Dear Divorce Diary: A Fresh Approach To Healing Grief & Building A Life Of Confidence After Divorce
This isn’t a breakup pep talk. It’s a full-body recalibration.
Welcome to Dear Divorce Diary—the only podcast for women navigating the messy aftermath of divorce who are done with quick fixes and spiritual fluff.
I’m Dawn Wiggins, therapist and homeopath, and I’m here to give you something the divorce advice space rarely does: real healing.
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Dear Divorce Diary: A Fresh Approach To Healing Grief & Building A Life Of Confidence After Divorce
287. The Grocery Store Aisle That Breaks You: Why Everyday Moments Hurt Most After Divorce
...and then there’s the moment you’re just standing in the pasta sauce aisle, realizing your life doesn’t come in a set of two anymore.
No one warns you about that part of life after divorce.
The everyday grief.
The way your stomach drops when you reach for a family-size anything and remember: it’s just me now.
In this episode, Dawn, Joy, and Tiff unpack why the tiny, ordinary moments hit harder than the big ones — and why the grocery store aisle can feel like a spiritual breakdown near the beans.
You’ll learn:
- why these moments have little to do with missing him
- what’s actually happening in your nervous system when that wave hits
- the parts of you (IFS) that come online in grocery-store grief
- why your identity feels shaky, young, or overwhelmed
- the difference between the “old hard” and the “new hard” of healing
- why your body says no long before your mind catches on
- how to honor your capacity during the holidays
- the sentence that will ground you instantly when the grief sneaks up
And later, in our My Body Said No segment, we share the real, raw ways our bodies are setting boundaries this season — and how honoring those no’s is a core part of healing divorce grief.
If you’ve ever pretended to compare marinara jars just to get a second to breathe… this episode will feel like someone finally naming what you’ve been carrying.
Love you.
See you Thursday for the grounding ritual inside our premium episode.
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Okay, listen, none of us were truly prepared for the grocery store aisle after divorce. Like, yeah, people warn you about holidays and court and co-parenting and all of that, but nobody fully pulls you aside and prepares you for a pasta sauce aisle, might freaking take you out. So the first time you reached for family-sized anything and realized, oh, it's just me now, and your stomach dropped in a way you could still feel. And it wasn't about him, it was that tiny painful shift in identity, realizing your life doesn't come in the set of two packaging anymore. So if you've ever stood there pretending to compare marinara jars just to buy yourself a second to breathe, you're not crazy. You're grieving more than you ever realized. Let's talk about that. Hi, love. Welcome to Dear Divorce Diary, the podcast helping divorcees go beyond talk therapy to process your grief, find the healing you crave, and build back your confidence. I'm your host, Don Wiggins, a therapist, coach, integrative healer, and divorcee. Join me for a fresh approach to healing grief and building your confidence after divorce. All right, darlings. Today we are going to explain why the everyday moments hit harder than the big ones sometimes. Super, super fascinating concept. And a little later in the episode, we are gonna give you a sentence to say in your head that will really help soften the sting when it sneaks up on you. And that's how grief works, right? It just really sort of like zings you out of nowhere. So we're gonna give you a sentence to really be able to ground and keep repeating to yourself. Later in the episode, we are gonna dig into what that moment in the grocery store aisle is most deeply about because it's not actually missing him. It goes far beyond that. And we're gonna help you get grounded in those moments. And if you stick with us to the end, we are going to have a segment called My Body Said No. And in the My Body Said No segment, we are going to reveal to you the ways in which our bodies have been saying no to do with the holidays, even years later, and how we are tackling those things and how you can too. So let's freaking dig in. Also, sidebaring, no one who've heard me say this at the top of the episode, but we are impatiently, not patiently, awaiting your submissions for our new segment on the ways that you are winning at life and divorce right now because we are here to go well beyond naming our wounds, loves. Like when we listen to the episodes, we get really good at naming our wounds, feeling seen, feeling heard, feeling understood. But then we have to go releasing them and sending us your wins and focusing on those things fundamentally helps you release wounds. So we are impatiently waiting and cannot wait to get your submissions. In the meantime, help me welcome Tiffer Doodle and Producer Joy to the episode. Good morning, ladies. Good morning. Good morning. Tell me the very specific reasons each of you cannot wait to get emails from our listeners about the things that they're winning at.
SPEAKER_02:Listen, like celebrating the tiny wins is everything. Like it gives it gives all three of us such a high, knowing that our listeners are noticing and letting us be in on the win and including us in their in their vibe up, in their leveling up.
SPEAKER_03:Right. And it's so momentum building, like you tell us, and then we celebrate you, and that keeps the high like it's literally on the vibrational scale, it keeps the vibration going. Because very often we there's so much harder stuff than there is good stuff, and then we have trouble breaking out of that low vibe state. So when you share a high vibe state and somebody celebrates you, right? It keeps that high vibe state going.
SPEAKER_02:Right. And it's like the it's like uh we're we're a team, we're a unit, we're like that, that like that community um facet in your brain that kicks in when you get to include someone in your win and they get to celebrate you, and it's like this cycle of circle of family team building.
SPEAKER_01:I feel like women tend to focus way too hard too on the bad days and like the bad shit that happens through the course of the day or the triggers they experienced. And a lot of times I tell women, like, take a step back and look at how far you've come. Or look at the things that you were able to do today that you couldn't have done a week ago, a month ago, a year ago.
SPEAKER_03:We're so hard on ourselves, right? We could get five compliments and one like you could stand to do this, and then we focus on the you could stand to do this versus the compliments. Yeah, we have to retrain our brains, right? So when we share our wins, we're literally teaching our reticular activating system to look for more wins, and then all of a sudden we see more wins, and then absolutely we retrain our brains to be going in a different direction. So it's literally an act of reclaiming and empowering your healing journey to email us your wins. So we're not letting you off the hook with this. Send us your email today. Auntie Dawn said I had to send her my wins so that we can love you and celebrate you and keep the vibes going. All right, back to the episode. Let's talk about why the everyday moments hit so much harder sometimes than the big ones. So we're in the grocery store and Q scene, right? We're in the grocery store, you know, you can hear the like music playing over the whatever. I'm always cold in the grocery grocery store, you like I'm always like extra cold.
SPEAKER_00:It's crazy.
SPEAKER_03:I know. And um, I don't know, maybe you've got a million things in your mind, you're tired, you know, the budget to consider, whatever it is, and then like all of these feelings hit you. Um talk us through it. Why does it why does it hit so freaking hard?
SPEAKER_01:Around the holidays for me, so my holidays with him looked a little bit different because he was in the military. So there weren't a lot of Christmases or holidays that he was home for, but there was the box, and all the wives wanted to send the Christmas boxes overseas with all their favorite things in them. So for my ex-husband loved the Queen Anne's chocolate-covered cherries, he was obsessed with them, and they always come out around Christmas time. So post divorce, every time I saw a box of Queen Anne's chocolate-covered cherries, I would just get this sinking feeling like I have nobody to buy those for now. And then I would think, well, who's buying stuff for him? Is he okay? Is he bad? Like all of this ruminating shit like started to come up with me. Um, and I remember still feeling like that like two or three years post-divorce, where I still felt this impulse to buy the freaking cherries for him. And it was wild. Also, the holidays were always about our families. We lived in North Carolina, our families both lived in similar towns right next to each other. And so I would always take my daughter up to Pennsylvania and we would celebrate Thanksgiving and/or Christmas with both families, but it was only me. Post-divorce, let's talk about the fact that I was a leper to his family. And I was still forced to engage. And because my daughter was so young, sometimes she wasn't comfortable being there by herself. So she would say, Mommy, can you please stay? And when I would hear those dreaded words, I'd be like, Oh my god. Yeah. Wow, I'm not sure.
SPEAKER_03:Yeah, I relate so much to that buying something for somebody else. Like, I, if I started dating this guy right around the time of getting divorced, right? Read anxious attachment style. And I would go to the grocery store all the time to buy things for him to avoid this exact grocery store sensation, right? So as long as I had somebody to buy food for, I was not, or like their favorite drink or whatever it was, right? Then as long as I had somebody to care for, I didn't have to feel that intense, like I am all alone sensation that came down the road right after that thing crashed and burned. Yeah, and I think it speaks so much to the roles we play and the lack of identity in capital S self, right? That we uh relate more to the roles we play as women caretaker, mother, partner, spouse, boss, sister, daughter, whatever it is. And then when that role is stripped, we it see so clearly like how much our identity is sort of built on on um foundation of sand. I don't know. Does that make sense? Absolutely.
SPEAKER_01:And it's scary how it can all be wiped away in a second. It's like you build a life with somebody, and some of our clients have built a life with somebody decades long. Decades. You know, I'm talking 20, 30 years, and all of a sudden everything you knew goes like quicksand, and it's it's scary to how quickly everything can change. The relationships with his family, the relationships with your friends, everything that once felt stable and like it was part of your existence no longer exists. I actually had someone reach out to us this morning in our online community, and she said, I feel completely lost without him. I don't even know who I am anymore. You must think I'm crazy. And I'm like, actually, I would think you're crazy if you didn't feel that way. That's right. Yeah, when you go through this, it feels like everything that felt safe to you is no longer safe. And that feeling of it's like walking down the stairs and missing a step, right? That stomach drop every morning, like shit, the life that I built and created for myself is no longer it anymore. And I don't know who to turn to or where to go. These people who looked at me at the holidays who welcomed me into their home with smiles on their faces, whether they were fake or not, now look at me like I am the worst thing that ever came into because they saw you as the role and not as the person.
SPEAKER_03:Right? So it's it's something that is society-wide, right? We celebrate roles versus people. What you can do for me, not who you are. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Joy, I know you had a lot of grocery store moments when you were in your life.
SPEAKER_02:I did, because my identity was him, right? Like I was a stay-at-home mom. I was a stay-at-home wife, and so like everything I remember, I remember like the night he left, I walked into the kitchen, and this big, huge, very expensive bottle of LaFroig was on my counter, and I'm like, like, it's because everything was always about himself. Going to the grocery store, I would pick his favorite snacks and I'd get his favorite foods, and I would get the big bottle of mouthwash, and I would do because everything revolved around my role as his wife, as uh, because that is, you know, like what I was bred or designed or um told to be, right? Conditioned to be. And so when he left and I would go to the grocery store, I all of a sudden like I don't I don't know what to buy, I don't know what to get, I don't know, because everything was programmed, pre-programmed, and I don't need the big battle of mouthwash anymore. And so I spent years, um, and later on in the episode, I'm super excited about uh the tools that that we're gonna talk about, but like I spent years with headphones in because I was so anxious and I didn't necessarily understand what was happening, but I did not believe that I was safe. It was like a in the grocery store. In the grocery store, right? And so like I I was gonna run into somebody or I was gonna have somebody say something, or I was gonna buy the wrong thing, or yes, you were gonna run into somebody.
SPEAKER_03:Right.
SPEAKER_02:And so, and then I start ruminating and I start perseverating on what happens when I get a flash of, you know, like I get a flash of blonde hair and oh my gosh, what am I, what am I, who am I gonna see? What am I gonna say? What am I gonna do? Especially when I was with my children, because then then now I'm not as a mother able to keep them safe. And it was all perception, like I was never unsafe. Now I know that. Then I didn't, my body did not. And so I continuously tried to schedule my grocery store trips around work hours. I continuously try scheduled my, you know, like I would do when he had the girls, I would do certain areas errands at certain times visitation-wise, right? And so I would do certain things at certain times to avoid running into anybody or anything. And I felt like the whole town, the whole town was constantly staring at me, whispering behind my back, gossiping, whatever the case was with. So I was very, very, very aware of every time I walked into a store.
SPEAKER_03:So I love that you talked about you used earbuds for years. Can you imagine, for instance, if at that time you had had our Thursday premium episode to help ground you in that context, in that moment, in that space, right? Because our this week premium episode is gonna address this, like what is needed and what is called for when you're having that panic attack in the grocery aisle. Can you imagine if you had had access to that then? Because you would listen to a lot of really great stuff, right? Like a podcast or 528 Hertz. But what if you at that time had been able to go beyond like trying to escape the sense of not being safe and instead were able to like ground in the moment into your capital S self? Wouldn't that have been amazing?
SPEAKER_02:Yeah. So we all it would have saved me a lot of extra.
SPEAKER_03:Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So we're all sort of on the same page that the reason the grocery store is so big and scary is because our identities, for whatever reason, right, like attachment style related, early childhood experiences, like societal shaping and programming and whatnot, really um shaped us to have uh an identity founded on somebody other than ourself, right? And so then here we are in the grocery store and our identity feels really shook. We don't have a clear sense of self or walls of self, right? If we feel like, I don't know, like we're oozing, uh not solid, not stable, right? And I might even argue we feel young, right? Like because if you sent an eight-year-old into the grocery store to shop on their own, they would feel really overwhelmed and insecure and anxious and uncomfortable and not like they had the capacity, right? And I think that's a lot of what happens in divorce, is it reveals the parts of us that are young and unhealed and disassociated. And so that grocery store aisle feels so overwhelming because to our subconscious mind, it profoundly is. It's real what you're experiencing in that moment. So let's go through. I have this sentence that I want you to be able to stay in your head. And you could just work with the root of the sentence, right? I'm going to I'm gonna say more than one sentence, but I'm gonna repeat the main core sentence many, many, many times. So this is a moment to just sort of soften through the shoulders, soften through the jaw, take a breath, and just receive this, right? When you're in this grocery store aisle to notice my body is simply asking for safety right now. And I am learning where to find it. In this breath, in moments just like this one, and in the spaces where I'm learning to feel safe with myself and other women, maybe for the first time. It's the same safety we keep practicing together on Thursday premium episodes when we go beyond naming the wound and begin to release it. I feel so much safer when I release the wounds. And in workshops where my body finally remembers what safety feels like, my body's just asking for safety right now. And I am learning where to find it. Take a big deep breath. Wonderful. Let's dig a little bit deeper, Tiffany. If you could talk us through the deeper elements of what's going on in that aisle from an IFS, from a parts perspective. Because it's not about missing him, right? It's deeper than that. So talk to us a little bit about what's going on from like an exile manager firefighter part perspective in the grocery store aisle.
SPEAKER_01:Mm-hmm. So you're definitely gonna have again these younger parts. So somewhere in your backstory are themes of abandonment, rejection, not belonging. Also, like Joy said, having other people look at you, you know, feeling like you're being stared at, feeling very uncomfortable. And so it's basically these younger parts that are asking to be seen that are super activated. Um, and so usually in situations like that, your manager might take over and just look at your checklist. You might have a manager that comes in and is trying to people please, so you're smiling at everybody, you're going above and beyond to be chatty with people that you aren't normally chatty with, just to prove a point, to prove that you're okay and that you have it together. Firefighter could say, I need to get the hell out of here now. Um, and you might just like abandon cart and abortion. We have we have somebody who did that, yeah. You know, it's like this is too overwhelming, I need to run. It's all these beautiful layers of you, right? And it's kind of those parts become very activated when they don't feel seen and they don't feel welcome. And so we always try to push that stuff away. We always try to push away what feels uncomfortable or what feels scary. I'm really excited too because on our Thursday episodes, we're gonna start a segment two that's called After the Mic. And this is gonna offer these raw peak behind the curtains of joy, Dawn and myself in our current life now, things that we're still dealing with, things that we still feel triggered in sometimes, and how we kind of work through it many, many years post-divorce and post-separation, right?
SPEAKER_03:Because the difference between naming the wound and releasing the wound is being able to tolerate staying with it and responding to it differently, right? And so, yeah, that's what's so exciting about because yeah, uh, you know, historically, if you were in the grocery store aisle and you wanted to distance yourself from that pain, you would use all these strategies that the parts have, right, to distance from the pain. But healing is about being able to sit with it for a moment and release it or shed it or put it down or unburden yourself from the pain, right? It's like, I I want us to do an email series where we talk about the two different types of hard, right? Where we have the old way of hard, which is when we're just stuck in it, and we're either like stuck in the hard or dare I say spiraling downwards in the hard. And then there's the new kind of hard where we're improving our capacity to feel it and release it. And it's hard to release it, right? It's hard to unburden, but it's a different kind of hard that gets lighter and lighter because you're spiraling up, right? And so it's like, can you ask yourself, am I doing the old kind of hard right now when I'm staying stuck in the hard or I'm spiraling deeper into the hard? Or am I doing the new hard where I'm releasing and unburdening? Because the reality is, is the reasons we panic in the grocery store, the reasons our parts panic is because they don't have the resources, they don't have the confidence, you don't have the confidence in yourself that you can handle it, and you don't have confidence in your path or your journey or your healing process that you're gonna be able to have what you want in the end, right? And so it's from this place of feeling inadequate or insecure, like I can't have what I want, or I don't have the strength to face this, or I don't have the confidence to move through it, that we panic. Because panic really comes from a feeling like we don't have the resources, there's not enough of something.
SPEAKER_01:I would love to tell everybody out there that listening to our podcast is gonna magically heal you in 30 days or less, right? Like we would love to have those display. Okay, wouldn't that be amazing? Yeah, but but it goes beyond that. So, like to all the women that are like hanging out in the outskirts, right? Like it's like a team section only, right? Like you're back there and you're listening to us on the pod and you're you have the awareness to kind of know what's going on. Take it a step further. Join our online community, join premium, come into our workshops, come into our divorce programs. Like, that's when all of this shit will really start to change for you. The new kind of hard. Yes, like the new kind of hard. The difference is now you have us and a community of other women to hold you through that. That's the difference. And that's where change starts to really start to shift.
SPEAKER_03:Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay. So when you're in that moment in the aisle and you need to get grounded, right? That's the thing that the Thursday episode is going to help you do. But let's talk about, let's name what it is that needs to happen to get grounded in that aisle. So you're having a spiritual breakdown near the beans, right? And you're like black beans or kidney beans or pinto beans, I don't know. And so what needs to happen is the ability to witness those parts that are using those strategies, right? The manager that Tiffany talked about that goes to her checklist, or the one that starts overcompensating by, you know, talking to somebody about beans awkwardly, right? Or the firefighter. I remember who it was that ran out on her cart. Um, it's Karen from an Apause Love Lounge. She tells this story post-divorce that she literally did that. She left the cart in the grocery store aisle and ran outside and got in her car. That was it was her firefighter part, right? That did that. And I think it's a really, really, really common story. So when you're having that spiritual breakdown near the beans, the goal is to take a breath, to be in your body, to feel in your body, right? And to witness those parts of you and those strategies that are going on. And that's we're gonna walk you through in the Thursday episode is the ability to get in touch with and witness those parts so that they can feel seen, heard, and supported. So there's more resource. Okay, so let's dig into our holiday season 2025 version of my body said no, right? This is a segment we're gonna do more and more. My body said no. I think there is so much of um my body said no going on for women day in and day out of life, but we override the body, right? We override the body and we just push through, and that leads to disassociation. It leads to more suffering for longer, it it breaks down the process of healing, right? When we ignore the body saying no, it actually interrupts the process of healing when we override. And so we're gonna talk about the ways that our body said no lately, bonus points if it can have to do with the holidays, and the ways we're honoring our bodies and we're doing it differently, right? Now, I want to acknowledge that doing it differently takes capacity. And and the the journey of healing really is the process of unburdening parts, which expands our capacity, right? Shedding painful layers we've been carrying around, like literally like Scrooge with his his chains and his weights and all that crap, right? It's like the process of healing really is unburdening all those weights we've been carrying. It increases our capacity and and then we rise, right? And we can we can face things and do things differently. Um, and I know all of our favorite tools to unburden are things like, for instance, homeopathy, IFS, EMDR, somatics, you name it, right? But yeah, let's talk about the ways we, my body, my body said no. Who wants to go first?
SPEAKER_01:This past weekend I had brunch plans with somebody. And I just woke up that morning feeling like shit. Like I just did not feel like I had capacity to hold a conversation or be social or have the energy to really even put on makeup or actual pants. Actual pants. I basically yeah, actual pants instead of my yoga pants instead of it all the time. And so I just I felt that wave of guilt for a split second, and then I just sent a text and said, I'm so sorry, but I'm not feeling well today and my body says now I'm gonna reschedule.
SPEAKER_03:Mm-hmm. Yeah. Amazing. Can we talk about a recent awareness I had that if a restaurant is serving brunch and it doesn't have sourdough, it's missing the entire plot. That's that's how I feel about it's how I feel about brunch. It must have sourdough.
SPEAKER_01:So I know where I'm taking you for brunch when you visit me. Absolutely.
unknown:Yeah.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah. For sure. Yeah. My body is a good one. Yeah. Like um I I live in a southern mountain city where brunch is part of religion. It is like breathing air. It is and people get really into it. And if you don't have reservations on Sunday, you're not getting into brunch anywhere here. Wow. That's intense. Yeah. Okay. But it's so much fun. I love it.
SPEAKER_03:Yeah. I love that. Well, well done, honoring your body.
SPEAKER_02:Don, I really love the your breakdown earlier this morning when you talked about self-energy versus narcissism. You know, like what the breakdown of this of the stages of. Can you tell our listeners that only because I think it really helps put because as women, we are kind of shamed for having our our own needs and our own desires for listening to our body. Right, right. And so, like, I really love the way you broke that down and explained the difference.
SPEAKER_03:Yeah. So this is borrowed from Lori Gerber. She is our in-house dating expert. She was historically the dating expert for like MASH.com and Zeus and JDate and in our 12-month healing container, a different D-Word, she is our in-house dating consultant that the women in our program get to work with at the end. Um, she has been a guest on the podcast several times. She is a dear friend. I'm on menopause love lounge with her, so I got this from her. But she describes that um when you are in a relationship, and this could be a friendship, it could be a family relationship, it could be with a spouse or partner, that when you solely care about the other person's experience of the relationship, and you are not able to consider your own needs or your own perspective or your own identity or your own experience of it, that is codependency. When you are in a relationship and you mostly care about the other person's per perspective and you struggle to care about your perspective, but maybe you consider it sometimes, that is people pleasing. When you are able to be in a relationship with someone, anyone, and you are able to dance between I care about my experience of the relationship and yours, mine and yours, mine and yours, and we can't actually multitask. Our brains actually can't hold multiple things at once. We do switch between subjects. So it is a dance of I thou, I thou, I thou, which many historical philosophers and psychologists have written about over the years. But this is not a new concept. That is the healthy balance we are looking for in relationship, that I take turns caring about my experience and your experience in the relationship. But if you are someone who's in relationship and you mostly only care about your experience of it, and you only sometimes care about other people's experience of it, you are selfish. And if you are in a relationship and you solely care about your experience and you don't really care about the other person's experience, that is narcissism. And so there are a lot of ways to analyze narcissism these days, or selfishness, or codependency, or people pleasing, right? But I, my body said no this weekend to something specifically about the holidays because I am so used to taking ultimate responsibility for the people who are selfish or narcissistic in relationships and don't really give much credence at all to my experience of the relationship. And I'm used to overcompensating for them a lot. And so this weekend, my body said no to having our family Thanksgiving in the place that we've been having it for the last couple of years because it's not enjoyable. It's awful. And my body said no, and I all of a sudden mustered up the courage to tell the person who typically hosts it that I am pulling rank. I didn't say it like that, and relocating it to our home where it will be more grounded, warm, inviting, stable, where I can be, you know, in self-energy rather than having to disassociate to escape how uncomfortable it is at this other person's house. So my body said no, and I honored it. And I made the phone call and I said to the person, I'm gonna make this uncomfortable request, and my heart is gonna race while I do it, but I'm gonna do it anyways. So thank you for listening. And it was received, and it's fine. And is there gonna be some discomfort maybe in the unfoldment? And that's the difference between old hard and new hard, right? So, and this is what I think is really, really important for people to understand because old hard is it's hard, and I go and I disassociate or I suck it up or I push it down and I power through. But I have now disconnected from self and I've used old trauma patterns. New hard is I break the cycle and I feel a little anxious or uncomfortable doing it, but it's while I'm holding space for those parts of me to feel seen, heard, and understood, and I make, I forge a literal new synaptic pathway in my brain for the new way and build confidence towards that new way. So, yes, both ways are uncomfortable, but one keeps us entrenched in the old trauma patterns and one builds the scaffolding and the infrastructure for independence, autonomy, interdependence, actually, not even independent, interdependence, right? Receiving new love, receiving support, initiating support for and with myself, right? First, and then being able to receive it from other places. So yeah, my body said no.
SPEAKER_02:I love it, and and the immediate pushback and shame and the response, but able to stand in that and stay in self without going small or without retreating and understanding that that's there. Their stuff that's not yours. You don't do anything wrong by requesting that change of venue, you know. Um, I thought I thought that was a really beautiful breakdown.
SPEAKER_01:And also expect people that you're setting these boundaries with to not receive it well. Right.
SPEAKER_00:This isn't a good idea.
SPEAKER_03:Right. In this case, yeah, in this case, it did go well, but I can tell you there are other people in my life where it would not have gone that well. Right. Um, yeah.
SPEAKER_01:And we have some clients that'll text me and say, Hey, I set that boundary now. This person is pissed off or they went off on me. Well, yes, that is going to happen. And that is a hundred percent okay.
SPEAKER_03:Yep. Yeah. And that's where we have to hold lots of space for our own nervous systems and our parts of self, right? Our managers, our firefighters, our exiles. We have to love them well so that they can um feel that they are worth that boundary setting.
SPEAKER_02:Right. And they are safe to feel it. They are safe to um they're not actually in danger or on fire.
SPEAKER_03:We really are just all sweet, like little girls and boys running around pretending to be adults. Yeah, and healing really is the process of integrating all those young parts, right? And feeling actually grown. And it's an incredible relief. Yeah. We would love to hear your versions of my body said no. And I listened, right? So send us some examples, send us a DM with My Body Said No. Send us your wins, send us your joys, send us your breakthroughs. Like, let's freaking not just talk about healing. Let's heal together. So take these steps. Like, right, join us. Join us in doing the behavior of healing because it's more than just, yeah, hearing and a new year is coming.
SPEAKER_01:Do you want to be in the same spot a year from now, or would you rather be someplace magical, right?
SPEAKER_03:No, 100%. 100%. Yeah. So, but it's really, can you let it in, right? Can you let it in? Can you do the new hard versus the old heart? Yeah. All right. We'll see you in th on the Thursday premium episode where we help you get grounded in self when you're in that grocery store aisle and can't wait for it. Love you so much. Peace.com.
