Kingdom Chaos
Kingdom Chaos is a podcast for anyone trying to live with purpose and faith in a world that often feels overwhelming and out of control. Rooted in the tension between belonging to God’s Kingdom and navigating everyday chaos, this show dives into real conversations about life, marriage, parenting, personal growth, and faith.
I’m not a guru or a know-it-all—I’m someone who’s made plenty of mistakes, learned some hard lessons, and gained a bit of wisdom along the way. Each episode is an honest, grace-filled space to reflect, grow, and figure things out together. Whether you’re trying to avoid the pitfalls I’ve faced or find your way through challenges you’re already in, Kingdom Chaos is here to remind you that you’re not alone—and that purpose can still be found in the middle of the mess.
- John 18:36 – “My kingdom is not of this world.”
- John 16:33 – “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
- Colossians 3:17 – “Whatever you do… do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus.”
Episodes
13 episodes
When Good Habits Become Idols
A good habit become an idol. I learned that the hard way when my workout routine slowly stopped being a tool and started becoming my foundation, and I didn’t even notice the shift until God interrupted my schedule.I’m Troy, and I’...
Real Parenting Mistakes And What We Learned About Faith
Parenting can humble you fast, especially when you look back and realize how many moments you handled on autopilot. We’re Troy and Amy, and we get real about the parenting choices we’d change if we could rewind. No glossy “perfect family” story...
Waiting on God in the Silence
Silence can mess with your head. You keep praying, you keep trying to do the right thing, and the only thing you hear back is… nothing. That’s where we’re going today, and we’re not treating it like a vague spiritual idea. We’re talking about t...
You Can Follow Jesus And Still Struggle With Depression
Depression can make you feel isolated even when you’re surrounded by people, and it can twist your thoughts until lies sound like facts. We’re Troy and Amy, and we’re getting painfully honest about what depression looked like in our home, what ...
Identity That Cannot Be Shaken
If your peace disappears the moment work gets weird, conflict shows up at home, or someone criticizes you, that’s not just “stress” it might be an identity problem. I open with a question that stops most of us cold: if your job, relationships, ...
Quiet Time, Real Strength
No intro music, no polished setup, just a needed reset. I’ve had a heavy week watching several families fight through crisis and even life-and-death moments, and it pushed me to talk about something simple that most of us say we want but rarely...
Stop Pretending Worry Is Planning
Worry can feel like proof you care, but it often acts like a silent thief, stealing peace, draining energy, and pulling you out of the moment. I share my own story of living with constant worry always-on, anxiety, starting as a kid I worried ab...
The Prison of Unforgiveness: How to Break Free
Some wounds don’t fade with time. They stay loud in the quiet moments, showing up as resentment, distance, and that constant need to protect yourself. I’m Troy, and I’m walking through a question that sits underneath so many faith stories: how ...
From Drift To Redemption - Part 2
What if the spark you’re chasing is blinding you to the repair you actually need? We open up about the lowest point of our marriage—an emotional affair, misaligned priorities, and a deep identity crisis—and the unexpected path that led us back ...
From Drift To Redemption - Part 1
What if the greatest threat to your marriage isn’t a blowup but a slow drift you barely notice? We open up about our story—from teen romance and long-distance phone bills to a newborn during senior year and a wedding that felt like a sprint. Th...
How Selflessness Saves A Marriage
Ever felt your marriage slide from teammates to roommates without a single blow-up to point to? We unpack that quiet drift—the one built from canceled dates, logistical talk, and low-grade resentment—and lay out a clear path back to unity ancho...
What If Peace Is A Practice, Not A Finish Line
What if peace isn’t waiting at the end of your to-do list, but available right where you stand? We take a hard look at the lie that joy arrives once life calms down and offer a better way: practicing presence with God in the ordinary, unfinishe...
Progress Over Perfection As A Daily Practice
Purpose doesn’t wait for quiet. It grows right in the middle of real life—marriage tensions, work confusion, spiritual dry spells, and the daily noise that won’t turn down. That’s the heartbeat of Kingdom Chaos, and in our first conversation, T...