#66: Is Your Alignment Built To Last? The Ultimate Stress Test

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Why boundaries feel like conflict—and how to build systems that actually support your values

Episode Summary:
This episode explores the hidden cost of unclear agreements and why boundaries often feel like conflict—especially when they’re enforced late. Through two real-life examples, we unpack how alignment breaks down when structure isn’t in place, and how to rebuild it in a way that actually holds.

Key Topics:

• Alignment vs. attachment
• Why unclear expectations create emotional decisions
• The neuroscience of pattern disruption and loss aversion
• Reactive vs. proactive boundaries
• How to create systems that support your values

Key Takeaways:

• If it’s not consistently enforced, it’s not a boundary—it’s a preference
• Flexibility without structure leads to misalignment
• Late boundaries feel like conflict, even when they’re fair
• Alignment requires systems, not just awareness

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If you’re navigating a transition, decision, or boundary in your life or business and want support creating alignment that actually holds, reach out about coaching sessions.

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Alignment That Holds Under Stress

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Hey, welcome back. Welcome back to Just Count Me In. I'm Sari and I'm your host. And what a week it's been this week. Over the last few episodes, we've been talking a lot about alignment, like what it means, how to define success for yourself. We also talked a little bit about how to stop performing and make more intentional choices. But here's the part that we didn't talk about enough. And life gave me a big lesson in it this week. It's one thing to feel aligned when you're thinking about your life. It's another thing to actually build your life in a way that holds alignment when things get uncomfortable. Because if your systems, if your expectations, and your boundaries aren't aligned with what you say you value, eventually something breaks. And this week, my friends, I had one of those moments and it really shook me. And here's what's interesting. At this exact time, one of my coaching clients had one too, and it was the same issue, but a completely different outcome. So I've been working with a student for years, and it's somebody that I care very, very deeply about. I've actually known her and the family for a long time since she was a baby. And because of that, the structure of our whole relationship was more flexible, probably, than it should have been. I charged less, which was okay with me. I allowed more flexibility. I mean, she was like family. I made exceptions all the time. This felt aligned with who I am. What I didn't realize was that I wasn't just being generous. I actually was creating a system where my boundaries were optional. So when I finally reinforced one, just calmly stating something about last-minute cancellations and still charging for them, it didn't land as consistency. It landed as a change. And they decided to take a break from tutoring, not because the policy was unreasonable, but because the system hadn't been holding this all along. Now, at the same time, a friend of mine, actually, she's a client, a business owner, had to let someone go. A really serious decision involving repeated boundary violations. This is actually a partner in the business. And when she made the call, it was clear, it was direct, it was aligned. It did take us a few months to get there, but that's pretty quick for a long, a 13-year relationship to just have a few months of coaching. And it was hard, but it was done very cleanly. And that contrast stayed with me because we were both dealing with boundaries, but one was proactive and one was reactive. So I was trying to figure out like why, what is going on, and why did this happen? And what do I need to do so that it doesn't happen again? And here's something that helped me understand on a deeper level. Our brains are wired to get comfortable with patterns. So even if something isn't ideal, if it's consistent, it does feel normal. And the moment you change that pattern, even if it's in a reasonable way, the brain reads it as creating friction. There's actually research and behavioral science that shows that when people experience the loss of something they're used to, they experience that loss more strongly than gaining something new. So it wasn't just about a policy. It felt like a loss of flexibility. And when people feel that, they don't normally lean in. They pull away, they justify, they reframe, or they exit. And that's exactly what happened. And this doesn't just show up in business or work, it shows up at home all the time. Think about a parent who lets their child stay up late sometimes. At first, it's occasional, then it becomes a little more frequent. Then over time, that later bedtime, it kind of becomes the norm. There's no clear structure, just a lot of flexibility, a lot of going with the flow. So when the parent suddenly says, okay, bedtime's at nine o'clock now, the child does not experience this as a reasonable boundary. They experience it as something being taken away. And what happens? You got a lot of pushback, a lot of resistance, not because the rule is wrong, but because the pattern changed. And that's exactly how this works in every single area of our lives. And it's not just parenting, it shows up in the workplace too. You have a manager who lets deadlines slide. Maybe they're slack about people coming in late once, twice, maybe more, they're understanding, there's flexibility, but not real consistency. So the team adapts to that. And one day the same manager decides hey, we need to tighten up. Deadlines matter, and being here on time matters. Suddenly there's frustration. People feel like they're getting micromanaged. People feel like expectations change. But the expectation didn't change, the consistency did. And that's what creates the tension. So here's what I took from this. It's not just about having boundaries, it's about when and how you hold them. Because if you don't build structure early, you hold them. Because if you don't build structure early, if you rely on flexibility or emotion, or this is a special case, you're going to be forced to enforce something later. And when this happens, then it's going to feel like conflict. Not because the boundary is wrong, but because it's late. This still didn't feel right to me, so I dug a little bit deeper into neuroscience because I really wanted to understand what happened and why this felt so bad. I found out about predictive processing, and that's expectation networks. So my client's brain had a built-in model. This relationship equals flexible, intermittent consequences, and very adjustable. And that was because I set it up that way. Even if I said that there was a policy, their repeated experience taught them something different. When I enforced the boundary, it created a prediction error. And that's like a mismatch between what's expected and the actual outcome. The brain does not like that. Your brain interprets this kind of friction as a threat, or they interpret it as friction and even a threat. So instead of updating smoothly, people often reject a new rule, they justify their reaction, or they exit the situation, and that's exactly what happened. Number two, I learned that loss aversion is actually stronger than logic. We would rather avoid loss than process through something. And this is from the prospect theory, the book. And people feel the pain of loss more strongly than the benefit of a gain. And that's so interesting. So in her mind, it wasn't like Sari's applying a fair policy. It felt more like I'm losing flexibility that I used to have. And she was correct. So even though my policy is standard, her brain coded it as a loss of privilege. And this can trigger defensiveness and justification or just withdrawing from the situation. When we're intermittent, when we're reinforcing something, it creates inconsistent behavior. And that's good old BF Skinner, the dogs, the treats, the bell, the operant conditioning. So you I intentionally created variable reinforcement. There was a variable. Sometimes the cancellations had no consequence. Sometimes they required rescheduling. Now all of a sudden there's a consequence. That's inconsistency. And that really reinforced the behavior that was going on. So the last-minute cancellation didn't stop. It kind of persisted because I trained them that that was okay. When I made it consistent and said I can't do this anymore, it felt like a rule change rather than a continuation. I'm really glad that out of over 20 people, this is my only situation, but this is a powerful lesson, and it's definitely one I'm thinking about. Social discomfort triggers avoidance, not resolution. And that's a Magdala threat response. When I enforce a boundary even calmly, it probably triggers a little bit of a mild social threat, like the person might think I'm being corrected or this is uncomfortable. And the brain will choose avoidance over repair. So instead of let's adjust and continue, we could just say let's just exit and reduce this discomfort. And that's efficient brainwiring. Cognitive dissonance and narrative rewriting is also something that this is a prime example of. Because this person holds a self-image, probably that I'm a reasonable person, I treat people fairly. And when I set that boundary, it created tension with past behaviors like cancellation and flexibility. And so to resolve that discomfort, the brain is going to rewrite the story. This isn't about cancellations, it's about scheduling confusion. And that protects identity without requiring any kind of behavior change. Basically, our brain gets used to patterns. So even if something isn't technically fair or sustainable, it's consistent, it feels normal. At that moment, you change that pattern, even in a reasonable way. It can feel like something's wrong, not because it is, but because it's different. What happened wasn't personal, it was a pattern interruption combined with perceived loss, and it triggered avoidance and narrative reframing. And that's really predictable human response, not a reflection on me or on her. It was just a very predictable response. So here's what I took away from this. It's not just about having boundaries, it's about how you hold them. Because if you don't build structure early and you rely on flexibility or emotion, this is a special case. Eventually, you're gonna be forced to enforce something later. And when that happens, it's gonna feel like conflict. Not because your boundary is wrong, but because it's late. I'll be honest, this hit me harder than I expected. I really had to calm down and do some research and think about what happened and go for a walk before I could even do this episode. Because I was questioning myself: like, did I handle this right? Was I too much? Did I miss something? But when I really sat with it, I realized this wasn't a failure. This was a correction. It was a moment when something that actually had been out of alignment for a while came into focus. And I noticed a misalignment. I experienced the consequence of it. I extracted the lesson from it, and here's the podcast. I'm teaching from it. So if you got anything from this, if you learned anything, let it be this. Alignment isn't something you feel, it's something you build. And that means being clear about expectations from the beginning, not making quiet exceptions that you hope will work themselves out, and not waiting until something feels uncomfortable to enforce what you actually already know is true. Because the longer you wait, the more emotional the decision becomes. So if the last few episodes were about finding alignment, this one is about protecting it because without structure, alignment doesn't last. It just feels good until it doesn't. And sometimes the moments that feel the worst in real time are actually the ones that bring you back into it. If this episode resonated with you, please subscribe and share. And if you can take a second, I love hearing your comments. Please DM me if you want to set up a 20 minute uh realignment session. They have been a huge hit lately. Until next time, have a great week. May you be aligned and just count me in.