I Only Do Things at the Last Minute (and I Hate That About Me)

Why do some of us only seem able to start when the pressure is unbearable?

In this episode, I’m talking honestly about last-minute living, not as a productivity problem, but as a nervous system response.

If you’re ADHD, autistic, AuDHD, or living with trauma, deadlines don’t always motivate you. They can trigger freeze, avoidance, shutdown… followed by a last-minute surge of adrenaline that somehow gets the job done, at a cost.

This isn’t laziness.
 It’s adaptation.

In this episode, I explore:

• Why deadlines often trigger freeze for trauma-wired brains
• How ADHD, autism, and CPTSD interact with time and pressure
• Why “just start earlier” is unhelpful (and often harmful) advice
• The shame cycle around last-minute action, and how to soften it
• How urgency becomes a survival strategy, not a choice

This is not an episode about fixing yourself, optimising your time, or becoming more disciplined.

It’s about understanding why your brain works the way it does, and building compassion, and choice, where there used to be self-attack.

If you’ve ever thought, “Why am I like this?”
You’re not alone.

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 Thank you for being here.
  And for staying curious instead of cruel with yourself.

Until next spiral.

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