Even if you're scared.
Even If You’re Scared is a podcast about showing up for your life… even when you don’t feel ready.
Hosted by Sil, a Black, queer, transmasculine person, this space holds honest conversations about identity, love, grief, becoming, and everything in between. It’s about carrying loss while still making room for hope—and learning how to live with both at the same time.
Some episodes go into the heavy things.
Other days, we laugh, talk about music, books, culture, relationships, and the moments that make life feel good again.
Nothing here is overly polished or perfect. This is a space for honesty—for the hard, the soft, and everything in between.
Occasionally, there may be special guests where we bounce ideas, stories, and perspectives off each other for deeper conversation and connection.
If you’re figuring it out as you go… you’re not alone here.
Even if you're scared.
Burning It to the Ground Part 2
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Part 2 of 2
The conversation with Tracy continues.
Picking up where Part 1 leaves off, this episode dives deeper into long-distance love, queerness, pansexuality, polyamory, identity, Pride, and the ongoing process of creating a life that feels authentic.
Together, this conversation explores belonging, visibility, relationship structures, personal freedom, and the courage required to keep choosing yourself while remaining connected to the people you love.
What does Pride mean when it's lived rather than performed?
What does authenticity look like in relationships?
And how do we continue becoming ourselves while allowing the people we love to do the same?
Thoughtful, funny, vulnerable, and deeply honest, this conversation creates space for curiosity, growth, and the many ways love can evolve.
Find Tracy on all platforms @Tracy_Intransit
Happy Pride.
If this episode felt familiar in any way—like your mind, your room, your routines, or your quiet—you’re not alone in it.
You can reach out anytime at 7amkingsil@gmail.com or on Instagram @abstract_catalyst. Messages don’t need to be perfect. They don’t need to be important. They just need to be yours.
Everything sent gets read. Even if it takes time to sit with it.
And wherever you are right now—whether you’re moving fast, standing still, or somewhere in between—you don’t have to force clarity out of it today.
Just keep going gently.
Even if it’s messy.
Even if it’s uncertain.
Even if you’re scared.