"Can't you just stop?"

I've been hearing this question my whole life. About food. About eating. About my body. About being too big or too loud. About everything.

I'm Mila, a woman from Eastern Europe in my 30s, and I'm addicted to food.

I'm joined by Babushka - my inner cynical critic, the voice that wants to feed me and then ask why I'm fat. 

This is an experiment: if I give her a voice, if I expose her, will I still believe her?

This is recovery in real-time. Messy, honest, and still figuring it out.

New episodes every two weeks.