The Fellowship of Pain
Life can be brutal. It can knock you down, take things from you that you never thought you’d lose, and sometimes, it just keeps hitting. And when the world tells you to move on, stay positive, or just trust God—well… it’s not always that easy. Life can feel heavy, isolating, and absolutely unbearable at times.
I know what it’s like to feel broken, angry, disappointed, and just plain exhausted. I’m Karri and I’ve suffered abuse, cancer, PTSD, estrangement, and much more. I’ve endured heart-wrenching pain that I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I know what it’s like to cry out to God and wonder if your suffering will ever end.
Maybe you’re going through something devastating right now. Maybe tragedy has rewritten your story in ways you never imagined, leaving you standing in the wreckage, wondering how you’ll ever move forward—much less heal.
This is The Fellowship of Pain, a podcast where we speak the hard truths about suffering—unfiltered and vulnerable. A place where we wrestle with the questions that keep us up at night and seek faith-rooted wisdom to rebuild what’s been broken.
The Fellowship of Pain is more than a podcast—it’s a gathering place for the weary. A place where wounds are acknowledged, burdens are shared, and together, we rediscover hope.
If you’re looking for a way forward…
Welcome to The Fellowship of Pain.
Episodes
20 episodes
Mental Health Update - Episode 18
At the end of the day, I’m working not controlling anybody but myself or even wishing or dreaming for anybody else to change or be better or kinder or anything at the end of the day if people want...
Estrangement Heartbreak - Episode 14
Just me talking about the sadness of the situation and the heartbreak I suffer.
Wrestling with Thoughts - Episode 13
It took me five days to decide whether to post this or not. I’m probably gonna make another episode today. I don’t have all the answers. I’m just wrestling with thoughts, etc..
How long is long suffering? Episode 11
Long suffering SadnessDiscontented Sacrifice
The Dome in Arizona - Part 1 - Episode 10
Sorry for the interruption I had to go get my kid from work and I panicked and hit the button. There’s a part two that I’ll get out eventually deciding whether honestly to send the one that I already made or to go back and edit it because it’s ...
Paul, Death and The Donkey - Episode 9
Struggling with things such as Paul’s words in Corinthians and in Timothy and what Elizabeth Elliott says about how with death and suffering comes life, and just how to process how suffering and hope can coexist. Also, there’s a hopeful story a...
Roman’s 12:1-8 Review - Episode 8
Reviewing Romans, 12 verses 1 to 8 this is part one of two with my thoughts as usual.
The Boy’s - Episode 7
My frustration today with my boysbeing a parent can be difficult Disappoint and problem solving the Emotions
Corrie Ten Boom - Episode 6
Talking about Corrie Ten Boom. perspectiveMarriageVolunteeringwalking the line Life balance And more
Rick’s Estrangement Suffering - Episode 5
Today I read the thoughts of Rick- edited Rick Redner To all who are intensely suffering as a result of estrangement, I think most of us, if not all of us hunger for a reconciled relationship with our kids.For me ...
Moving Forward -Episode 4
My thoughts of moving forward in the new year. I linked the podcast to an Instagram page. I’m going to start putting things I reference there like for example I talked about a habit tracker. I’m going to try to put the Amazon link or informatio...
Christmas Day Sadness Midnight Rantings 12/25/25 Episode 3
Just my thoughts