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I Adore the Hell Outta You
I Adore the Hell Outta You is a cheeky, unfiltered podcast for women in midlife—and anyone curious about what it really looks like to grow, stretch, and continuously expand. Hosted by two best friends with a tarot deck and a sharp sense of humor, we dive into the wild ride of aging, identity, relationships, body stuff, and big life pivots. Think late-night phone call energy meets real talk about becoming more yourself, one messy chapter at a time. Midlife is the main character, but all are welcome.
Episodes
21 episodes
Alter Egos and Past Lives
Get ready to howl and curse.... This week, we dive headfirst into our alter egos, past lives, and the personas that help us explore who we really are. We try on a lot of different "outfits" in this episode, but ultimately, we ...
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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43:10
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Bodybuilding show recap!!!!!!
This is so fun!! Listen in while we deconstruct the competition weekend and reflect on how letting people in on the journey made all the difference. But that can be easier said than done... We talk about all of it in this episode. W...
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Season 1
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Episode 20
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45:15
What's in and What's Out: Thoughts on where we put our energy💫
What’s working, what’s not, and how the hell do we decide??In this episode, Christa and Holly ride the seasonal shift into a conversation about energetic clutter, routine evaluation, and choosing change — with intention. This isn’t your ...
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Season 1
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Episode 19
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33:40
Tell Me Immediately: Reclaiming TMI
Heads up: brief discussion of restrictive eating from 16:00–21:00 This episode is just a darn good time. There's not much else to say about that... We're reclaiming TMI and implore you to tell us and each other immediately EVE...
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Season 1
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Episode 18
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41:57
Loosening the Grip: Reflections on the Fall Equinox
Heads up: brief discussion of restrictive eating from 8:00–10:00. In this episode of I Adore the Hell Outta You, we explore what it means to “white knuckle” through uncertainty — gripping tightly in the ...
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Season 1
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Episode 17
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26:06
There's a Good Reason for Your Resistance
This week, we’re talking about resistance—not the epic fight-the-fascists kind (though, always), but the subtle, sneaky kind that shows up in the mundane. You know, like avoiding a phone call, ignoring the to-do list, or sigh re...
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Season 1
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Episode 16
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40:31
Too Much for What??
In this bold and honest episode, Christa and Holly dig into a question so many women ask themselves—“Am I too much?” We explore the double binds of expression and shame, the tension between freedom and societal expectation, and the wei...
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47:12
Schools in session: We're talking about your DNA (Dirty, Nasty, Authenticity)
In this juicy episode, we welcome our very first guest—Tara from FMC Books in Missoula, Montana! Tara is the bold, brilliant owner of a romance bookstore that’s so much more than spicy stories (although t...
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Season 1
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Episode 14
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59:40
Catching up + Cracking Up
This week's episode is so dang fun. As we wind down Summer and step into our new routines and life adventures, we set this week aside for pure joy. Just a good ol fashioned catch up. Grab a cup of coffee or your diet coke and strap on your favo...
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Season 1
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Episode 13
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40:01
Let That Sh*t Go
This week, we’re not just raising our eyebrows—we're raising questions about what deserves our energy. Whether it's showering less, fielding social media comments, or thinking less about getting it "right" we’re talking about what it r...
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Season 1
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Episode 12
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39:12
Things that make you go hmmm 😉
A softcore spiral, but make it funny. In this episode, Christa and Holly tackle all the things that make us go “hmm…” — from thirst traps and algorithmic surprises to camel toe tech and hiding your Pornhub history from your...
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Season 1
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Episode 11
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38:02
Things you thought you couldn't do...and then you did.
In this episode, we're diving into the stories we’ve told ourselves — and the ones we’re rewriting. We're talking about the things we thought we couldn’t do, shouldn’t do, or never wanted to do… and how that changed.<...
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Season 1
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Episode 10
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42:02
This one time...in the 80s or 90s: Nostalgia and it's intoxicating power
Some smells, songs, and stories can time-travel you straight into your past. In this episode, we dive deep into the bittersweet magic of nostalgia — and how it revisits us when we least expect it. We explore: 📼 How the past...
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Season 1
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Episode 9
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40:53
Our Plan Had Other Plans: When intention and reality collide
This week, we're talking about what happens when your best intentions smash face-first into real life. You had the vision, the plan, the map—then… a curveball. In this episode, Christa and Holly talk about the emotional (and physical!) whiplash...
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Season 1
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Episode 8
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46:15
Restlessness and Rebirth: midlife milestones
In Episode 7 of I Adore the Hell Outta You, we dive headfirst into the delicious disorientation of midlife. From restlessness and unexpected quiet to shedding stale identities and rediscovering long-lost dreams (hello, Peace Corps fant...
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Season 1
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Episode 7
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42:36
Out of Your Comfort Zone: Growth edges & Camel toes
This week, we're talking growth edges—those thrilling, awkward, sweaty little moments where you stretch into something new. From Christa’s bodybuilding posing clinic to Holly’s solo nude yoga retreat, we’re dishing on what it feels like to say ...
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Season 1
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Episode 6
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41:20
Is This Real Life??
Welcome to a full-bodied episode where laughter meets your pelvic floor and themes on aging meets pickled cucumber. In this one, we ask: Is this real life? From the magic of middle-of-the-night colonoscopy prep to unexpecte...
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Season 1
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Episode 5
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44:59
Affirm It Like You Mean It
In this episode, we take affirmation eye rolls and apply this strategy to real life. From post-it notes on the mirror to Flintstone theme songs hummed mid-boulder field, we’re diving deep into the weird, wonderful ways we coach ourselves throug...
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Season 1
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Episode 4
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33:25
Gensexual Healing: Moaning in midlife
Welcome to our most salacious episode yet.In this spicy, soulful, and totally real conversation, Christa and Holly dive headfirst into the buzz around Gen X women and midlife sex in the media and in bed. From tarot pulls to fairy porn, n...
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Episode 3
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