. I didn't realize at the time, but I had built my identity on things that would change. I was a provider. I was a husband. I was a dad. I was someone that worked hard and got things done. And none of those things are bad. But the problem is when things started to get shaky in my life, I got shaky. When things weren't right at home, it affected me. When things felt off at work, it affected me. When life didn't go my way or was unexpected, it affected everything. And what I didn't realize was it wasn't just stress, it was my identity. I talked to you about in previous episodes that worry drove a lot of my identity. Am I a good dad? Am I a good husband? And what makes a good dad and a good husband? I would worry about the future and providing, and it drove me into being a workaholic, drove me into the future. I wasn't present in my life. It drove a lot of things in my life. Because when you build your identity on something temporary, your peace becomes temporary too. And I think a lot of us are living without even realizing it, that we've tied a lot of who we are to how people see us or our past, our failures, our relationships. And then we wonder why we feel unstable, why we feel all the pressure and stress of life, and why we feel we're constantly trying to prove ourselves. But here's what I've learned in my life that you don't build your identity, you actually receive your identity. And if you don't let God define who you are, then something else will. So let's look at scripture in a minute and find out how we can figure out what that means. So today I want to talk about identity. Not the version that the world gives you, not the version that you think that shaped your life because of your past, but the one God actually says is true about you. Because when that finally clicks, then everything changes. Identity is the root of how we live, think, respond, and misplaced identity creates instability. God given identity creates peace and freedom. We don't say it out loud, but here's what we think normally. Um I am what I do, my job defines me. Or the activities or hobbies I have, that defines me. What I like, it defines me. Or you might say, I am how well my relationships are going. If I've got a lot of friends, if my Instagram is blowing up, if my marriage is good, that's what defines me. I am what people think about me. If they think I'm weird or an outcast or different, then maybe I am. That defines me. I've talked about it before. What defined me was work. I had that provider mindset that drove me. I needed to provide for my family. I needed success in my life, in my job, because if I had success, then that was what actually people saw and thought about me. And then I had some money I could spend and provide for my family, and I could uh you know climb up that corporate ladder. And then when things weren't aligned at home, when they were kind of out of whack, it affected everything. Then it was like, okay, well, am I really a good provider? Am I really a good husband? What's happening here? Why are things misaligned and all over the place? And when what you build your identity on starts to shake, then you start to shake, and that's what happened in my own life. So, how do we identify this? The the way to identify this is very simple. What affects you the most emotionally? What affects you the most emotionally? If it's criticism, maybe your identity is wrapped in approval. If it's failure, maybe your identity is wrapped in your production or performance at work or at home. If it's conflict, maybe it's identity in relationships. You want to stay away from conflict. Or maybe if conflict isn't your life at all, then you're succeeding because your relationships are good. There is no conflict. Pay attention to what shapes you. That's where your identity is tied. Identity shapes everything. It's how we respond to conflict or stress, uh, how we show up in our marriage or how we deal with pressure. And this all ties back to worry and control. Remember, if we're worrying about the future, then we think we're in control of the future, and we try to prepare for the future, and we're trying to be God actually, because God's the one in control. But if we're worrying about the future, then we're not actually in the present and we're not giving that control over to God. And a lot of what we call stress is actually identity being threatened. It's our identity being threatened. I am stressed at work because I'm afraid maybe I'm not good enough. What does my boss think about me? Am I going to get that promotion or raise? Am I going to keep my job? That's what stresses us out because my identity is all wrapped into work. I don't know what the future holds in my work, so it stresses me out, or I can't control the project that's going on at work, or I'm I'm I'm leaving it into somebody else's hands, or I'm delegating, and so I'm stressed. Are they gonna do what I told them to do the way I told them to do it? I don't know what's gonna happen. All this stuff is worry, it's control, it leads to stress, and it's our identity being threatened because you think that your identity is wrapped up all in your work, your job, your success in that. And there's lies and there's truth. So we need to be able to identify both the lies and the truth. And what we do, unfortunately, is we believe a lot of the lies instead of replacing those lies with truth. And what are those lies? Like they could be, I'm not enough, I'm too far gone, I have to prove myself to someone. So Amy's story, she had an identity crisis. We talked about this in our testimony, and she felt unloved. I wasn't present in the relationship. So if her own husband wasn't present in the relationship and she felt unloved by her own husband, how could she feel the worth of being worthy to be loved by the God of the universe that created everything? But that was all a lie, and we need to know what the truths are. So let's look at John 832. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. So the first thing is we need to know the truth and we need to know the lies. But we can't be set free from the lie without recognizing that lie. So start calling out the lies that you've been believing. If you think you're not enough, that is a lie. If you think you've too far gone, or your past is too bad, that is all a lie. You don't have to prove yourself to other people. We need to call out the lies for what they are. Identity is given, not earned. Let me explain this. Here's where everything begins to shift. You don't have to build your identity, you actually receive it. In Ephesians 1, 4 through 5. Go read that scripture for yourself. But here's a breakdown. He chose us before creation. He adopted us into sonship, and he did all this because of love. That means your identity isn't something you achieve, it's something God has already decided about you. Start replacing the lies with truth daily, even if it feels unnatural. We talked about your daily quiet time. You need to put this into practice every single day, especially if you deal with anxiousness or worry or depression. This needs to be a daily practice for you. Replace those lies with God's truth. You have been adopted into sonship. He chose you before you were created. He did this all because he loves you. You are not your past. Some of us are still living out who we used to be. Second Corinthians 5 17 says, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. Romans 6.4 says, We are therefore buried with him through baptism into death, in order that just as Christ was raised from the death to the glory of his Father, we too may live a new life. That new life is now. That new life is not in the future, it is not in heaven. It starts now. This means that your past may explain how you got to be where you're at right now, but it does it not define you. I love Romans 6.4 because I know I have a past and I can look on my past, but I don't dwell on my past. And I can see that my past is different than where I'm at right now. And what happened in the middle was Jesus Christ. And that's what I place my foundation on. That I know that I was messed up before, but I now stand firmly on a foundation of Christ. Not that my life is going to be great or gonna be, you know, roses and rainbows, but that I have a foundation in Jesus, that the things that come on in my life that I can hit head on because I have Him in my life. He is the one I build my life on. It's not my own will and power and control. It is in Christ, and that's where my identity is. Stop introducing yourself by your worst season. Even in your mind, take those thoughts captive. Point out the lies and replace them with God's truth. An identity requires daily renewal. This is not a one-time realization. This is daily. Galatians 2 20. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. That means every day you're choosing, am I gonna live for my old identity or the one God gave me? Spend time with God daily, not out of obligation, but alignment. This is not a I have to. There's gonna be times where you don't feel like it, but you're gonna do it anyway. Not because you feel I'm obligated to do this, but because especially those days you don't feel like it, I want to be aligned with God's truths. I do not want those things creeping back into my mind that try to dictate my identity. My identity is in Jesus, and I want to be aligned with Him. So this needs to be a daily decision to continue to connect with God all the time. Remember your daily quiet time. Let's talk about what changes when identity is rooted in Christ. Well, first, you're not easily shaken. You're not your identity is not in things that change all the time. Your identity is rooted in Christ who is unshakable. So you aren't shaken easily. You don't need to constantly prove yourself or have that constant approval from other people because Christ is the one that approves of you. You love people better because you are learning how Christ loves people and how God sees people. Your marriage improves because you become a servant of others. Your communication changes, pressure decreases, your stress decreases. When your identity is secure, your life becomes more stable. Let me tell you very clearly, you are not what you've done. You are not what someone else says about you. You are not your worst mistake, and you are not too far gone. Let's pray. Lord, I just thank you so much that you have changed my identity. And I pray for everybody that's listening right now that you change their identity. If they're not rooted in you, I pray that you reveal to them what they are placing their identity in and what they think their identity is right now in their mind, and they replace that with you, and they replace that with a foundation that is strong in you. Help us all, God, to be able to see those things that we need to root out of our lives and replace with truths, those lies that we tell in our minds, and be able to take those thoughts captive and get them out and replace them with your truth, Lord, because we're gonna be in that every single day, and we're gonna speak words of affirmation through your truth, through your word, through our connection with you daily, Lord. We're gonna speak that into our lives daily, and we're gonna reroute our neuro pathways and just change our minds because it's all about you and being rooted in you and be a foundation in you and your truth and your word and be a relationship with you. And when we do that, things on the outside will change in us because we're changing the inside of us, Lord, and we need you to help us do that. So I pray for everybody that's listening to this podcast right now that they think about those things that are holding them captive and they get them out of their mind because they're gonna pray to you about that, they're gonna change the way they think with the scripture that they really thank you so much in Jesus' name. Where did I go with that?