Kingdom Chaos
Kingdom Chaos is a Christian podcast hosted by Troy and Amy, a husband and wife married for nearly 30 years, sharing honest conversations about faith, marriage, family, personal growth, and following Jesus in the middle of life's chaos.
Through real stories, biblical truth, and powerful testimonies, we explore what it looks like to trust God through struggles such as anxiety, depression, broken relationships, addiction, forgiveness, parenting challenges, financial stress, health battles, and spiritual growth.
Whether you're a lifelong believer, new to faith, or simply searching for hope, Kingdom Chaos offers practical encouragement and authentic conversations that point people to Jesus—not perfection.
Because faith isn't lived in the absence of chaos. It's lived in the middle of it.
Real People. Real Struggles. Real Grace.
"They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony..." Revelation 12:11
Episodes
28 episodes
Faith & Works: Coexistence or Contradiction
Are faith and works in direct conflict, or do they actually work together to produce real life change? In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, hosts Troy and Amy dive into an unscripted, honest conversation about one of the most debated topics in Chr...
Stop Grinding, Start Surrendered: Hearing the Holy Spirit in the Noise
Are you running through life completely exhausted? Most of us spend our days grinding, pushing, and trying to muscle through our struggles, treating God as a backup plan instead of our source of power. But the same power that raised Chri...
From Gender Dysphoria to Psychiatrist & Pastor: A Raw Conversation
How does God’s grace meet us in the quietest, heaviest struggles of the human mind?In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, host Troy sits down with Dr. Paul Looney—a board-certified psychiatrist, pastor, author, husband of over 40 yea...
From Meth To Ministry Through A Jail Cell
Rock bottom doesn’t always look like one bad decision. Sometimes it looks like years of grief you never processed, one more loss you can’t explain, and the slow drift into coping habits that finally take over. We sit down with Brandy, a fitness...
How God Prepares You For Suffering Before It Begins
What happens when the person you love is the one who is suffering—and you're the one holding everything together?In this powerful follow-up to Episode 20, Troy and Amy sit down with Dalin Kennard, wife of Sean Kennard, to h...
A Youth Pastor’s Story Of Doubt And Deliverance
A friend’s abuse in church can shake everything you thought you knew about God, and Austin Bass doesn’t pretend otherwise. We talk through the kind of church hurt that breeds doubt, isolation, and anger, and how that pain can quietly turn into ...
How God Changes Your Life In Small Steps Of Obedience
Perfection might be the standard, but it’s a terrible strategy for growth. We’re tired of watching people burn out trying to look flawless, then giving up the moment they miss a day, mess up in their marriage, or fall off a health goal. So we s...
Remembering Without Living In The Past
We all have a past. Some memories make us smile, while others still bring shame, regret, or pain. But what if healing isn't found in pretending those moments never happened—or in letting them define who you are today?In this heartfelt ep...
What If Suffering Is Where Strength Begins
Can faith survive when healing doesn't come, answers don't arrive, and suffering refuses to leave?In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, Troy sits down with Sean Kennard—a former SWAT officer, professional MMA fighter, father, ...
A Firefighter’s Faith Journey Through PTSD And Marriage - Part 2
Your home doesn’t drift into health by accident, and your marriage doesn’t stay connected on leftover time. We sit down with Shannon and talk about the habits that keep a family grounded when life gets loud: scheduling “money talks,” protecting...
A Firefighter’s Faith Journey Through PTSD And Marriage - Part 1
You can have the dream job, the nice house, the supportive family, and still feel like you are losing yourself behind the front door. That tension drives this Kingdom Chaos conversation with our friend Shannon, a firefighter, husband of nearly ...
Rest That Heals
Your life can be full of good things and still feel spiritually empty. We open up about a real health wake-up call, from triglycerides in the 350s to pre-diabetic markers, and how it forced us to face a bigger question: what happens when respon...
Church Beyond The Building And A Faith That Lasts
If you’ve ever felt spiritually full on Sunday and strangely empty by Tuesday, you’re not alone and you’re not broken. We’re wrestling with a hard truth: it’s easy to turn Christianity into an event we attend instead of a relationship with Jesu...
What If The Delay Is The Training
You can pray for something for years, finally get an open door, and still feel tempted to reject it because it does not look like you pictured. That tension sits at the center of this Kingdom Chaos conversation as I unpack what “real faith” act...
How An Innocent Friendship Became An Emotional Affair
A marriage can be full of noise and still feel painfully lonely. We open up about what it looked like when our home seemed fine on the outside, but our relationship slowly became transactional: schedules, bills, kids, and exhaustion replacing r...
When Good Habits Become Idols
A good habit become an idol. I learned that the hard way when my workout routine slowly stopped being a tool and started becoming my foundation, and I didn’t even notice the shift until God interrupted my schedule.I’m Troy, and I’...
Real Parenting Mistakes And What We Learned About Faith
Parenting can humble you fast, especially when you look back and realize how many moments you handled on autopilot. We’re Troy and Amy, and we get real about the parenting choices we’d change if we could rewind. No glossy “perfect family” story...
Waiting on God in the Silence
Silence can mess with your head. You keep praying, you keep trying to do the right thing, and the only thing you hear back is… nothing. That’s where we’re going today, and we’re not treating it like a vague spiritual idea. We’re talking about t...
You Can Follow Jesus And Still Struggle With Depression
Depression can make you feel isolated even when you’re surrounded by people, and it can twist your thoughts until lies sound like facts. We’re Troy and Amy, and we’re getting painfully honest about what depression looked like in our home, what ...
Identity That Cannot Be Shaken
If your peace disappears the moment work gets weird, conflict shows up at home, or someone criticizes you, that’s not just “stress” it might be an identity problem. I open with a question that stops most of us cold: if your job, relationships, ...
Quiet Time, Real Strength
No intro music, no polished setup, just a needed reset. I’ve had a heavy week watching several families fight through crisis and even life-and-death moments, and it pushed me to talk about something simple that most of us say we want but rarely...
Stop Pretending Worry Is Planning
Worry can feel like proof you care, but it often acts like a silent thief, stealing peace, draining energy, and pulling you out of the moment. I share my own story of living with constant worry always-on, anxiety, starting as a kid I worried ab...
The Prison of Unforgiveness: How to Break Free
Some wounds don’t fade with time. They stay loud in the quiet moments, showing up as resentment, distance, and that constant need to protect yourself. I’m Troy, and I’m walking through a question that sits underneath so many faith stories: how ...
From Drift To Redemption - Part 2
What if the spark you’re chasing is blinding you to the repair you actually need? We open up about the lowest point of our marriage—an emotional affair, misaligned priorities, and a deep identity crisis—and the unexpected path that led us back ...
From Drift To Redemption - Part 1
What if the greatest threat to your marriage isn’t a blowup but a slow drift you barely notice? We open up about our story—from teen romance and long-distance phone bills to a newborn during senior year and a wedding that felt like a sprint. Th...