Even if you're scared.
Even If You’re Scared is a podcast about showing up for your life… even when you don’t feel ready.
Hosted by Sil, a Black, queer, transmasculine person, this space holds honest conversations about identity, love, grief, becoming, and everything in between. It’s about carrying loss while still making room for hope—and learning how to live with both at the same time.
Some episodes go into the heavy things.
Other days, we laugh, talk about music, books, culture, relationships, and the moments that make life feel good again.
Nothing here is overly polished or perfect. This is a space for honesty—for the hard, the soft, and everything in between.
Occasionally, there may be special guests where we bounce ideas, stories, and perspectives off each other for deeper conversation and connection.
If you’re figuring it out as you go… you’re not alone here.
Even if you're scared.
Latest Episodes
This Is Twenty..
Twenty episodes later, Even If You're Scared takes a moment to look back at the journey so far — the fear, the uncertainty, the growth, and the decision to keep showing up.A reflection on what it means to hear your own voice cha...
"Behind"
Nobody has life figured out.Growth isn't linear. Confidence isn't constant. The people who seem to have all the answers are often asking the same questions everyone else is.A conversation about comparison, changing direction, star...
I Don't Know Yet
An unfiltered look at what happens when there isn’t a lesson yet.This episode explores what it feels like to keep showing up while carrying more than most people see—for family, for relationships, and for yourself.From difficult c...
The Weight Of Softness
I think avoiding first person actually makes the description feel more universal and inviting. Here's a version that keeps the same themes but speaks to the listener instead of summarizing the episode from your perspective.What does it m...
The Quiet After the Flags Came Down
The calendar changed.But nothing else did.A deeply personal conversation about the emotional comedown after Pride Month, the parallels it shares with Juneteenth and other moments of collective remembrance, and the question that's ...