MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast
“There has to be something more than this.”
If you’re a midlife woman who has lost weight, regained it, and is tired of starting over — you’re in the right place.
Welcome to the MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast, where weight loss, mindset, meditation, and real-life habits come together to help you stop fighting your body and start building a life you actually love.
I’m Addie B — Certified LIfe Coach (and Fast like a Girl Coach), Meditation and Yoga Instructor, former corporate leader, and a woman who’s lost over 100 pounds ... regained weight… and is choosing to build it differently this time.
Because this isn’t about white-knuckling your way thin.
It’s about self-trust.
Habits that fit real life.
Healing the part of you that keeps starting over.
And creating a life that feels so good, you want to take care of yourself inside it.
We talk:
- Midlife weight loss & weight regain
- Real-life habit change
- Meditation & nervous system work
- Spiritual growth without the fluff
- Identity shifts & future-self embodiment
Weight loss is part of the journey.
But becoming is the point.
You’re not broken.
You’re becoming.
Let’s light this B up.
Episodes
234 episodes
S4 Ep 230: They Said I Was Too Much. They Were Right
Have you ever been pulled into an office, a meeting, or a conversation and told you were too much?Too loud. Too emotional. Too ambitious. Too intense. Too spiritual. Too big.This week Addie gets real about a moment that kept her u...
S4 Ep 229: 🔮 What Oracle Cards Have To Do With Weight Loss | Midlife Woo, Intuition & Self-Trust
What do oracle cards have to do with weight loss? More than you might think.In this episode of MEfirst Midlife Badassery, Addie dives into the surprising connection between intuition, nervous system healing, spirituality, and mi...
S4 Ep 228: I Set Bigger Goals… and It Scared Me (249 + $10K Months)
I just set new goals… and I’m not gonna lie—this next level feels BIG. And..That's how I know it's GOOD stuff! Like, next level scary shit!In this episode, I’m taking you inside my real-time goal setting after our MEfirst event—wh...
S4 Ep 227: Midlife Reinvention: Why Weight Loss Isn’t the Real Goal
If you’re here for weight loss… this might piss you off (in the best way 😏).Because the truth? It’s never been about the weight.In this episode, I’m sharing a real-life update from my week—what’s working, what’s messy, an...
S4 Ep 226: If Your Circles Stopped Dreaming… But You Didn’t (Meet Brookster)
This week, I’m introducing a new version of me… BROOKSTER 👀🔥But first—can we talk about this?👉 What happens when your circles stopped dreaming… but you didn’t?Because that hit me hard this week.In this episode...
S4 Ep 225: Scared AF… But I’m Doing It Anyway (Midlife Reinvention Over 50)
This one is real-time.I’m in my car, because in the middle of building my next level some upperlimiting shit hit and we have to go to an eye appointment 😏 This week TERROR hit me. I'm not even going to say scared. ...
S4 Ep 224: I’m Reinventing Myself at 53… And It’s Messy AF 🔥 | Alter Ego & Identity Work
You ever feel like you’re becoming someone new… and also like everything is kind of a hot mess at the same time? 😂🔥Yeah. Same. You GET ME! lolThis episode is a real-time download of where I’m at right now in the height of...
S4 Ep 223: Down 18 Pounds + A Surprise Job Offer… Now What?!
This week’s episode is real life, unfiltered, and recorded in my car. Because sometimes… that’s exactly where the truth comes out 😅I’m wrapping up my first 90-day goal of the year, down about 18 pounds, feeling proud… and then out of now...
S4 Ep 222: Why You Ruin Everything Right Before Your Breakthrough (The Upper Limit Problem
You know that feeling when everything is finally clicking — the weight's dropping, the money's coming in, life feels good — and then out of nowhere you blow it up?Yeah. That's not bad luck. That's not you being broken. That's your Upp...
S4 Ep 221: Remember Joy? Midlife Reinvention Starts Here
Somewhere between responsibilities, careers, raising kids, and trying to hold life together… many of us stopped asking a very important question:What actually brings me joy?In this week’s Pool Podcast...
S4 Ep 220: If I Had to Lose 100 Pounds Again… Here’s What I’d Do (Because I Am)
If I had to lose 100 pounds again in 2026… what would I do?Funny enough, that’s exactly what I’m doing.In this poolside riff episode, I share the five things I would focus on if I were starting my weight loss journey all over agai...
S4 Ep 219: Regulation Is the New Discipline (Midlife Weight Loss Truths)
This week something cracked open.I started a simple FUEL challenge — just regulating with food instead of restricting it — and almost immediately I saw the same pattern everywhere.Food. Wine. Money. Over...
S4 Ep 218: Eat Like Your Future Self | The F.U.E.L. Method for Weight Loss
Okay, you guys…I ate all the sh*t in Maui last weekend.And still just got back up. It's getting faster- the getting back up, really not stopping, and just BEing.I realized something important: When I lost 100+ pounds ...
S4 Ep 217: What’s Your Weight Loss Alter Ego? The 4 Archetypes That Shape Your Results
Have you ever felt like the version of you who lost weight before… just doesn’t work anymore?Or like you keep starting strong, then something shifts — and you can’t figure out why?It’s not a willpower problem.It’s an identi...
S4 Ep 216: This Is the Work — A Real-Life Future Self Moment
This episode wasn’t planned. 💞 My Heart was on fire and she insisted.I recorded it in a real moment after I felt off, overwhelmed, and was pushing myself in ways that didn’t feel aligned. Instead of forcing my way through it,...
S3 Ep 215: Your Body Is the Asset: Why Discipline Isn’t Working in Midlife Weight Loss
What if taking care of yourself wasn’t another thing on your never-ending to-do list… but the way you become who you’re meant to be?In this episode, Addie digs into why discipline, control, and “trying harder” stop wor...
S4 Ep 214: Losing 100 Pounds by Becoming Her: Big Dreams, Alter Egos & Midlife Weight Loss
This episode is BIG DREAM ENERGY — the kind that cracks you open, lights you up. Midlife is not the end… it’s the upgrade.I’m sharing what’s unfolding right now as I lose 100 pounds by becoming her — not starting over, no...
S4 Ep 213: What Commitment Really Looks Like (Season 4 Opener)
Season 4 is officially here.In this episode, I’m sharing why I’m losing 100 pounds again — out loud, on purpose, and without shame. Not because my body is broken, but because I’m building a life that actually fits me.We’re kicking...
S3 FINALE Ep 212: Back on the Mountain: The Weight Came Back, But I Didn’t
This episode is a full-circle moment.I’m back on the mountain that saved my life — the place where what I thought was a weight loss journey cracked open into something so much bigger.As I close out Season 3 of the MEfir...
S3 Ep 211: Overwhelmed but Still Showing Up | Imperfect Action in Midlife
What’s up, witches and bitches 🖤This episode is coming straight from the middle of it — not the other side, not the polished lesson, not the “here’s how I fixed myself” version.I was overwhelmed. I was spiraling. ...
S3 Ep 210: 3 Days Until I Quit My Job (Again): Fear, Weight Regain & Becoming Her
What happens when you’re three days away from leaving your job… again?In this episode, Addie B — aka Slayer (her alter ego)— shares a raw, unfiltered check-in as she stands on the edge of another leap: leaving corporate A...
S3 Ep 209: 7 Days Until I Leave My Job: Becoming the Creator, Not the Consumer
Witches and bitches… we are officially 7 days away from me walking out of my job and into the life I’m meant to create. 😳🔥In this episode, voice half-gone and soul fully ON FIRE, I take you behind the scenes of what it really feel...
S3 Ep 208: 53 & Daring as Hell: The Leap, the Life Upgrade, and What’s Coming Next
What’s up, witches and bitches! 🎉 It’s my 53rd birthday and I’m celebrating by doing what any midlife badass would do: talking colonoscopies, quitting my job, burning down old identities, and daring myself into the biggest life upgrade I’ve mad...
S3 Ep 207: Fun Is Future-Self Fuel: 5 Ways to Light Up Your Life Again
In this episode, Addie B — your resident Sagittarius fun-factory and badass midlife cheerleader — drops a truth bomb: we’ve become fun-school dropouts. Life got busy, serious, hormonal, structured, and suddenly FUN became something we “h...
S3 Ep 206: Stop Caring What They Think: Identity Shifts, Reinvention, and MEfirst Magic
30 days until Freedom Addie (leaves the day job)! This week, Addie shares a fresh take on transformation, inspired by a truth-bomb–filled catch-up with longtime client and friend, Lola. Together they crack open the real magic behind reinvention...